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 Posted: Mon Jan 15, 2007 12:36 am
damn, it's been a while since I last came to this guild... *sighs while scratching his head* The person who will be writing in this blog may not be me all the time, but the thoughts typed here will be mine. (personal: *stares at the others, letting them know he is serious to NOT add any of their thoughts/theories of such in here*) Anyway. . .
..as stated before, it's been a while since I last entered this guild.. I am seeing some new and old faces here.. little_evil_goth, 4th_empire, Zerosp, Flowwer, EvilNecrogoth, and others I may have forgotten to mention. And the new people as well... welcome.
it's actually quite interesting... I just came back from my mission and I'm already logged into my account.. must've been whoever was in control before I got here... the games I did in this guild before... *chuckles* they're still fun, even after it's been a while... however, it seems that the guild died down some.. not a lot of active members here anymore if you know what I mean... hnn... looks like I may have to be working with charcoal for Grace's homework assignment now.. but then again, after I post this, I might just rest... it's very stressful to have orders barked at you left and right for three days straight... the only good thing this time was that I didn't get whi-- .......... I keep forgetting that information is confidential... damn... if not already, I'm going to become insane one day and just break down... *inhales deeply and sighs* ..that and the fact that General isn't helping out by reminding me of the missions I've done previously and how it would've been better if I made a different decision... I wish he never existed... but then again.. if I wished that, that could be me saying that I wish I never existed... .......sometimes I wonder about that... Where would Lorit-sama be, or with who, if I never met her? ...she could possibly still be living in the castle... or she could even be with that damn leach, Lapidary... ...but if she was with Lapidary, she would be in danger because of Taiyo.. he may seem soft and kind hearted at first, but being a Kitsune spy? ...no one can trust him.. I've personally experienced how he behaves when he has an advantage over a situation... .....Lorit-sama... ............ *sighs while shaking his head* I think I'll end the post here for now... Adios..
-Jax Rihalis
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Posted: Mon Jan 15, 2007 10:37 pm
Alright... somewhat a better day... I swear, that girl is still Grace's rival... Ashley Combs... She says she sees us as a role model... correction... THEY say she sees us as a role model... ...yes, I said they... It seems she saw us so much as a role model that she has to imitate us and make up false alters, or as she likes to call them, "characters"... when honestly, that is what they are... not alters, but characters... characters that she knows well and knows how to portray them as... there is a fine line between imagination and reality.. for us, it is reality. ..for her, it is imagination which she thinks is reality just because she looks up to us... .......quite pathetic really... especially if you can tell she's faking it... ..we mainly noticed she was faking it when she herself asked, "So, what do you think of me?" ....later, another one of her characters came out and asked the exact same question... the next day, a different character comes and asks the same damn question! I waited until the 6th or 7th one came out and asked, "Why the hell do all of you ask the same damn question?!" The reply...? "Oh, well Ashley's personality must've gotten to all of us since we're asking the same question, I suppose..." ............... I honestly do not believe that bullshit, but she still considers Grace as her friend... *sighs* Heh, and what started out as a rival ends up in friendship, though I still see her as a rival...
You see, Grace and Ashley first met when Grace was in 8th grade. Grace is now in her first year of college while Ashley is in 11th grade. So yes, Grace is older than Ashley.. However, Ashley is taller than Grace.... Hell, EVERYONE is taller than Grace/us!!!! Chikusho... I hate being in a short body... 4'11" is how tall we are. .......the only time I can be in my true form and height is whenever I'm doing my missions back on T.I. ... that, or whenever I am not in control. *sighs* So yeah, you can say this post is somewhat of a rant... since we know she doesn't come on Gaia Online. ........I'm going to take a shower now.. I'll be awake, but not on the computer... I'm going to be working on Grace's damn charcoal picture... hell, why am I telling you guys this? It's not like you care anyway..
-Jax Rihalis
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Posted: Tue Jan 16, 2007 8:29 am
EDIT(12:39am - 1/17/07): Alright so the day was hectic... I saw/met Grace's brother in the Music department while walking on over to the Art department... he tries to stop me and tells me to wear the sweater... ....................... I do not need to listen to him. First off, he is younger than I am. Secondly, I do not get cold that easily... hell, I'm USED to the cold.. anyway, what pissed both me and Grace off was the fact that Jabexkahn even told him it wasn't cold outside and he tells her to butt out of the conversation because she wasn't a sibling. ....... am I confused, or is this how siblings are supposed to act; to treat each other like s**t their entire lives... Hnnn... aside from that, Grace finished her charcoal peice... everyone give her a round of applause... she's the one typing this report right now as well... heh, and I'm proud of her... normally she edits the curse words to a less, more controllable word... guess she has respect for me now. Well, I suppose that is all then. Adios.
