Nothing but a Monster
Tries role down my cheeks,
All I can think about is you,
The pain you caused me so long ago,
The pain,
It still lingers to this day.
Because of you, I don't trust,
Because of you there’s hatred,
Pain,
Loneliness,
Fear,
Fear that may never leave,
Because of you I fear those around me.
Those who would never hurt me,
Those who love me,
Those who would do anything to take away my pain,
Those who try to protect me,
To protect me from the monsters like you,
To keep me safe,
To make sure I would never have to cry
Yet I still fear them,
Afraid they might turn on me like you once did,
I'm sure you were like them,
At one point at lest,
It’s the only way you could have got close to me,
The only way they would have let you near me.
I thought you were going to protect me,
But when you got the chance,
For what ever reason,
All you did was hurt me,
Make me cry,
You made me feel pain,
The same pain others tried to protect me from.
You were nothing but a monster,
A shape shifter,
You were my shelter,
Only so you could hurt me,
Only so I would fear you,
Yet still run to you when I was scared,
As I'm sure any little girl would,
It wouldn't be so bad,
If I was the only one you hurt,
The only one you caused pain,
But my brother,
I know you hurt him to,
He was just a baby,
I not much older then him,
Monster.
I didn't know it then,
I didn't know what you did was wrong,
I thought I was being bad,
That I was the one doing something wrong.
But I know now,
I was too young to understand
But I know now,
I was too young to remember,
But I know now,
I know what you were,
What you still are,
You,
The one I hate,
The one I want to hurt,
The one who should feel the pain
You,
Your nothing but a monster.
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