I need some advice..
I'm always worrying about things that I shouldn't. Things like what I'll do for my career in the future? Will I be a hobo? Should I get married? What will the wedding be like? How will I pay for it? What if I get raped? What would I do if I did? What will happen to my brother's career in the future? Will he get married? What if grandma died tomorrow? How would everybody deal with it? How would I deal with it? When will mom and dad die? How will they die? Could I delay it somehow? What should I have done in that fight with the biggest bully at school? Will I go to heaven? What will it be like? How will I die? How and when will the world end? What do people think of me at school? Will I get held back this year? Will people understand the real me and not the person that comes to school every day and sits and stares at space not saying a word? You know things like that. I seem to be in the past and future but I don't seem to pay attention to the present. And I seem to worry what people think of me and not what I think of myself. I'm even worrying about things that probably won't happen to me at all. Useally I don't think about this stuff durring the day. So nobody knows it really. Then at night it all come rushing back to me and I can't sleep. And all this effects me so much everybody thinks I'm sad all the time at school because of the look on my face. And I feel misunderstood for it. All this stuff on my mind does nothing but stress me out and drive me crazy. What should I do?
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