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 Posted: Wed Jun 28, 2006 2:43 am
I'm sick of all the bullshit lies you feed me
To try to hide the ******** up way you treat me.
You'll never know who this is to...
You'll never know my pain is caused by you!
I have to hide how I really feel
I try to pretend this isn't real.
Life goes on, you're never there,
My life stops, you don't care.
When will I finally break free?
And fully realize the way you treat me
Isn't the way you treat family
And yet....it's the way you treat me.
Maybe all this time
Has been just another lie
Fed to me to keep me happy
To keep me from seeing you betray me
In the worst possible way
And yet I'm rooted, I have to stay.
Because you say, I'll continue to cry
From you I hide behind these eyes
Only to get you to realize
Every second here, I die.
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Posted: Wed Jun 28, 2006 7:04 am
I like it again ^^ I think for you to feel so angry and effected by this person is because that person should be very close to you like a parent or sibling. i can relate to this poem because my mom used to (and still does) play favorites with my sister and I. She likes my sister more, she's cheerleader, gets high honors, and is on the national honors society (an acedemic award/club thing)
just a couple days ago, we were at my cousin's grad. party and everyone was paying attention to my sis and my mom kept on bragging about her. but 4th quarter, i got four 90s ! i don't do well in school so I was working my but off and nothing is said about it! i blew up at my mom and felt shitty all day.
anywho, i'm just babbling ^^
like it!
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Posted: Wed Jun 28, 2006 12:05 pm
Thats very emotional. I once felt like that, Its a hard feeling. I really do hope things gets better for you. But i always tell my friends this and i will tell you: don't stay with someone or keep everything inside it only kills you and one day you will be nothing more.
its very good none-the-less
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Posted: Wed Jun 28, 2006 2:32 pm
Well, everything I posted last night was written about a year ago and is to the same person....she was my best friend for about 2 years before I finally decided to just let go.....I felt like this for a year before I let go in March. She and I still talk occasionally....but it's rarely anything of major importance. She knows if she needs someone to talk to, she can call me and vice versa. We actually talked one day at the end of the school year until about 4 am...on a school night. ^^;; Yeah, not the smartest idea. I overslept until about 11:30 am and had to find a ride to school....Dad was pissed and it was "In bed at 9 until the school year is over!" Soooo....yeah. But anyways, I'm babbeling as well. Yes, she was very close to me....for about a year and a half, she was THE most important person in my life. But then I met Ryan and she took second place to someone finally. Now she's somewhere in the top people I care about, but doesn't hold NEARLY as much importance as she used to. 3nodding
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Posted: Thu Jul 06, 2006 12:14 pm
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