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I have been through many troubling things in my life. I was physically and sexually abused by my father, I was teased and harassed all throughout school, My mom kept me very sheltered, and many other things. But, no matter what happens to me, I keep a positive outlook on life. I believe that what goes around comes around.

In high school things began to look up. I started making a few actually friends and colleges were looking at me. The only thing was that I had never had a boyfriend and it seemed I never would. It didnt seem like anyone looked at me. I thought I was too fat or ugly.
But then the greatest person to come into my life told me he liked me. His name is John. Throughout my sophmore year he teased me during lunch about my disgust of blood and the fact that I used my free time in school to sew.
Durning my jr. year, and his senoir, toward the end of the year, he sent me a note, saysing that he had liked me since the year before. Now I couldn't believe that. I was fat. I had wieghed 175 pounds and I looked dumpy as anything....Durniong my jr. year though, I lost a lot of weight in a few months. By December I weighed 150 and by feburary I weighed 140. I wasn't sure what to do about John's note since he had teased me sooo bad, but I decided to at least talk to him. After 3 months we went on our first date. It was my Jr. Prom. We were forced to forgot his sr. Prom because he got sick from a disease he has. It is called hyper thyroidism or Grave's Disease. We got along great at prom and when he brought me back home he gave me a good night hug. We shared our first kiss 2 months after that on July 27, 2004.

It has now been 2 years and 2 months with John. We are discussing gettting married as we both find our paths. I am on a career track to be a fashion designer and he is training to be a police dispatcher. At the moment we both work at Burger King.

From here on out I will use this to dicuss some daily or weekly activities I go through. Feel free to comment and if you need help with anything do not be afraid to ask!

Last night was horrible! I have worked at Burger King for 2 and 1/2 years. I have nenver had a problem with any customers. My boss always has and I have had to calm them down after she left. But never has a customer yelled or been sarcastic at me.

This guys comes in and says "Two double stack kings." But I was opening a garbage bag so King sound like Something else, so I asked Could you repeat that please? My manager said, "Melissa you are not listening. So my speaker was still on and I said, "Well I can';t hear over the bag." So then I took his oreder and he came to the window. He asked who took his order. I said "me." He got all nasty and said "You should cover your speaker." And I thought he was talking about the garbage bag that i told Fanny (A lady I work with) not to put the bag away I needed it. But he said he heard me say I didn't f----- hear the order! I never curse! I have never cursed in my life. I do not want to start in that habit so I just dont do it! so then he got all sarcastic with me and made me cry!

I have never had a problem and I can't believe out of nowhere that happened!

Whoa, he died on my birthday...! gonk