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 Posted: Mon Jan 01, 2007 5:42 pm
Someone with the prettiest smile... shouldn't hide it.
Liam.
He died.
He was a kid I could've almost said I loved.
He was one of the nicest people in the world.
And he's gone.
A 15 year old boy raped by his father.
His mother died. His brother was shot on his way to save him.
His father called him a f*****t for being bisexual.
That time he raped Liam.
He passed on to him.
AIDS.
He was always trying to reach out and live life to its fullest. He was always there for me.
Now he's gone.
He died the day after christmas. December 26,2006.
Dead.
Gone Forever.
I swear, I'll never forget this boy.
His dad won't even give him a funeral.
He left the country so he couldn't go to jail.
Sometimes I find myself crying.
And it's all because I miss him.
I've never felt so depressed and empty in my life.
I'd give the world to have him back.
I die without You.
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Posted: Tue Jan 02, 2007 10:57 pm
Liam sounds like a very special boy. You are very lucky to have known him. I hope that having known him will inspire you to do something great.
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Posted: Wed Jan 03, 2007 7:31 am
Thank You.. and it has.
He showed me to not just settle for something I can get. But something that will challenge me.
Don't just settle for good. ;;
And to keep on going no matter how hard it gets.
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Posted: Wed Jan 03, 2007 5:15 pm
How dreadfully sad..that there are people like that in the world.. Sorry for the loss of your friend.. *hugs* A person with good qualities like that are rare..even though a friend, he will always remain in your heart and perhaps even like your guardian angel =)
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Posted: Wed Jan 03, 2007 5:27 pm
<3 ::Hugsback::
Yeah I hope so. ;;
I'm going to miss him though.
D8
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Posted: Fri Jan 05, 2007 1:17 pm
Aarora <3 ::Hugsback::
Yeah I hope so. ;;
I'm going to miss him though.
D8
..yeah..we all lose someone, but in the end we can realize that they never really left us..
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Posted: Sat Jan 06, 2007 7:38 am
I'm so sorry. *gives you a hug* He sounds like he was an amazing person, and I know you'll keep him fondly in your memories. His father, however, is a ******** a*****e who deserves to die a slow and painful death.
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Posted: Sat Jan 06, 2007 3:02 pm
phantommangagirl I'm so sorry. *gives you a hug* He sounds like he was an amazing person, and I know you'll keep him fondly in your memories. His father, however, is a ******** a*****e who deserves to die a slow and painful death.<3 Thanks hun. :3; -hughug-
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Moth Wrangler Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Jan 06, 2007 8:22 pm
I'm so very sorry,
AaroraThe very thought of you feeling so sad...
Well,
I can't quite put it into words.
I'm also very sorry that such a wonderful person is gone.
At least he's in a better place.
And please.
Don't die.
That would be very awful for me,
For all of us.
Really.
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Posted: Mon Jan 08, 2007 8:27 am
Jaz: <3; Thanks Jaz. ;;
That's one good thing.. He's with his mom and brother now... Hopefully watching over me. D8
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Posted: Mon Jan 08, 2007 8:49 am
Tiff. I've known you since 4th grade but we weren't close then.
5th grade came and we were all forced to meet and you know what? I'm glad I did meet you. It was always me, Tiff and Jess. Everywhere. Yall came up with the name Tuna that EVERYONE uses now. We were triplets, ying yang triplets. 7th grade came and I ruined it all. I misunderstood my own best friend which broke us totally apart. It was so painful. I think that was one of the biggest hardships in my life to have ever been the reason for our separation. Then one day. One day you IMed me online and we made up. It was like a small fuss between sisters made up after a full year. It was harder for me and Jess and I doubt she'll ever forget about what I did to her but I am so glad we are friends again instead of worst enemies. Actually, I believe it was harder for you cause you were stuck in the middle. You've gone through so much garbage it hurts everyone. You're so strong though. I've always wanted to be strong like you. ALWAYS. I sometimes wish I could go back in time to start all over. I sometimes wish I can go back in time and protect you from everything. Sometimes I feel like you're my older sister and sometimes I feel like I'm yours. I wish you never had to deal with all of this but not every wish ever comes true. And you dealt with it so well.