~~~
EDIT(10:31am): Also, if you were wondering why my signature is like that and why I mentioned Yazoo... I am open to admit online, that I am an "alter" of Grace's. Grace, herself, has a total of 19 'alters.' However, hearing from bro. and Lorit-sama, there are 21 in total... General and Lark.. they happen to be my 'alters'... One good thing about that, however, is Lark somehow obtained his own body now. ..so my signature should read "2 minds, 1 body[. . .]" ...but since Lark was previously a part of me, I keep it with the original "3 minds, 1 body[. . .]" ..just so you won't be confused... or have I confused you? *smirks* I hope for the latter... heheh..
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yeah... so it seems I was a bit irritated last night... *shrugs* ..that's common for me sometimes when I come back from my mission.. Yazoo was out earlier today.. however, since our class let us out (riflery) due to a small percentage of people who showed up today, he decided to let me be in control.. mainly because I am used to the cold.. heh... there's ice everywhere... maybe I should make us drive in it.. have an excuse for Grace's father that "we need to learn how to drive on ice!" *shakes his head while softly chuckling* yeah... our next class is at 11:00... 30 more minutes... well, maybe 15 more minutes before I log off and go to my class.. *nods* ..walking on ice... lol! such a fun experience... especially when you have to balance yourself from slipping/falling. ........ later on, I may let Grace come back in control; that way she can spend more time with Junior... he's cool.. I suppose that'll be all for now... I don't think this'll be updated later on tonight due to the fact that Grace still needs to finish her charcoal drawing.. Adios.
-Jax Rihalis
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Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2007 10:57 pm
alright, it is 12:52am... I am currently speaking to Ashley over IMVU.. heh... she wants to know why some of my information is classified... just leave it at that.. duelving further than that could be a risk to my health and mental state... ...literally... it seems Grace finished her College Algebra work.. and she left me with the damn mess of doing a charcoal project again... dammit... I suppose that is all for tonight... adios.
-Jax Rihalis
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Posted: Sun Jan 21, 2007 12:37 am
what to say about today... oh yeah! I was almost killed by Death... literally... it felt as though my heart was being tightly compressed/squeezed while I was coughing up blood... ...except... my life didn't flash before my eyes... must mean I lead a pretty boring life to where nothing is important, heh... as for other news, it seems Lorit-sama bought us some more credits on IMVU.. I'll have to thank her for that later on.. .......... which reminds me... she must be getting worried right now... it's been about 3 hours when I told her I'd be right back... *sighs* ..she'll just have to wait a little bit longer until after I update the website and program a cd player to play the certain songs I like... *nods* ..and until I finish scanning these damn pictures of Grace's brother on the computer, che... well, I suppose that is it for now... adios.
