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Hey guys, I really need you all to pray for me.
Okay, I"ll try to explain the reason as best as I can.

My parents have fought a lot. I've come to terms with that. My father even told me that if it wasn't for me and my sister, he'd proably divorce my mother. Okay, still with me? Good.
NOw lately(my dad is a Mid-school basketball coach along with his band director job) my mother has been getting ticked. My Dad decided that for the rest of the season, he would help the High School as much as he could(they were his kids last year and the year before.) And my mom is very angry. I'm not sure, but she has been cussing him behind his back and everything l;ike that. Yesterday, my family went to Wal-Mart, I stayed home cause I was watching the end of a sesaon of Yu-Gi-Oh GX, and apparently my MOm had a hissy fit around my sister.(but I"m getting ahead of myself now) My dad was at the school helping with the High School practice, and my mom got back from a girl scout meeting with my sister and she was angry.

"WHERE IS YOUR DAD?" she yelled at me
"At the School." I said.
"WHY?"
"Helping with High School practice."
"HOW LONG HAS HE BEEN GONE!"
"Since 2."
She was shaking and I asked her what was wrong.
"WELL I WANTED TO GO TO WAL-MART!"
Then I asked her
"Do you want me to go and get him?"
Then she cussed him out behind his back a few times. I won't tell you what she said there. Then my sister and I walked to the school to get him.
We told him that she wanted to go to Wal-mart and she was ticked.
I told him she cussed him behind his back.
He said, "I"ll be there."
My sister and I walked home slowly.
Then he caught up to us and asked what had happned.
We told him everything. He sighed.
Then we got home.
My mom started yelling at my dad.
I don't remember exactly what they said.
Then they went to Wal=mart and I was home alone, basking in the quiteness.
Then later, they got home. We ate KFC and it was relativly quiet, but I could tell that my mom was still angry.


Even later,(my sister has a basketball game today, little leauge) my sister and I were sitting on my bed. We were listening to my parents fight. I don't remember everything that was said, but one thing my dad said still is in my mind.
"Janis,"(my mom)"I have tried to be loving, and I love you. But I know you don't love me the same way. You keep pushing me away and you keep getting angry at me."
Then he said<" I know I have never said anything bad about you to the girls, I have never cussed you behind your back. They have never heard a bad thing about your from me. And when you get angry, you cuss me. The girls don't need to be put in the middle of this, I know you don't love me the same way I love you. you push me away. I don't know what to do."

Then it got quiet. And my sister was scared. WE never heard what my mother said, but I don't think she said anything. She was just like a little kid, sulky in the corner(but in her case, the computer). I will say, I have slightly cried. But I don't know why. the only thing I"m scared of, the only two things, is if they ever do get divorced, the fact that my family will become a stastic, and if they do, what it will do to my sister. She will become like I was a few years ago. And that is not good. And even today, my mom won't really speak to me or my sister. ANd my sister is having fun complaining about my mother to me.
Now understand, I don't like my mom, and I don't really love her, but I don't want her and my father to split up. I have always wondered if they would. And I'll admit, when I was younger, I wanted that. But i was not a Christian when I was younger. I did not know God's way, all I knew is that when people at the alter said," Till death do us part." I always thought they should said," Till divorce do us part."

So I know that was really long, but please pray for me. Pray for my parents.

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-didn't bother reading that-
MUFFINS!

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Muffins are good though ^^

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See!

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Ok, I'll pray for you..