Why am I always left crying and alone
In the dark?
Why am I always abandoned?
Why can't anyone just stick around?
Why doesn't anyone care?
And so I cry
Tears just keep fallin
And so I die
A little more each day
Nobody can help me
(With my heart made of spiders)
Nobody can see me
(Can't see what's not real)
Nobody knows the truth.
A hollowed hole in the ground
Becomes the only home I know
A rusted razor tinted with blood
Becomes the only friend I have.
And so I cut
Blood just keeps fallin
And so I die
A little more each day
Nobody wants me
(With my world of unconsciousness)
Nobody helps me
(Can't help the deranged)
Nobody knows the truth.
My death will come as no surprise
For I have warned and warned
But nobody ever listens
To the ravings of a mad woman?
Or the insights of one who is truly sane?
And so I plan
Plots keep devisin
And so I fight
The pain that I feel
I don't even care
(For the hope has burned out)
Nobody will find me
(Can't find who's not hiding)
Nobody knows...me.