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 Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 4:27 pm
This has nothing really to do with my period, but can be triggered by it. I seem to be alittle out of it this past couple of days so I have not been able to work much on the guild. My mind feels like a haze and my emotions keep twitching out of control. This used to be a monthly occurance but now that I think about it it really isn't anymore. Not since Kim entered my life. It is amazing what one person can do for the heart and soul. I just wish these days would go away forever. Atleast the suicidal tendancies have gone away, but still the emotional buildup can be such a pain, never mind the random bouts of tears.
The reason I'm telling you this is if I'm not around for a bit or not answering any of the serious questions it is because my mind is so out of it that I can't relay my words very well. The most I can do is either sit staring at a blank screen or write up a storm. *chuckles* This is why I'm disabled, I can't work in the real world like this. It would just not workout. I need to have my moments to collapse and then I pull myself together. I usually am better after seeing my doctor, which is tomorrow. God, I've been seeing doctors of all kinds since I was little and I really hoped I'd be free of them sometime in the furture. 31 and I still need my teddy bear to hold at times. *sighs* God, do I hate this time. It is like something gripped onto my mind and is squeezing it. *sighs*
Anyways, I'm sorry to ramble. Most already know I can get crazy every now and then but I thought I'd tell you all so you don't wonder what happens to me if I vanish for a day or two.
jaa ne
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 5:54 pm
Is it monthly or seasonal?
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 6:18 pm
HighMagusKimina Is it monthly or seasonal? first it was weekly, then monthly and then every few months. It is something that I've become used to. Atleast I'm not as bad as I used to be where I'd suddenly start crying for no appearent reason in the middle of the school halls and curl up in a ball in the corner. Atleast now I know what is bothering me so much. I just have to take it with stride and wade it out. jaa ne Kat
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 6:26 pm
Progressive complications...
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 8:45 pm
If it was actually my favorite time of the month, I'd go on a rant about periods. xD
Since it's not, though, I won't. I'm actually in a decent mood.
I understand if you have to be only halfway active in the guild for a couple days or however long it takes. I hope you start feeling better soon, though. The guild wouldn't be the same without all of Kat's usual posts!
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Posted: Fri Feb 23, 2007 8:33 am
Grrr... I really hate these ups and downs. I was fine for a bit and then down again. I think it was because of the stress from dealing with the government over the past few days. Who knows. *sighs* Maybe I'd better set up a new appointment with my doc, because this is getting annoying.
jaa ne
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Posted: Mon Jun 25, 2007 5:00 am
Well it seem to be four to five months between these maddening moments. I've been rather out of it for weeks now and I'm sorry to not be around or reply to many messages. I was hoping my last doc's appointment would clear things up, but with the laptop problems and stress of preparing to move, which will be in fall, things have made me more insane then usual. So sorry I'm not around. I hope to get my head cleared up soon.
jaa ne
Kat
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Posted: Thu Jun 28, 2007 10:40 pm
It's Understandable, you don't need to add worries about us to the list, take your time and regroup...
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