-Jax Rihalis
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Posted: Sun Jan 21, 2007 5:12 pm
Che... Preachers of the church... .....heh... they can alter the minds of humans who they're speaking to... sometimes filling them with false hope... Just because you're a good Christian does not mean you'll have abundant wealth such as money, no... There are many "good" Christians who are not rich... Money depends on a human's skill in order to have a job, worth to be donated some money, or just pure damn luck...When the Bible talks about wealth... why do many humans take it literally with their greedy minds of money...? Wealth means many things... one could be wealthy with the spirit of God, or one can be wealthy to have smart children... and others, yes, can be wealthy of money... My question is, WHY do preachers talk about money saying if you become a good/true Christian, you'll be rich...? That is just a total lie to give these humans hope that they'll be materialistically rich... Che... It sickens me... it sickens and angers me... ...life is not "peachy" once you're converted.. Hell will still break loose around you... che... can't believe I'm sitting here, listening to this bullshit... Hnn... Christians are God's chosen people... what about Catholics, Mormons, Buddhists, Athiests... are they not his people just because they're a different religion...? I've seen many kind and loyal humans who are not Christians who work for all humanity... However, just because they're not Christian, does that mean they are not His children...? Which confuses me... If God created every human being, why would He be disowning his own children if they do not become Christian...? that would be taking sides, wouldn't it? And some advice from the Bible was for the parents not to have favorites... here, it sounds like He's breaking His or others' advice... heh... why do humans try to translate the Bible so loosely to fit it to their advantage? It's pathetic, really... but, it IS a human's trait to think and assume things that'll lead to an advantage for them... hell... it sounds like, "If you follow these set of rules, you'll be overflowed with riches..." Hahahahahahahahaha!!!! This s**t is so damn hilarious!! "When you are a Chtristian, riches are bestowed upon you... it is the Devil who's taking your money and gifts from God... he is making your life miserable..." heh... why blame the Devil for everything when most things occur by the humans' decisions...: It's like a child's game... "I didn't do it; he did!" Blaming other people for your own mistake... ...but no! It's not my fault! It's the Devil's fault! He made all of this occur! *chuckles* It's so hilarious in my opinion... hilarious, sad, and pathetic... *looks around* ...seems that the humans are leaving for main service now.. yeah... this was a Sunday school for adults... to hype them up before going to sermon, I suppose... hnnn... I've just realized how much I despise this place... too many humans, fake hope, a world for the people who are "good"... che... I couldn't believe that they actually believe all this... ke tal... their fault to do so... hnnn... guess that's all for now then... Adios...
-Jax Rihalis
Che... The main service is completely opposite from the first one... It is said that God loves everyone now, not just Christians, but everyone... heh... useless... think who's right now... Sunday school or the main service...? Hnnnn... our "purpose" in life is to prepare us for eternity in either Heaven or Hell... Hmm.... now he's talking about people who know God and those who just mentally know God... heh... *smirks* quite strange, really...now he's speaking of love your neighbors as yourself... heh... everyone, but I'm not human so I don't have to listen to this rule! Now he's talking about people loving God in nature... he says go ahead, but there's no physical family (church family) to love... heh.... speaking of spirituality.... *shakes his head* this is so ******** screwed up... Being a servant to Master Zelas and serving Dark Lord Shabranigdo and playing the part here to worship the human's God... Now that I think of it.... L.O.N.-sama => God, Dark Lord Shabranigdo => Satan, Ceipheed => Jesus... Hnn... so those humans worship L.O.N.-sama... *chuckles* I suppose that means I worship "Satan" ..... hahahahahaha!!!! scoite, scoite.... damn... now we're watching a video.... ......xD .....so hilarious.... a "me Church" ....Hnnn... we're almost done with this bulletin here in church... ...maybe we should just kill them all then... that'll be serving them... serving them by saving them from living this life, heh... God has a purpose of your life if your heart is beating...? ...heh... just nonsense I'm within a human's body right now, it does not mean that I have a purpose... maybe Grace, but not me... my body's gone... it no longer exists... so no body = no heart, heh... ...guess we're going to leave now... adios.
-Jax Rihalis
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Posted: Mon Jan 22, 2007 10:22 pm
hnnn... normal post tonight...
let's see.. this morning was a mixture at first... myself, Lorit-sama, then Filia... then D.F. played a part, bro, and then myself once again... as for the day, nothing really exciting happened... if you really want to know, just ask Filia... afterword, I had a conversation with "Death" over the phone... and then we had a 3-way talk with Junior as well... heh... we may do a contest of spraying metal cleaning acid on our hands... see who'll last the longest before acting "frantic" one can say... hnn... nothing really new to post of... adios
-Jax Rihalis
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Posted: Tue Jan 23, 2007 9:51 pm
heh... first time it seems in here that I'm posting my thoughts through someone else right now... my commendation to you, Xelfi... anyway, earlier today bro. was practicing with the air rifles... heh.. his aim was... ...decent... ...one can say.. he'll learn.. unless of course he doesn't really want to, which I won't blame him if he doesn't... ..it seems that Ashley b***h is being even more annoying than ever... she doesn't know the daily work a full time student has at college... then again, she IS just a high school student who probably already has loads of free time due to the fact that they do not get much work... che... lucky bastards... anyway, what else to say of today... I have a lot more to talk about Ashley, but I do not think any of you will be interested in it... hnnn... it seems two more prerequisite pictures need to be drawn for Grace's drawing II class before this body "officially" retires... *nods* I suppose that'll be all for now then... adios
-Jax Rihalis
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 9:52 am
alright, it's been a while since I last updated on this... let's see... heh. We may just ignore Ashley from now on... some... disturbing incidents occurred, so our "friendship" is now obsolete. no more Ashley. no talking on the phone, no talking over IMVU, no talking via e-mail... nada. .......of course, this'll all have to wait until AFTER she gives us our damn videos back... until then... we may just keep it low...
