Chapter One My Boyfriend's A Whore
Flashback
brendon-
I can proudly say that I have been dating Ryan for about a year now. It all started as a game. A show if you will that we put on for the fans. They loved it and suddenly so did we. It was no longer a game, a show, an act. Ryan and I had fallen in love. Everything seemed so perfect between us. When we told Jon and Spencer they were totally cool with the whole idea. Things went on pleasantly for a while. Until that one fateful day.
Present day
brendon-
It started as a pretty normal day for us boys that panicked at the disco. Jon was playing ddr, Spencer was on the phone with his girlfriend, and Ryan...was nowhere to be found. I was feeling quite happy if you catch my drift and could use Ryan for a "pick me up". But I couldn't find him. As I searched the hotel all I found where the 2 boys I had already seen known as Spencer and Jon. I soon gave up my search and headed back to my room. Guess it would be the t.v. and my right hand. As I slumped back to my room I heard grunts and moans of pleasure.
At least some ones getting some.
Soon those grunts and moans I heard rang a bell, a bell that I heard many times! I found the door the grunts where coming from and opened the front door.
Who leaves the door open?
As I entered the room, the stench of hot sweaty bodies reached my nose. There I stood in front of the man I once thought I loved. I tried to get away without being noticed but I knocked over the table making a big crash!
Great.
The couple quickly separated and looked up at me.
"Brendon it's not what it looks like!" Ryan quickly ******** you Ryan! I know what I just saw and it didn't look like you were baking cookies!" he quickly pulled on his boxers and pants and walked towards me slowly.
"Please Brendon you don't understand, I am really confused about us I just-I just needed-"
"Needed what Ryan? A girl?" he looked down at his feet feeling guilty
"I guess..." I couldn't believe what had just happened! I loved Ryan and I thought he loved me! Quickly my emotions changed. I glanced at the cheap hooker he had in his bed and thought of all the wonderful nights we had spent together. I pushed my sadness aside and let in a new emotion.
Anger.
I put a fake smile towards Ryan making Ryan think I had forgiven him which lead for him to come closer.
Dumb move.
Quickly I made my fist go across his face with all my strength. He went down to the floor quickly holding the side of his face looking at me with hurt eyes. I knew I would regret it but I couldn't help it. Something had taken over me. Now that he was on the floor it gave me a clear shot to his stomach. Kick after kick, he would make loud coughing sound. The hooker just laid there in shock. Finally after I spot a river of blood escaping from the corner of his mouth I stood Ryan up buy the collar of his shirt and pressed him against the wall.
"If you think were done. Think again. You're stuck with me Ryan Ross." As I let go of his shirt he slunked down to the floor not knowing what to do.
3 months later
ryan-
"Brendon please I didn't know she was gonna leap onto me! You know how those crazy fan girls are. They don't mean anything to me." I pleaded. He raised his hand and slapped me across the face.
"You know Ryan I told you not to ******** with me. This is your damn fault. You know I don't like to hit you." He gave me a kiss but I resisted which only got him angrier. He stormed out of the room as I sighed in relief. I loved Brendon but all the bruises and scares that he was leaving were making it difficult to remember that. When press asked about my marks I merely told them that I was clumsy and always tended to fall. Most didn't believe me. Hell I wouldn't either. I was in hell but I was in love.
What am I going to do?
Chapter Two Never Again
this is a two chapter fiction meaning this ends it right here, hope ya'll like it!
1 year later
Ryan-
I felt like my head was going to crack open as I was repeadtly slammed against a brick wall. "Bren..don..stop..please"I choked out. He looked at me with those eyes. Oh those eyes. Those dark brown eyes. They used to show so much love and sincerity,now they show nothing but want,need,lust,and control. "You just had to kiss that girl didn't you?" His eyes flared. "Bu..bu..but Brendon it was on the cheek and you kissed her too!" Big mistake pointing out he did something too. CRACK! He hit me AGAIN. He left me laying in our dressing room,bleeding,bruising,and naked. The scars where still visible I wish he had never gotten that first taste of power.
About A week later still
ryan-
Brendon walked in with a smile on his lips. He came over and gently kissed me on the lips. My brain is saying 'DO IT! DO IT NOW! NOW'S YOUR CHANCE!' but my heart's saying 'You love him more than you value you life have you thought this through?' I swallowed and pushed him away as he attemps to deepen the kiss and undo my pants. He clenches his hand ready to hit me. " No Brendon, never again will I be a victim of your abuse. I loved you Brendon I really did..I never wanted this. Ironic how the tables have turned.From you being the victim to me. I'm sorry Brendon, this is goodbye" Tears stream out of my eyes as I reveal my gun and pull the trigger. I break down and cry as I watch for once, as Brendon falls to the ground.
conclusion!
A week after Brendon's death, Ryan died of "mysterious causes".Although almost everyone had an idea of what may of caused it, but no one could be sure. The three most popular theories were. One he committed suicuide,two all of the abuse got to him, or three,he died from a broken heart.