Welcome to Gaia! ::

I'm sorry I lived as you died.
I'm sorry I smile when you can't.
I'm sorry I'm hear and your not.
I'm sorry I wasn't there when it happened.
I'm sorry I got angry when I was told.
I'm sorry I couldn't stop this.
I'm sorry you didn't know you where loved.
I'm sorry you may never know your still loved.
I'm sorry this all happened.
I'm sorry for being sorry.
I'm sorry..
I'm sorry we'll never be together
but not it gets worse.
I'm sorry I moved on with out you.
If theres a heaven, I know your there,
Suicide means not.
Heaven is for souls, and suicide was not you.
You where pure,
you where kind,
you where honest,
you where hurt,
you where needed.
But you had needs as well,
you needed an out.

however since I can't bring myself to faith,
I will remember you forever.
I wish we truly had a place to go after we die..
But I'm glade after this life,
...thats it...
Blessed be old friend of mine
Blessed be to all