There's so much I want to say, & fell like I need to say, but I just can't force the words out. Everytime I try to write or type nothing important comes out. I want to tell everyone everything about how I hit rock bottom when I was still over at the apartment and how I pulled myself up with the love of some very good friends, only to fall back into that pit by myself and having to crawl up the walls, then find help. I wan to tell everyone ever little detail about how I cried for the first time in years, and how I'm not on this long, hard road out of hell to happiness; but for some reason I can only bring myself to be vague at best, anyway I'm almost done.
Anthony Raneri of Bayside said "Push me out from the darkness to a sky that's colored blue" in his song Just Enough to Love You, well I have an answer to that "It's been a long arduous journey, but I'm finally staring to find my place in the sun standing under the sky so blue"
see you next time space cowboys
Listen to:
Bayside
Silverstein
Watch
Fruits Basket (the graveyard scene in ep 25 always makes me cry)
Trigun
