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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 4:16 pm

This is so sad I found it on the message boards in FallOutBoyRock.com
It made me cry...

I am me. I am Nevaeh Rose.

I want to thank FOB for all the great music they have produced and because of them I am still here today...

This is not a fake story nor a cry for attention...

My life couldn't be worse...could it?

I have haven't seen my Father in 7 years and never will see him again...I don't get to enjoy a Father Daughter dance or have him walk with me on my wedding day and all those take your daugther to *random event* things we do in my home town not for me...My mom has lung cancer and theres no turning back no matter what the doctors tell her or how much I beg she wont give up smoking to save her life and possibly mine...I would die without her...I don't know how long she is going to be in this world and when she leaves me I don't think I will beable to except it. I watch her sleep so I know she is still breathing and when I can't stay awake any longer I go to my bed my minded spinning with thoughts like: if she dies while I sleep I wouldnt beable to forgive my self because I think if I would have stayed up a little longer she would still be here with me...when I do sleep my dreams are filled with sad images of my mom laying dead in her bed as I cry helplessly at her side...My heart is filled with constant sorrow and pain...I hate it...why does the pain have to pick on me...why is death choosing my mother...these things no one can explain...one day my mom stopped breathing and was rushed to the hospital, fear and sorrow had taken over my body and if she would have die that I was going to go with her even if it meant suicide yes, I consider this thought and it was taking over all my good sense...as I waited for a hint or whisper that she was gonna be ok a FOB song came on the radio and was sent through all the speakers in the hospital...It in a way reached me in my mental state...I don't know what about the song brought me back from a world of death and no return but it did. I Think it is how much heart and soul they put into the music that made me come to sense and some how reached my heart and soul giving me that brust of hope like when you finish something that took you forever and a day to complete and you feel so good about it. I then realized if she died she would be out of her misery and if she died that God needed more than me...if she died I would be ok I could live maybe not as happy as I was but alive none the less.

To add to this the love of my life stole my heart and broken and left me to pick up the peices...I still love him...and I can't stop...I wanna let him go but my heart just wont say no...

For those of you who are in the same or worse state than me I give you all my hope...everyone has hope...everyone needs hope at times...and everyone has hope to give...So I give the hope I have to those who have similar problems as me...

When I listen to FOB music my heart and soul are free...and I leave all my woes and worries behind...nothing can bring me down when FOB music is pumping through the speaker and flowing through my body...and so I thank FOB...Patrick, Pete, Andy and Joe thank you, You have saved my life more than once and I owe You everthing...which is still not enough...

I will love you guys always and forever...

Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 4:25 pm

That is so sad. =(

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Mrs Joe Trohman

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Posted: Wed Aug 23, 2006 9:32 pm

That's very sweet............... xd

Posted: Thu Aug 24, 2006 11:59 am

AWWWWWWWWWWWW THAT'S SAAAAAD!

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CheetahChica

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Posted: Fri Aug 25, 2006 3:00 pm

Wow that is so sad crying , if only the band knew that would really change their lives and give them confidence to continue to make music to change lives,God bless FOB cry

Posted: Fri Aug 25, 2006 3:44 pm

Im so sorry. that i so sad. i dunno what i would do if my mom left me, and i know what it feels like to loose a loved one... I give you my best wishes! crying heart God bless you!