ive been starting to think that im just a big dissapointment to people... not trying to sound depressed by the way... cuz i started smoking alot just recently, i dont like my friend back in the same way he does, i have a short term memory loss so i forget alot of things that i get told over and over... and i tried to do something nice for my dad and he doesnt even notice he even got mad cuz he didnt know what it was at first... am i trying to be nice for nothing