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 Posted: Fri Feb 02, 2007 10:15 pm
So my mom and I drove 2 hours to get to a pet store that was going to have the puppies we saw on the website from 1:30 to five. We left for there right after going to the eye doctor, we were on our way there before 1:30. We got there 3 something, RIGHT as the last one got sold. We then went to a coffee place to find more dogs in the area, called around. left messages. On the ride home we got a call from one of the people saying OHOH we're getting this puppy de wormed tomorrow and then you can have it biggrin . And we were like YAYAY. About 20 minutes later she called to say her husband came home and had promised the dog to someone else.
We did research when we got home, And there are puppies at a place an hour and a half away to the north(ish), about half an hour to the east, and maybe at a place like 20 minutes away. If the ones at the 1.5 hour away place are at a store we won't chance it. If we miss the ones a half hour away, we'll check the closer one. If nothing works it, it's okay because I know it won't. I was hoping for this dog. I KNEW I'd get the dog I was suposed to get today. I didn't. I know I'm not ever going to get a dog, and I'm not okay with that, but I am not going to hope. At least now I know I can't get one, so when it doesn't work out tomorrow I won't be sad or dissapointed, and I can go back to how things were. I like how I'm learning that hope is bad. And so is trust. I trusted my mom when she said we were going to get an apartment, and we can't if we get a forclosure, so I know she won't ever divorce him and I'll live my life here. At least now I know I'll never get out.
I don't want to hear people say OMGTHATSTERRIBLE crying *hugs* or anything like that. I don't want you to tell me it sucks. It's annoying, and pisses me off because I'm not asking for sympathy. I don't know what I'm asking for. I don't feel like talking to anyone. I don't feel like laughing. I don't feel like eating, or crying, or sleeping, or doing fun things. I don't want a hug. I don't want people to push me, because I don't care about ANYTHING right now, and I garentee if you do something the slightest bit wrong I will go off on you REALLY bad. I'd suggest staying away. I considered not telling people about it, but I figured why not.
Edit: Now I really regret saying anything because there's nothing you can say about it that will help. And I know I'll be sore and mad if people ignore the topic because they can't say anything that won't piss me off.
Edit two: I guess the thing that really gets me is the fact that I DESERVED this dog. If I'd have not stopped for the bathroom, and spent five less minutes picking out a pair of glasses we would have gotten there on time. If my mom and I hadn't forgotten my eye appointment yesterday wed have gotten there early and gotten the dog. If I wasn't farsighted I'd have gotten it. If I didn't do online school I'd have gotten it. If my mom had been speeding I'd have gotten it. If my mom decided since she had better than perfect eyesight I'd have gotten it. If the lady's husband hadn't promised the dog out I'd have gotten that one. I tried so hard to get it. I hoped so much. I've waited my whole life to get the dog, and I'm home alone all day with nothing to do. I'm not a bad person, and I would love the dog as much as a mother loves her baby. I'd give this dog more attention than the peole who worked that got the other puppies. I deserve it. I tried harder than them to get it, and I didn't get it. I am the one who has had hopes crushed so many times before, and I was the one with them crushed again. It isn't fair.
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 3:37 am
 Congratulations. ^^ Sights Set On Tommorow
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 3:52 am
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 7:15 am
You should adopt mine. Fo'sheezy, ever since my brother left, she's alone and needs someone to attach to.
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 7:22 am
Congrats~
I have a puppy called Toby
he's a miniature short-haired black and tan-ish daschund and he's really destructive
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 7:49 am
Congrats! n_n
He sounds cute~ heart
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 8:04 am
biggrin Thats totally the name I suggested. HOTT.
I got REALLY concerned when I read "black golden retriever" I was like "...is it diseased? D:" but then I read the rest xD
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 9:40 am
I've got a long haired chihuahua named Cubby. He likes to chew school supplies... eek
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 9:44 am
Cube B I've got a long haired chihuahua named Cubby. He likes to chew school supplies... eek .+:{ }:+.
eek heart
I have a long haired Chihuahua named Buddy. He likes to urinate on PS2s
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 10:12 am
Merumiharu Cube B I've got a long haired chihuahua named Cubby. He likes to chew school supplies... eek .+:{}:+.
eek heart
I have a long haired Chihuahua named Buddy. He likes to urinate on PS2s So does my friend's black lab Sid. He peed on the wires whilst we were playing Katamari Damacy. He wasn't hurt, but it was gross.
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 5:39 pm
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 6:22 pm
 There are plenty of loving animals out there that need a home. Maybe you should try a pound?
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 6:31 pm
system malfunction There are plenty of loving animals out there that need a home. Maybe you should try a pound? 3nodding Pounds dont run out of dogs like breeders do.
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 6:37 pm
[N]ymphie system malfunction There are plenty of loving animals out there that need a home. Maybe you should try a pound? 3nodding Pounds dont run out of dogs like breeders do.
It WAS a pound. Shelters and pounds often have events on weekends when they're at pet stores selling the animals. That was what happened. If you're looking for a puppy during the weekends, you're only going to find them at stores. And I am fine with almost ANY dog. My mom is picky. She doesn't want certain kinds, which are the kinds that there are a lot of. Like she REALLY REALLY refuses to get certain kinds which are the ones that pounds carry most often, so it's tricky to find one.
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Posted: Sat Feb 03, 2007 9:22 pm
Well... I'm not sure what to say...
If you believe in divine intervention, then there's a reason why, prolly one you'll find out soon.
If you believe in karma, then maybe you're loaning out karma, to get something good soon? Or paying back for something bad you did in a past life?
If you believe in-- I can't think of anything else... ._.
You may not be asking for sympathy, but you're getting it anyways... And even if no one responded, getting all of that off of your chest is good for you; sometimes you just need to rant.
ANYWAYS... I hope that things turn out better for you...
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