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 Posted: Sun Nov 07, 2004 5:23 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 07, 2004 5:45 pm
Name-- Ender.
Gender-- Male.
Characteristics-- Shy, kept to himself. Not much else known.
Likes-- Comfort, music, sweets, blades.
Dislikes-- Orders, stubborn attitudes, yelling.
Stats --
Happiness - 70%
Love - 50%
Trust - 80%
Shyness - 50%
Charisma - 50%
Magic - 50%
Intelligence - 80%
Pride - 50%
Morals - 85%
Temperment - 80%
Stress - 20%
- My gift from mom.
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Posted: Sun Nov 07, 2004 7:05 pm
Day 1 - My wish, granted.
A home. I am grateful for the woman who took me in, though she seems younger than what a mother should be. I hope we get along. She seems quite agree-able, and I hope for the best.
I've decided to keep a small journal of my daily business. I think it would be good for me to remember these early days. There's many memories to be made.
I feel..happy.. yet afraid. Dreams are so easily crushed. Innocence so easily spoiled. I'm in a new place, with someone I have to become accustomed to. I will have to associate with other people, as well.
This may take some time.
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Posted: Tue Nov 09, 2004 12:30 am
Day 2 - Settling in.
Mom took me around a bit. We're both getting to meet new people. We're just taking our time to get used to our surroundings, it seems. I don't mind, I think it's quite alright like that. I wouldn't want to have myself rushed into anything. Might be a bit overwhelming.
I met some beings, but not well enough to say who they are. They're only aquaintances, yet.
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Posted: Thu Nov 11, 2004 12:02 pm
Day 5 - A New Friend?
I..suppose I've met a new friend. Chisato, she said her name was. She likes squishy things, like furniture, and the sorts.
I don't know if I'm squishy..or if I'm supposed to be.
She seems nice enough, and likes candy as I do.
Not much else to say for now.
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Posted: Sun Nov 14, 2004 11:58 pm
Day 9 - Lost Innocence Came Down.
Today didn't seem the greatest, for anyone. There was a note found, of Lot's death. I don't know this Lot, but he must have been someone great to everyone. He defied who we are, and what we must do, and who to obey.
But is that such a great offense, to deserve death? It makes me wonder.
Is there someone who will deal out death as an answer of punishment for every crime? What is it we're following? What's our obedience to anyone, anyways?
Miss Chisato seemed greatly disheartened by the news. She needs something to cheer her up. It made me sad to see her like that.
That Mastema character..he was the one who killed Lot. I don't especially like him, though I feel bad for what I feel against him.
I'm a bit lost with my own thoughts..
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Posted: Tue Nov 23, 2004 4:38 pm
Day 18 - Do you regret, your loneliness?
Not too much has happened over the week. I've wallowed within the music of the cd player mom gave me. Well, lets me borrow, when she isn't using it. I can see we'll begin to quarrel over this little contraption.
But, I enjoy it. More for us to get closer, I think. She has fun with it as I do. I still worry of Miss Chistato. I haven't seen her for days. She's probably dealing with the loss of her friend, and needs to be alone. Nothing wrong with being alone, is there?
I don't think so.
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Posted: Sun Dec 05, 2004 4:38 pm
Day 30 - With your halo slippin' down, who will stop me now?
Still, not much happening. Quarrels with Miss Chisato over hair, and other subjects. We've also been appointed to watch over a new Akma, Zell..I think his name was?
He's a bit..uppity. But I don't mind too much. If everyone was as dull as I am, I don't think anything would be too interesting.
Mastema's been lurking, but hasn't been too much of a bother. I don't think anything with him will be settled for a long, long time.
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Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2004 9:16 am
Day 47 - And all I know is revenge is sweet when..
Not too much happening. More akma's here and there..families growing.
My mom's been a bit distant. She seems to be having alot on her mind. I don't think too much of it, though. I wish I could help somehow, but I don't think I can. All I can do is just be there, even if she's not there for herself.
Anyways, on a lighter note..
There's not so much tension around the agency as there was before. That doesn't mean that the hate isn't there, it's only suppressed for now.
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Posted: Sun Jan 09, 2005 9:18 pm
Day 65 - Sail with me, into the setting sun..
Still, not many eventful things. Mama's been busy with things, and I have found time to just sleep, think, and listen to music. We've had some tiem together, though, to do these together. I like that. Being with her.
I know, that when many would doubt me, or deny me, she won't leave my side. I guess you could say I trust her now. Not to make it sound like I didn't before, it's only that I can say so now.
Wow..I'll confuse myself soon.
Things have been simple. I like when life is like that. I know it'll be complicated later, but I'll enjoy this for now.
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Posted: Fri Jan 28, 2005 5:22 pm
Day 84 - So cut my wrists, and black my eyes..So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Not much happening..Mama's been depressed, which has been bringing me down, as well. We haven't done much but wallow in our self-pity. I wish I could cheer her up, but it an't be helped.
I've found new songs to listen to. Something that makes me happy for whatever time I can listen to it.
I just wish something would happen. Something that would change the monotony of life.
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Posted: Mon Jan 31, 2005 4:10 pm
Day 87 - Lay your head down, child. I won't let the boogeyman come..
Things are gettin' better. Mom an' I have cheered up, for whatever reason.
More proof to there being that having bad, makes the little goods seem that much more better.
I think we'll be fine for now. She's opened a new pet shop, I think. Maybe she needed to busy herself with things. I'll try an' help, though, the pets don't seem that testy about being sent off. They should find good homes.
Mom also broke her guitar. She thought it was funny.
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Posted: Mon Feb 07, 2005 1:55 pm
Day 94 - You know, that you are worthless, and I am better than the games that you play princess, I play, and always win.
Mama's been busy with her work, but she's made time to do things with me.
We had coffee together. She's been drinking alot of that, lately. I liked the whipped cream best, but the coffee wasn't bad. Chocolatey.
She also bought some odd little bubbly juices. They were good, too.
We didn't do much, besides clean, eat, and listen to music, but it was enough of a weekend to suffice.
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2005 6:33 pm
Day 95 - Let the light just drip into your eyes..
Met a man named Zip. He seemed..odd, in some way. I mean, he was nice an' all, but there was something not right.
I don't know.
My coffee went cold, too..Oh well.
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Posted: Thu Mar 03, 2005 4:20 pm
Day 118 - I won't bleed until you're asleep..
Wow..Haven't been very active much at all. Just sitting, reading, drinking coffee, more reading..
Mama's been tied up, so it gives her less time to be with me. Even though we'd just be sitting, reading, jus' the same.
Oh well. I'll find something to entertain myself with, maybe find some new music, try and find an instrument somewhere, teach myself. All in good time.
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