I remember the first time you told me about Liam. We were in Mrs. Piggy's class and you were just lifeless. You were dead and you handed me these papers to read about him. After I was done I felt some of your pain. I doubt anyone could feel the exact pain as you. There are pains for everything. My pain for the loss of my brother was a different pain for the loss of your friend. And when I was in KSA I was so happy with my trip. I ran around places with my new friends and I swore to myself I wouldn't touch the internet. Not once would I touch a computer while I was away. When we reached Jeddah (a city in Saudi) rumor went that there was free internet on the 5th floor. My friend wanted to check her mail so I had to go with her. My trip was practically over so I checked all my stuff too. Everyone had new pictures and I had billions of new things I didn’t want to see so I just checked my top 8s profiles. Yours changed. I read your about me and turned away from the screen. I logged out and was just depressed that whole day. Two of the girls in my group tried to get something out of me but I was just too shocked. Until I finally got words out of my mouth I cried. I cried for you and Liam. It felt like I knew him too, but I didn’t. I never wanted to mention that I knew until you told me.
I’m so sorry for all of this, but you are lucky to have had such a great friend and he is lucky to have had you. Tiff, I love you so much and I hope you know that.
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Posted: Sat Jan 13, 2007 2:19 pm
if your a christian, just be happy that liams dad is cured by god.
people who kill others are smited and cursed by god, 700000000000000x
alot right? thats some uber-bad luck
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Posted: Sun Jan 14, 2007 8:48 am
ChocolateCrack. Tiff. I've known you since 4th grade but we weren't close then.
5th grade came and we were all forced to meet and you know what? I'm glad I did meet you. It was always me, Tiff and Jess. Everywhere. Yall came up with the name Tuna that EVERYONE uses now. We were triplets, ying yang triplets. 7th grade came and I ruined it all. I misunderstood my own best friend which broke us totally apart. It was so painful. I think that was one of the biggest hardships in my life to have ever been the reason for our separation. Then one day. One day you IMed me online and we made up. It was like a small fuss between sisters made up after a full year. It was harder for me and Jess and I doubt she'll ever forget about what I did to her but I am so glad we are friends again instead of worst enemies. Actually, I believe it was harder for you cause you were stuck in the middle. You've gone through so much garbage it hurts everyone. You're so strong though. I've always wanted to be strong like you. ALWAYS. I sometimes wish I could go back in time to start all over. I sometimes wish I can go back in time and protect you from everything. Sometimes I feel like you're my older sister and sometimes I feel like I'm yours. I wish you never had to deal with all of this but not every wish ever comes true. And you dealt with it so well.
I remember the first time you told me about Liam. We were in Mrs. Piggy's class and you were just lifeless. You were dead and you handed me these papers to read about him. After I was done I felt some of your pain. I doubt anyone could feel the exact pain as you. There are pains for everything. My pain for the loss of my brother was a different pain for the loss of your friend. And when I was in KSA I was so happy with my trip. I ran around places with my new friends and I swore to myself I wouldn't touch the internet. Not once would I touch a computer while I was away. When we reached Jeddah (a city in Saudi) rumor went that there was free internet on the 5th floor. My friend wanted to check her mail so I had to go with her. My trip was practically over so I checked all my stuff too. Everyone had new pictures and I had billions of new things I didn’t want to see so I just checked my top 8s profiles. Yours changed. I read your about me and turned away from the screen. I logged out and was just depressed that whole day. Two of the girls in my group tried to get something out of me but I was just too shocked. Until I finally got words out of my mouth I cried. I cried for you and Liam. It felt like I knew him too, but I didn’t. I never wanted to mention that I knew until you told me.
I’m so sorry for all of this, but you are lucky to have had such a great friend and he is lucky to have had you. Tiff, I love you so much and I hope you know that.
Sanabebi.
<3;
Yeah. We've gone through a lot of s**t together.
And either way, if we hadn't, we wouldn't be as close as we are today.
I totally understand what you mean. You're always a sister to me.
I love how you and I can walk up to any person not caring what they think of us. And tell them they have too many shoes.
I love how you think I am strong.
You know, I never saw myself as being stong. -- As someone who could handle defeat well... or someone who could just live it off.
But I was never able to do it alone. You've been there for me. And you learned from your mistakes and I from mine.
I'm always going to be here for you.
Even when we were enemies in 7th grade.
I was hoping you'd have a big problem and just need me to help you through it.
I was scared to talk to you again because I didn't know how easy it'd be to regain our freindship.
It's what we have in life that we don't know to cherish.
But, Sana, I know you're there for me, and I for you.
Thank You.
For everything. <3;
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