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 Posted: Tue Nov 07, 2006 10:03 pm
Broken
I promised to love, and honor him forever
I lied
Where there was love is nothing
Where there was honor is now disgust
Does this make me bad?
Does this make me wrong?
Does it make me a failure?
Am I broken?
Or is it him?
He was nice
He was caring
He was loving
Then he drank
He changed
The nice became mean
The caring just disappeared
The love was twisted...into something else
Is he the broken one?
Was I just in the wrong place at the wrong time?
Did I give him too many chances?
Did I wait too long to leave?
Will I be like him?
Will I change like that?
Have I been damaged beyond repair?
Will I ever be able to forget?
I used to feel strong.
I used to know I was powerful.
Now I feel cold and weak.
Can I get my strength back?
It has been so long...
Will I ever find it?
When did I lose it?
How long has it been gone?
Longer, I think...
I think it left me that night in December...
That night I have tried to block out of my mind for so many years...that night that won't go away...
So, here I am
I feel like I've been broken
I feel cold and alone
There is only a small amount of hope
A flicker of what was once me leftover
Trying to get out
Trying to be free
It's getting bigger, but will I ever be the same?
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Posted: Sun Apr 22, 2007 11:56 am
Ah. Darling. You are not broken.
Never are you broken, unless you let yourself be.
You have to be stronger than the hurt and pain.
I too know the hurt you feel.
Don't let is posen you, or consume you.
You are neither bad, nor evil, nor wrong.
There are no Wrong choices. Only Wrong reasons.
Sometimes the reasons are outweighed by the choices we have to make.
But that doesn't make then bad in anyway.
Don't give up. You can overcome this pain...
Our Greatest achievement is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall. - Confucious ♥
Life is always a choice. So make yourself into who you want, you are the only one you have to live for. - Holly Anna
"I honor the place in you in which the entire Universe dwells, I honor the place in you which is of Love, of Truth, of Light and of Peace, When you are in that place in you, and I am in that place in me, we are One."
You are not Broken.
.Namaste.
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Posted: Wed Jun 13, 2007 9:40 pm
Caedeince Ah. Darling. You are not broken.
Never are you broken, unless you let yourself be.
You have to be stronger than the hurt and pain.
I too know the hurt you feel.
Don't let is posen you, or consume you.
You are neither bad, nor evil, nor wrong.
There are no Wrong choices. Only Wrong reasons.
Sometimes the reasons are outweighed by the choices we have to make.
But that doesn't make then bad in anyway.
Don't give up. You can overcome this pain...
Our Greatest achievement is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall. - Confucious ♥
Life is always a choice. So make yourself into who you want, you are the only one you have to live for. - Holly Anna
"I honor the place in you in which the entire Universe dwells, I honor the place in you which is of Love, of Truth, of Light and of Peace, When you are in that place in you, and I am in that place in me, we are One."
You are not Broken.
.Namaste.
Wow...thank you very much. It sucks that it took me so long to finally be able to see this...but it does help. Thank you.
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