I once believed your words,
As they flowed through out my mind.
I didnt notice the stench of poison,
Even as it ripped apart my spirit.
I pretend that I feel fine,
Really your words bring me to my knees.
I was never a strong person,
But you make me weaker then ever.
I try to look my best,
And you help point out my flaws.
It's all for me you say,
I should know from you rather then the real world.
I fall for it and acsept your advise,
You never did notice how hard I tried to improve.
As time passed on and each day grew longer,
I feared what you'd say about me in any way.
Now your gone,
Been gone for quite some time.
Yet as I thought I was glade,
That has been proven a great lie.
I need you to tell me,
Help point out my flaw.
Tell me how to inprove,
Tell me what I must do.
I need your words,
For they have always been true.
I've made up my mind,
I see you only spoke truth.
Now I know I have no true friends,
The only one that can help me..
Please help,
It's you.
Every one sees my faw,
Yet no one does speak.
I need the hard truth,
I need to be told.
Stop me from eating,
Pick out my cloths.
Tell me whos bad for me,
Weed out the fake people.
I'm lost more then ever,
I feel all lose in control.
At least when you had control I knew what to do.