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 Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 9:08 am
  heart My sweetheart and I have been together for 8 months [11/23/06] heart ~ I'm a little busy right now, but I really wanted to start this. It'd be nice if everyone did it too.
This is my diary.. where I'll keep all my cute lovey dovey stories for everyone to see. ^^
It'll mostly be about something that happened with Justin and I.. or me talking about how adorable he is, but I'll also have conversation topics n' stuff as well, so keep checking back. ;D Justin and I seem completely different.. but we're so alike. He may show off around his friends more than I do and act like a complete idiot every now and then, but we're perfect for eachother.
Back in Middle School, life for me sucked. Truthfuly, it was mostly because I didn't have a boyfriend. I felt so alone.. that was all I needed.
Internet boyfriends was something of the past and I wanted to turn my life around. I made new friends and acted a little more happy, but there was still something missing.
In anime club last year, I was walking with one of my friends home and Justin came along with us (we were talking about something and his house was on the way) He is absolutely adorable ^^ I acted my usual self around guys and said some things to make him laugh, even a few perverted jokes. razz
When it was time for him to leave, my obsession with long hair kicked in and I pet him. He said he liked it and smiled. That day when I got home, I thought of what I did and how I acted.. then I thought about him. He was soooo cute and really fun to be with. Sara found a new crush <3
The next few days he walked with me home, and when we didn't, he was waiting for me on his front steps and ran up to me before I passed his house, just so we could walk together. Then the weekend came.
Monday,
"I have a serious question I want to ask you?"
Me: "Serious? You never seem serious *giggle*"
"Well i am now.... I was wondering... if you'd like to be my girlfriend *he blushed*I got permission from my mom and it was official 3/23/06
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 9:09 am
heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart Introduction -post 1 TOC -post 2 Pictures -post 3 Reserved -post 4 Reserved -post 5 Entries -post 6
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 9:10 am
heart PICTURES heart I'll have more soon mrgreen PicturesMy birthday present ^^ Justin's kitties with catnip ;3 Jussy took this picture ^^ his kitty kitty cat, Cozmo. I heart Cozmo
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 9:11 am
reserved for moi heart heart heart
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 9:12 am
reserved for moi heart heart heart
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Posted: Mon Nov 27, 2006 5:02 pm
12/19/06
Mood: heart heart heart heart
My journal entry from Sunday.
Kissy, Cuddley 'I Love You's
Today I visited my boyfriend for my birthday. I haven't been at his dad's house in while, so I was really excited [It's the only place we feel comfortable kissing and hugging] The day went normal. We played videogames, watched tv, drew pictures and I watched him and his dad fight over a volleyball. ^^
Me, being my shy self, wouldn't kiss him. He kissed me. A few times actually. My little man's growin' up [I could feel a few hairs on his upper lip :p]
Anyway, His sister, friend and dad left for volleyball practice and made sure we were in the front room before they left, because we're not trusted to be in a room all alone [even though we usually are]
He told us he could be gone a few minutes or an hour then laughed.
I sat on my couch and Justin sat on the other. We watched tv.
"now I have a serious question I want to ask you... please don't laugh. even though I know you will anyway.." I blushed.. what was he going to ask me?
"umm.. go ahead"
"I was wondering if you'd like to make out.."
Squirming, I made out a few mumbling sounds "um.. well er.. not.. uh" The we left the conversation. "Would you like to sit on the couch with me?"
"Only if you can pick me up and bring me over there :3"
He came over and carried me.. I kept saying things about weighing so much, but all he said was "It doesn't matter.. I've carried my dad before, and he weighs close to 200lbs. I'm SURE you don't weigh anywhere near that"
I sat down and he sat next to me... then he got closer and layed his head on my shoulder. Eventually his arm was around me and our hands were together.
We sat there like two love birds... He gave me a sweet kiss and said "You know I love you, right?" I wasn't sure what to say... He might tell me he does.. but I've doubted it a few times. "well.. um.. I'm not sure"
He gave me another kiss.
It was such a wonderful night.. the christmas tree was lit, making his face even more beautiful and gave the mood a warm glow.
He layed his head against my chest
"I can hear your heartbeat." I smiled "You know that in this spot was the first time I heard yours?" "Oh.. I remember" he replied
"Yup. Last day of school. &3"
We held eachother and kissed some more, he rubbed his nose across my face and kissed my cheek, neck, forehead, lips.
His breathing had increased.. enough where I could hear it while his head was against mine. It was the first time we breathed in and out at the same time. Like we were bonded or something. I felt fully connected.
Every once and a while something funny would show up on tv and we'd laugh.. then watch it for a few seconds, then I'd turn towards him and he was staring at me with those beautiful eyes. Our faces were so close the entire night.. even when we did turn to watch something, our cheeks would be together.
He cares for me deeply and his birthday card to me was the sweetest thing ever. It's just.. he's never been as kind and gentle to me as he was tonight. This'll be something I'll never forget
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His scent covers my clothing...with many sweet memories of us and him.
I love you Justin.
11/27/06
Mood: mrgreen heart
I hadn't seen my Justin all thanksgiving break and it's been killing me. But I got to see him at school. The break wasn't all that great.. we went to my great grandmas and ate turkey. WOW 8O. But the best part was that I finally talked to Justin online. He's never on when I am.
It's something I've always wanted to do. Is it just me or is it easier to tell people how you feel through the internet than in person? Not just boyfriend/girlfriend relationships.. anyone.
Well anyway, I took the chance to be all lovey dovey with him and talk about some things I wouldn't normally. sooo much fun. We're not that kind of couple who's always holding hands and acting all gooey in public... so the only time we act that way is if we're alone... which we haven't been in a looong time. We went back and forth and I was sooo happy.. then the internet stops working >.<
Next morning turns out he logged out the same time I did so it didn't really matter.
Today I got a special message from my Jussy saying that I was his special girl. <3 I dunno why it's weird hearing this from someone I've been together with for 8 months but it meant a lot to me. Maybe because he doesn't normally say things like that razz Although once he did tell me I was the perfect girlfriend.. which melted my heart.
Apart from that, today at my team's bowling match, the coach told us who was playing tomorrow. I was picked!!!
At the end of tryouts a few weeks ago, nobody was cut. She said that she'd let everyone have a chance to practice on the team and that those people with really low scores may not play at all unless their scores improve. I was in the 60s and thought I'd never play, but with help from Justin (average of like.. 250) and his dad (my father-in-law-to-be) helped me a lot... now I'm bolwing 120s ^^
just thought you'd like to know. <3
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