okay so this may end up kinda long.
Over last summer i had my longest relationship(2months) with Tori and halfway through i got scared and kinda messed it by kissing another girl(she was straight, in my defense) but anyways on our second month anniversary
she broke up with me and i have never stopped liking her. for a while i stopped talking to her, couldnt stand hearing about the person she liked. then i invited her to the movies, asked her if she would go as my date and she said yes. then she came over to stay the night and not much happened but she held me, i cried and we kissed. for a week we were AMAZING we wrote letters drew pictures hugged and then one day it was just gone. i asked her about it, wrote her a letter and she replied saying that whatever had happened was now gone and it hurt so much so i stopped talking to her again. now i've been dating another girl, Jamie for almost three weeks and Tori and i have been talking again. we hung out on saturday and we just...played around. and we actually talked. Tori's not the biggest talking person but she told me that she had felt so lost before because she had developed feelings for me again but all her friends said it was a bad idea.
i still do have feelings for Jamie....massive ones but i find myself longing to be in Toris arms.
now im just unsure what is worse...
a) being with someone but ALWAYS thinking about somedbody else
b) breaking up with someone for somebody else
Over last summer i had my longest relationship(2months) with Tori and halfway through i got scared and kinda messed it by kissing another girl(she was straight, in my defense) but anyways on our second month anniversary
she broke up with me and i have never stopped liking her. for a while i stopped talking to her, couldnt stand hearing about the person she liked. then i invited her to the movies, asked her if she would go as my date and she said yes. then she came over to stay the night and not much happened but she held me, i cried and we kissed. for a week we were AMAZING we wrote letters drew pictures hugged and then one day it was just gone. i asked her about it, wrote her a letter and she replied saying that whatever had happened was now gone and it hurt so much so i stopped talking to her again. now i've been dating another girl, Jamie for almost three weeks and Tori and i have been talking again. we hung out on saturday and we just...played around. and we actually talked. Tori's not the biggest talking person but she told me that she had felt so lost before because she had developed feelings for me again but all her friends said it was a bad idea.
i still do have feelings for Jamie....massive ones but i find myself longing to be in Toris arms.
now im just unsure what is worse...
a) being with someone but ALWAYS thinking about somedbody else
b) breaking up with someone for somebody else
