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This has been quite a difficult summer for me. Just four days after school ended, the day after my mom's birthday, my eldest cat Fiona had to be put to sleep. It was probably gonna be her last day either way. She lived for 13 years. I had her for 9 years. She lived a wonderful life. She was the only cat all the years that has always been there for me. Well..unless there's a brush nearby lol

I also had Writiin Camp for two weeks. Stressful work >.<

My depression(yes, I have it. It runs from my mom's side) has gotten worse. From Fiona to my ex-boyfriend, Kenny. We went out for month almsot a year ago(October 9th will be one year ago when we began goin out). I dumped him 'cause I liked this dude named Morgan. Kenny told him. Well, I began to hate him. Months later I hated him. In April, I was the last person to see him. I was comin back from Gym when I saw his teary face walkin away sayin, "Goodbye". That's when I heard DJ, a friend, sayin that Kenny was movin. I was happy but then...overtime.....When summer started, I thought bout it. I knew I could've maybe prevented it. 'Least a bit. I was gonna give him a note. My mom was mad at me and I was cryin. I wnated to call him. I made the note askin if I could clal him when I'm sad. When I was bout to give it to him, I threw it out. To thsi day, I regret it. He e-mailed me four months later. He didn't wnat to go out wit me. I was surprised he finally replied after I e-mailed him several times. I was glad I still had some connection. He did say he was in a Home, though(he's a foster child). I cry sometimes tihnkin that we could still be together. Maybe in teh future.

A lot other stuff has happened. But, maybe I need a break for now....

Haha....

Weekends have a new schedule now. My friend Kaitlin now sleeps over on Friday and we play on Saturday. That gives me only Sunday. ^^'