-Jax Rihalis
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Posted: Sun Mar 18, 2007 12:16 am
ah... nice sweet solitude... no more Ashley... *smirks* Well, we watched The Messengers at the Vaska Theater today. 'twas quite an interesting movie... plus, it is officially spring break! a week of nothing but art homework, che... well, I suppose that is all for now.. adios..
-Jax Rihalis
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Posted: Tue Apr 03, 2007 10:56 pm
.......... damn...... so ******** up right now... ........will do again later after getting more energy... adios..
-Jax Rihalis
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Posted: Sat Apr 14, 2007 11:21 pm
hnnn.... note to self, do not take two art classes along with any English classes... too much damn work.. *chuckles* ...and I knew it was going to happen sometime again... when people do not believe Grace has MPD... heh... whether Grace or I have MPD... well... my case changed to split... thankfully Lark got his own ******** body... ............. still recovering from the injury... may be a human's definition of a year until my wings grow back again... ........ *yawns* ...shows my lack of energy if I'm yawning this early... well, I suppose I will retire for now... tomorrow we plan on eating breakfast at Sunrise & Shine and watching The Hills Have Eyes 2... ......and of course continuing with the damn art work... ..... adios..
-Jax Rihalis
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Posted: Sun May 13, 2007 8:30 pm
hnnn... I had one ******** up dream... I was in a building, a house I think, and we were chased upstairs. All of us were huddled in a corner, and the next thing I know, a female right next to me starts wailing like the male in The Grudge. o_O; It was ******** up... *chuckles* She looked possessed as well... her eyes were darkened in their sockets and her hair was covering her face... twas very interesting, I must say... Hnnn... well, after I woke up, I noticed that I was listening to 2 songs in my sleep - Mr. Bojangles and Morgen's Lullaby. Seems that part of Morgen's Lullaby took effect in my dream because when I heard the beginning, it was the same sound the female made in my dream, heh... hnnn... seems Yazoo got too comfortable when in control... Grace's hair style was completely different and so was everything else... in fact, I'm going to have to change it. Currently her watch is on her right wrist and the scrunchies on her left. ... ...well, I suppose that's all for now... just listening to Jay's Sunday class teaching right now... adios.
-Jax Rihalis
Scoite, scoite... I'm going to have to get used to those church songs again... It's starting to make me slightly twitch in annoyance... hnn... ...alright, I think I'm good for now... *sighs* hnn... may as well stop for now... adios
-Jax Rihalis
Alright. Currently I am at home now. After church, we went home to relax some. Afterwords, we went to the Korean church picnic they have every year. I didn't participate in any of the games... they looked fun, but no, I can't do that... Not now, at least... I just spent most of my time there on the swings, heh... and a little at the fishing lake with Grace's uncle and cousins. hnnn... as said before, it was fun... Grace's cousins and I sat in the back of the pickup, watching the humans behind the vehicle. It was fun taunting them, that's for sure, heh. After we got home however, we rested some. Then at around 7, we went to the Vaska theater and watched Premonition. THAT is a great movie! hnnn... I guess that'll be all for now. I'm going to have to do 10 more posts or so on Xelfi's account on Gaia before I get on mine... Pues, adios!
-Jax Rihalis
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Posted: Mon May 14, 2007 10:49 pm
yeah, I know this one's not going to be long... just some randomness... I really like the songs Prague Square and Say "I Love You"... they have a smooth melody to them, I think... especially Prague Square... it can also be called Square of Prague, but I like calling it Prague Square, heh... I suppose that's all then... adios..
-Jax Rihalis
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Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2007 9:53 pm
Alright, another blog by me... It seems the thought of Ashley no longer bothering us had diminished. She calls us practically every day as before. hnn... seems I happen to have a "new father" as well... ........... *sighs* Not really one I can forgive as of yet from what he said about Lady Lorit... hnnn... I suppose that will be all for now. Nothing new has happened recently aside from what I already said... adios
-Jax Rihalis
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