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 Posted: Mon Jan 01, 2007 9:58 pm
I was just betrayed by someone who I thought Was my best freind
I was reading a story.Well Skyler((the one who betrayed me and the one that I am not even supposed to talk to)) printed it out because she asked if I would send it to her...and she had it over at her dad's house last night and she got caught with it and my mom got a call from her evil step mom and said that Skyler said that I wrote it and that the name Chelsea Webb((the girl who wrote it)) was a name that I used when I wrote stuff..She lied on me to save her own a** from getting in to trouble.I almost got the computer taking away from me perminatly because of her..Skylers wicked step mother,Robin, read my mom one part of it where the girl had cut her self and my mom jumped down my throat..saying all this stuff about that I should not be reading stuff like that or even be associated with that sort of stuff((She doesnt know...about...me..))
((The story was very gory and had strong adult things...))
I dont have many freinds
Off of the computer...I have...1 just one!
She should know better though...She was the very first one that knew that I was a cutter....Why would she do that to me...
I havent done anything yet....
This just happened but..I dont know what I should do...
Someone please point me in the right direction before I do something stupid...
I've been clean for over 4 weeks now!Its a record...But now that this stuff is happening..I dont know how long It'll last..
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Posted: Sun Jan 28, 2007 1:16 am
Well seeing as how this was at the beginning of the month, I guess anything could've happened by now, but...
if this was me, I'd go and I would talk to her about it. It always worked for me to go to the people who were giving me s**t and tell them "Hey, this isnt cool, can we work this out or not?" If this girl is the kind of person that is going to do something like this more than once to get herself out of trouble, you need to let her know you arent just going to let her walk all over you and use you to make her look good. Beause that isnt cool.
Secondly... i just want to say this because I used to cut myself and... the way you worded that last sentence just makes it sound like you genuinely want to quit for good. And I know it's a good feeling to be clean for a long time, and I know its hard to stay clean when stuff starts up again... but if you really want to quit, I can give you at least a little bit of advice. I wont just assume you want it, because maybe you dont, but if you do, I'm here.
Personally, I don't have many friends because I don't trust people, and it's because I know that if I go around making friends with everyone, stuff like this might happen, and not even neccecarily to me. I dont really know what to say about what to do because with me, I wait a ridiculously long time to trust people, and because I've done that I havent had any problems or anything in a long time. But, if it was me, I'd talk to this girl, and then I would explain the situation really as calmly as possible to my parents and let them know my side of the story, and stick to it even if they didnt believe me.
It makes me really really sad to know that there are people like that who would betray other people, just like this, even though they knew it would get you in so much trouble and how it would affect you mentally anyway. and I feel really bad because I dont know what to tell you about it... I dont know what I would I do. Personally, I get along fine with few or no friends, and it is good to have them and have someone you can turn to but... -sigh- I dont know. I'm sorry, I wish I could say something more useful.
But as far as I know this whole thing could be over... -shrug- whatever, but, I hope that whatever happened/happens, things turn out alright for you. <3
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