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Mine is peachy keen.

But I know that two of my friends are having a horrible day. Their mother died from cancer a few days ago. I feel so bad about being happy but I can't stop being happy because it's who I am. Even when someone close to me died I was still happy. It wasn't until their funeral that I actually cried. I haven't cried for them since. I guess I'm the kind of person who lives in the moment. I don't really dwell on the past. I mean yeah I still miss their mom and the person who died that I was close to but I don't really cry for them. I did cry a bit for their mom today but that is all really. So I just feel bad about not being all the sad.