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 Posted: Fri Mar 09, 2007 9:12 pm
So lately I have made some massive strides with my sexuality. I recently started shaving my legs, I have started asking some of my friends to reffer me to as liz instead of jeff and me and my girlfriend are even planning to having an outing where i go out in drag. This is great and all but I feel like its all kind of trivial compared to transitioning.... These things make me feel so happy because I feel they are bringing me closer to who I really am but on the other hand every day passes and when I lay down in bed I begin to wonder "When will it come???" , "How much longer do i wait???" I'm not sure that I'm ready to transition yet, but I want to so badly, I want to transition and maybe if at all possible catch the tail end of my teenage years. I really don't know if I am ready to comfront my parents and talk to them about this or if I should wait or maybe take another path... I feel like every day I dont get to be me kills a tiny part of me, likes its a day I might as well have not lived at all, and that I will continue on like this until I transition... I want to transition but I dont think I'm ready and I dont know what to do... It's killing me so much to be in a guys body... I think I would have killed myself this year if I had not met Nicole and started dating her...
....I still havent talked to the health nurse like I was suposed to (she was gone the day i was supposed to talk to her) and I dont know if I can well up the courage to talk to try and bring it up again... I just want to transition and become a regular woman, just like every other one on the street... I want to forget all that has happened to me since I entered grade 7 nd just become anotehr girl... I want to the same as everyone else... I want to be able to be myself and not someone else...
I love my girlfriend so much and most days I feel like she is all that I have... I just dont know what to do anymore....
Please someone help me....
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Posted: Fri Mar 09, 2007 10:53 pm
some times hopes and dreams are the only thing that keeps us alive thats why im still alive thats for sure ! ...i say to you wait a little while too just start dressing in drag and stuff first thats what i say and you just wait till that courage comes becuase it will and you will know its now or never type of deal ...so wait a bit to get that courage to come to you Liz becuase its hard thing to start a new life in any way shape and or form and just c onsidering this makes you a very brave girl! ...i for one am thinking of starting the process about visiting a doctor and stuff with in this year before my birthday and stuff like a little persent to me type of deal and im so scared to visit a dr. and tell them about this its just scare enough as it is but i have to do it so be brave girl!
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Posted: Sat Mar 10, 2007 1:25 am
Remember, according to psychologist you must spend a year as a female before you can even get the surgery. This gives you time to think over if this is the right path for you. It is not an easy path and you really have to be certain before getting to the hormone treatments because they can't reverse it after that. So spent the time getting to know yourself and figure out what you really want in life. It is a long and hard trip, but worth while in the end.
jaa ne and luck
Kat
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Posted: Sat Mar 10, 2007 11:11 am
Liz how long have you thought of yourself as a woman? Then how long have you actually been a woman as in showing people who you are?
Now forget those answers and look into your heart, when you imagine yourself are you a woman completely or are you partly a woman in a mans body?
You have to see yourself and know that you are a woman before you can be absolutely sure you want to go through with the Op.
Remember that a physical change doesn't help it only changes what the world looks at but not who you are. Do you have an doubts?
I do a little study into phycology, if you ever want to talk through anything just PM me i get on everyday and i can't judge i'll listen and help you with anything you want k?
Hope that helps you,
Wolv
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Posted: Sat Mar 10, 2007 8:51 pm
Thanks, I really appreciate the advice.
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Posted: Wed Jul 25, 2007 7:05 pm
Awee Elizabeth hun, I started crying when I read that... I want you to know that I am always here for you <3 I love you very much and I am always around if you want to talk. You do deserve to be able to be yourself. I hope you know I see you for who you are, not how you were born. I love you Lizy and will talk to you this weekend XOO. heart
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