It's a poem for Myles.

We fell in love
so long ago now.
One far away December...
I still don't understand how.

I know how much he hurt me,
and I know that I hurt him too.
We shared a lot of pain,
more than we expected to.

Oh my darling,
oh my love,
why'd you have to go?
Why'd I let you get away?
Why didn't I hold you close?

Time went by,
and things got better.
Except that we didn't talk.
Not so much as a letter.

When we did talk, it felt awkward,
but only for a while.
When that passed, it was empty.
Only pain covered up by gentle smiles.

Oh my darling,
oh my love,
why'd you have to go?
Why'd I let you get away?
Why didn't I hold you close?

Last night I saw him
for the first time in a while.
It has been so long since that December,
when it took no effort to smile.

I don't know if he wants me back.
If I were him, I wouldn't.
But I don't know what I'll do if not.
I know that he shouldn't.

But I'm still in love...

Oh my darling,
oh my love,
would you give me another try?
Will you let me back into your heart?
I miss those old December smiles.

*Please ignore the poor rhyming scheme! xd I'm working on it.