To you I always come in last
I just want to return to past
When we shared everything in life
I just don't know what to do...
Why aren't we what we used to be?
Can't we just go back...
When nothing was ever so complicated
Instead of rushing foreward to black.
I feel so pushed aside
As tears fall, here I lie
Another scrap, just thrown out again
As you move foreward
I lie still
My pain contained with sheer human will
Why aren't we what we used to be?
Can't we just go back...
When nothing was ever so complicated
Instead of rushing foreward to black.
You don't care about what you used to
You're not the same love I had
My questions aren't dumb, merely hints
To answers not asked.
Why aren't we what we used to be?
Can't we just go back...
When nothing was ever so complicated
Instead of rushing foreward to black.
Who the ******** are you?
What did you do the person now gone?
Against instinct I abignate you
And finaly move on
To find my true home!
Why aren't we what we used to be?
Can't we just go back...
When nothing was ever so complicated
Instead of rushing foreward to black.
What can I do
To find the person who
Brought out the best in me?
Is my life just one big game?
Stop all this hide and seek!
I'm starting to BREAK!
Why aren't we what we used to be?
Can't we just go back...
When nothing was ever so complicated
Instead of rushing foreward to black.
You were right the first time around
"Broken" is how I lie
Nothing else really matters to you
I hide my pain inside
Don't even try to find
The girl you once knew...
HER LIFE IS THROUGH!
Why aren't we what we used to be?
Can't we just go back...
When nothing was ever so complicated
Instead of rushing foreward to black.
So just hide behind the lies
Keep closing your eyes
Blind yourself from pain
Abandon me once again
What does it matter?
I just keep falling faster
Into this hell I've created
From only skin and bone
Where do I go?
Where should I go?
Who really knows?