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Poetry is a wonderful out let, and it is also my hobby. I am alway's proud to say that I have been published ^_^ So I will share some of my poetry.

This one is something I wrote when I was very sad and upset with someone who was very close to me.

" Melissa "

The Crimson blood falling from your hallowed eye..

Speak to me, tell me yet another lie.

Show me the pain you say you feel..

Tell me of your heart ache,

Then do the same as done to you..

Make me feel the pain.

You speak of everything, left and right..

Telling of the hurt caused in the night..

Yet you inflict the same heart ache and pain..

I see no emotion in your face.

You do as you do, without even a blink.

I call you out, I say your name..

Remember this as that very pain..

The pain you want me to believe you have..

I dont believe anymore..

If you felt such pain, you would never do what you have done..

You would never break a heart of another loved one.

Merry Meet!

Hope you all like this. I just got it published not too long ago.



Internal Eternity


As thy blood runs cold,
Thou mind hath been sold.
Cast down into black darkness swallow,
Thy body hath never felt so hollow.
Eyes cold as concrete stone,
Thee hath ever been so alone.
Through countless years,
Thee hath shed many tears.
Thy need cry no longer,
Inside thou pain shalt thunder.
Yet true emotion shalt not show upon thy face,
All expressions smooth as silk lace.
For as the weeping willow sings,
Thee hath had a lucent hand of material strings.
Thou doth naught but act so strong,
How could thee hath been so wrong.
Never hath there been a night,
That death doth not call out of spite.
As a child thy heart hath been so pure,
With many things yet to endure.
Now thee hath learned a great deal,
Though life still doth not appeal.
Yet thou art willing to live,
For everything life may still give.




If you like this one, there are more in my gaia journal.


Blessed Be!

This world never was anything but a cold lie,unwilling to leave I have learnt to get by,
hiding in the corner thats darkest of them all awaiting the day when this world will fall,

When life shal end and time shall stop,
the only dream left nothing but a prop,

But secrets are kept behind this hard wall,
I see from the corner darkest of them all

But theres still yet one magic left in this world,
and suddenly the air dosent seem just as cold

A happiness truer than any combined,
A love quite enchanting from heart and from mind

Forbidden by darkness but shining throught it all,
I see light from the corner darkest of them all,

This light that I see has been brought by this love,
A love true and pure from the darkness above,

So now in the corner darkest of them all,
I see a new life emerged from the fall.


Blessed Be
Lilllith

Sweet nightmare
Suffer in silence untill the screaming wakes me up.
It is my own screams.
My worst fear realized.
Hell room 101.
Sticky heavy fear fills my mind, closing off the escape.
To die would be more enjoyable.
Life hurts, riping out my insides like a biology class frog.
Sweet nightmare
free me from this torture.
Good night my sweet nightmare

Honestly i am not emo or suicidal or anything! I just was in a very dark mood.