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It's simple; Post songs that describe your mood or the state of things today/this week/this month/this year/this period in your life. You can give an analysis, or just post the lyrics. Whichever you prefer, we're not here to judge. cool

For those of you who don't read my blog, (You're lucky you don't. >.>;; ) the song that describes my current state of affairs is "Empty Apartment" by Yellowcard. Enjoy. 3nodding

Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is

Answer no to these questions
Let [him] go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening now
Can't you see, something's missing?
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday, if ever you love me, you'd say, "It's okay"

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me
And how broken my heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday, if ever you love me, you'd say, "It's okay"

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder, the more that you know
When you get lonely, if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday, if ever you love me, you'd say "It's okay"
It's okay
It's okay

This song (which I do like a lot...) sort of expresses how I've been feeling for the past few days...involving someone in my life and me just feeling down.

My Immortal by Evanescence

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice has chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears
and I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have

all of me.

This is fun! I'm listening to a lot of music now. smile

Lately Postcard of a Painting by Maximo Park and That New Killers' Song I Don't Know The Name Of Where They Talk About The Guy Who Doesn't Look Like Jesus have been dominating my life. Mostly because they're weepyangstyfruity and totally befitting my lonely self. And the lyrics link up a lot to my stupid trivial stuff lately.

Your eyes are big when they're so close
Why can't we say goodbye in public?

Picture me with you
But you couldn't do it
And everything I said
Was true but I couldn't prove it
And I'll admit that there's a web
But it wasn't me who spun it
Now I've made my bed
But you wouldn't lie down in it

I wrote my feelings down in a rush
Didn't even check the spelling
And closed the postcard of a painting
You are just another thing I've
Yet to follow
You are just another thing I've
Yet to follow

And I'm losing
More than I'll ever have
I'm losing
More than I'll ever give to you

*repeat times infinity*

Ahahaha I'mma queer.

Whoa.

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I actually love Oasis.
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This one seems to fit me fine lately amingst a few others

Blue October - Hate Me
I have to block out thoughts of you
so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach
leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape
to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride,
a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you.
Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me
just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways..
yea ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

I’m sober now for 3 whole months thats one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In my sick way I want to thank you
for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself,
you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so ******** far away
that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy
I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry
and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered
“How can you do this to me?”

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
for you.. for you..for you..

"Seeing Eye Dog"

You're my seeing eye dog and I am blind
You take me there every time
With that winning combination of loyal and kind
Your eyes like wells to the water of your mind

I want to take a long, cool drink from your bucket
To every thought I could think now, I say ******** it
I just want to go with how I feel
Like my only job here
Is to care for and covet you, dear

I love the way your stories seem to fall from your lips
With just enough slobber so it sparkles and drips
The way you hang the whole room on a word
Like a little stick in the beak of a bird

First we touched fingers and then we touched toes
Then my army surrendered
My government overthrown
I threw myself a little role reversal and followed you home
Just dying to be chewed
The dog was chosen by the bone

Be my seeing eye dog
Cuz I am blind
Just take me there
One more time
With that winning combination of loyal and kind
Your eyes like wells to the water of your mind

I want to take a long, cool drink from your bucket
To every thought I could think now, I say ******** it
I just want to go with how I feel
Like my only job here is to care for and covet you, dear

~ Ani Difranco