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 Posted: Sat Sep 23, 2006 1:28 pm
Bay of Emotions
As I sit here, drowning in a bay of emotion and blood.
One can only wonder when it will stop.
I look down at the scars, and wonder if time truly heals all wounds.
As I sit here, blood flowing from the arteries in my wrist,
I wonder if things will ever truly be alright.
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Fountain
I draw a pretty picture,
A picture with a twist,
I draw it with a razor blade,
I draw it on my wrist.
As the blood flows,
A fountain will appear,
And make my problems,
All disappear.
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Happiness Upon Death
Happiness and despair are very powerful things
They can make people lead strange lifestyles when not fed their desires
They wreak havoc upon our world
Their plagues shall come in our darkest days in many forms
And in many ways
For some they will not come at all
For others the torture will be so intense they shall offer themselves to their creators
Even when we think, all is lost
We will se the very light, the very purpose of our existence
Then, and only then, will total happiness be won over
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Death Awaits
Death awaits me like the dew on a midmorning flower,
Forever creeping behind me,
Lurking in the shadows
Never making a sound,
Though making me paranoid ever so.
Death follows me no matter where I go,
Lurking in my dreams,
Forever in the pits of my mind,
Never making a sound,
Though growing louder by the minute.
Death, forever in the deepest shadows,
Never leaving me alone,
Always there for all eternity,
Until it takes me home.
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Posted: Sat Sep 23, 2006 1:32 pm
eek Oh my words, powerful, and wonderfully written, being the rhyme lover that I am, I loved the Fountain one, although that one scared me the most...
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Posted: Sat Sep 23, 2006 1:38 pm
Please remember I wrote Fountain, while in the Psych ward...Thats why it was...Scary. Hehe. But, it is true! If you do do what the guy in the poem did, your problems will dissapear...Of course, you'll die in the process, but...That's beside the point.
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Posted: Sat Sep 23, 2006 1:48 pm
Don't even think about it, Sakurai, don't you dare!
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Posted: Sat Sep 23, 2006 1:51 pm
No, no no. YOu got me all wrong! I wasn't thinking that at all...Just pointing out the facts of the poem. I'm not depressed at all. Well, I am...But I'm not suicidal, so don't worry.
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Posted: Sat Sep 23, 2006 5:51 pm
You had better not be! Oh, Sakurai... if you hurt yourself I'll...
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Posted: Sun Sep 24, 2006 11:31 am
Just curious, but what would you do? Not that I would...Atleast, I dont think I would...
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Posted: Sun Sep 24, 2006 5:38 pm
I shall tell you inderectly, with Sage advice...
"What you do to you, you do to me."
I once had that problem, actually, I still do, in the form of biting, but I cut at one time, three of them, in the middle of class... one scarred over, you can still see it. I never cut again, but I still bite, a lot...
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Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 5:11 am
~Sighs~ And yet...That's not very fair razz . If you can still SI, then why can I not?
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Posted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 1:46 pm
Because when I bite, I don't bleed... you practically tear yourself apart! Besides, I haven't in days... almost did today, though... y'know, sometimes I hate having so much contrl... I'd like to lose it entirely sometime, see what happens...
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Posted: Tue Sep 26, 2006 7:13 am
Trust me, no, you wouldn't...Last time I lost it, I wound up with nothing but cuts, and blood on my wrist...
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Posted: Tue Sep 26, 2006 11:01 am
Yeah, but still... my mind is always running, I am always in control... only time my head wasn't working was when I passed out for the first time last year, allways other it constantly runs...
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Posted: Tue Sep 26, 2006 1:31 pm
Well, that tis good. Tis very good....
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Posted: Thu Sep 28, 2006 1:46 pm
Not as good as you think...
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Posted: Thu Sep 28, 2006 4:54 pm
Really now...And why's that?
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