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                     Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2005 10:41 pm
		     
             
             
             
                    
                        
                            
                                                                    
        
        
        
			            Argh! I could literally stab myself right now. Not literally, but figuratively. Why? Because I'm 99% positive I lent my Nitemare Scarf to a friend, then told them they could borrow it indefinitely... and then I forgot to write down just WHO I'd lent my scarf to. So now, I'm frantically trying to find my scarf... wondering who might have it and how I might get it back.  crying  Gosh darnit, it's like losing my arm.
  And all I can think is, "Why didn't I write their name down somewhere?!"
  Discussion: So... ever done anything you wish you'd done differently? Do you ever regret something you did in the past? If so, what would you change, and why? This could be everything from my situation to a friendship to choosing between a car or whatever. Just... talk. ^^
  By the by... if you have any idea who might have my scarf, I'd appreciate it if you PM me.  sweatdrop  Edit: My Trade History doesn't work for some reason...         
        
        
		        
		         
     
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                     Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2005 10:57 pm
		     
             
             
             
                    
                        
                            
                                                                    
        
        
        
			            Did you check out your trade history? It would be in there somewhere and unless you completed quite a few trades on that day you should be able to at least cut down the number of possible people.
  As for me, I just realized that I was supposed to hand in a final for one of my courses at 4pm yesterday...uh-oh.         
        
        
		        
		         
     
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                     Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2005 11:48 pm
		     
             
             
             
                    
                        
                            
                                                                    
        
        
        
			            Man. And here I thought I was cursed with a crappy memory.  gonk 
  Good luck tracking down the scarf. Good golly. How long has it been?
  Anyhow. On a bigger scale, I wish I'd done high school differently. I wish I'd gone and been more aware of what was going on around me, and participated more in the college prep s**t, so that I'd have actually gone to a college, and not just sorta drifted into a trade school.  xp          
        
        
		        
		         
     
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                     Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2005 11:51 pm
		     
             
             
             
                    
                        
                            
                                                                    
        
        
        
			            Thing is, I don't really REMEMBER trading it to someone. I'd SWEAR the only items I lent out were my Mini Angelic Wings [to BriarRose] and my OMG [to Kira] and my AFK [to Kiwi]. I simply can't recall when I lent someone my NM Scarf... but if it's not in my inventory, then someone else HAS to have it; and since I can't check my trade history, I can't use deductive logic to narrow down my options.
  I swear I had it last time I was on Gaia [meaning... last September or so]. But... I can't check my trade history. I HOPE no one's been fiddling with my account...
  *swears multiple times* ><; My best bet is to mass PM my friends and hope that someone has a better memory than I do, or has a good enough heart to return the thing. I know a lot of people who would take advantage of this situation and just keep the item for themselves, sadly. I just hope I had good enough sense back then to lend it to people who were REALLY my friends, and not people who cared about pixels more than friendship.         
        
        
		        
		         
     
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                     Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2005 12:26 am
		     
             
             
             
                    
                        
                            
                                                                    
        
        
        
			            There are several things I wish I had done differently, but now I'm kind of stuck with them so I try not to fret over things.         
        
        
		        
		         
     
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                     Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2005 12:45 am
		     
             
             
             
                    
                        
                            
                                                                    
        
        
        
			            I regret the entire last week or two of my life involving my... umm. Guy, who is currently no longer a boyfriend, was at one point my best friend, and is now... the cause of my not being able to breathe properly or sit still.         
        
        
		        
		         
     
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                     Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2005 7:57 am
		     
             
             
             
                    
                        
                            
                                                                    
        
        
        
			            There are a lot of things I wish I would have done differently, but at the same time, if I didn't do those  I wouldn't have these good things either.
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                     Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2005 8:00 am
		     
             
             
             
                    
                        
                            
                                                                    
        
        
        
			            I wish I hadn't given my boyfriend the computer.  The Internet and Him has been nothing but problems so far.  No wonder he used to be so bothered by the fact that I go on the net so much, he's only been on it for a week or so and he's already getting himself in s**t on a nearly constant basis... my boyfriend has a lack of self-control.  : 3         
        
        
		        
		         
     
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                     Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2005 8:16 am
		     
             
             
             
                    
                        
                            
                                                                    
        
        
        
			            I wish I hadn't waited til april 2004 to start donating.  That's always been my biggest regret on Gaia.
  In life... I regret things alot, but at that point, there's nothing to do but move past it and hope you didn't ******** things up too much.         
        
        
		        
		         
     
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                     Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2005 10:48 am
		     
             
             
             
                    
                        
                            
                                                                    
        
        
        
			            Chocokat bought me an Emo Bag back when they were only like 35k, and I loaned it to another friend as a thank-you for buying me back my fairy wings. But he didn't realize I meant it as a loan, and he ended up quitting Gaia about a month or so back...and he sold his entire inventory and donated the gold to random charities and newbs. ._. And now Emo Bags are 100K+ or so...and I don't have the patience to save up that long. I wanted to cry.
  And I wish I could've done high school over again, but I b***h about that enough as it is, so I'm not going to go into detail.         
        
        
		        
		         
     
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                     Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2005 10:50 am
		     
             
             
             
                    
                        
                            
                                                                    
        
        
        
			            Hey Pasta And I wish I could've done high school over again, but I b***h about that enough as it is, so I'm not going to go into detail. Urp. As much as I hated high school, I would  not do the whole thing over again. Just ... a few individual things done differently here and there.   xp          
        
        
		        
		         
     
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                     Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2005 10:56 am
		     
             
             
             
                    
                        
                            
                                                                    
        
        
        
			            rayinte Hey Pasta And I wish I could've done high school over again, but I b***h about that enough as it is, so I'm not going to go into detail. Urp. As much as I hated high school, I would  not do the whole thing over again. Just ... a few individual things done differently here and there.   xp  I've done too damn many things wrong just to pick them out here and there. It'd be easier just to go back and start over...pain in the bum, yes, but easier.         
        
        
		        
		         
     
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                     Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2005 11:04 am
		     
             
             
             
                    
                        
                            
                                                                    
        
        
        
			            I regret tons of things I've done. I ******** up a lot. :/ I think I make up for what I've done though, a lot of the times. I guess I just have a way of mending things?         
        
        
		        
		         
     
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                     Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2005 1:47 pm
		     
             
             
             
                    
                        
                            
                                                                    
        
        
        
			            I wish I hadn't sold my original Djs for 5k to some jackass who sold them for 50k a week later. -_-
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                     Posted: Tue Apr 26, 2005 1:54 pm
		     
             
             
             
                    
                        
                            
                                                                    
        
        
        
			            I always find ways of screwing things up or not doing things in the first place which I always wish I could have done differently.  My very most recent thing I did was be sour toward my boyfriend when he just wanted to love on me...but then again, he flat out said I'm not too trustable sometimes...and I'm PMSing, getting over being rather sick, and stressing over school.  He kinda deserved the cold shoulder...but I'm on the verge of crying.
  Um..yeah..other things include fixing friendships, not being so lazy, and not getting into my car accident...among lots of other stuff.         
        
        
		        
		         
     
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