The pain cuts through me like a knife through the heart
I don't knwo what to do, it's tearing me apart.
I can't make the decision, I can't make up my mind
But one these days I know I'll have to decide.

But how can a person choose in a situation such as this
To choose my father and never give my friend wishes for wedding bliss?
Or choose my friend, and cause my dad such great pain,
All the thoughts runing through my head are driving me insane!

The decision is all mine and only I can make it alone
But people interfere and I don't know where to go
My sister tells me I have to make the decision myself,
But I just can't do it because Dad and Deb don't help!

She betrayed us in the worst possible way,
And less than four months later, she's already engaged!
To the man she cheated on my dad with...
I don't know what to do, my sanity's starting to slip.

But I've got to do it, before July comes around
On whether to go to Texas and finally stand my ground
Or just to give in, this is my true test
But I won't give in, I'll rise above the rest.