Mizer

[Mer Hydra]

An old poem for a past event. I hope you guys will like it.

~+Mizer+~

A window rests before me.
So cold, so very.. Frigid
The rain only falls endlessly
Never stopping to the end of
which it needs to.. Oh, it's
so cold. I wish the rain would stop.
My hands are lifted to feel the frost
Where which it was on the glass
It's so dark.. It's so cold..
I can't stop grieving for you..
All I want to do
Is be with you..

Pressing my forehead against
the window's glass. That which is
so cold, so frigid.. Water trinkles
down my cheeks, ready to let me
have frost bite. I look past the winter
trees, and the white slushy covering
the ground and giving intoxication to
the green, green grass. I look about
Searching.. Searching for the one thing
I lost.. Yet.. I only see to my dismay
A couple, both strangers containing
familiarity. It's you and her. How..
How could that end up?.. Rage
enters my heart with that shadowy desire

I don't want to feel anymore.
Relieving a horrid scream, I smash
the wall.. Only the eternal pain
to strike at me with all fury.
I look again, and see you with
her. With her. Not me.
I long to be like you..
Happy.. Not frozen in hatred

Taking a step back
I finally realize, the
useless jealousy.
My head hangs as
I walk away, hugging
myself in my bed
It gives so much warmth..
So much reassurance..
Tears rushing down
to kill the snowy desire
that remains on my face.
That girl.. Know that I long
to be like you.. But..
You.. You.. The one..
I used to love.. Or still do..
I'm not coming for you.

Infact.. Let all that I remember
Of you, to be destroyed
Erase the happiness I had
with you. It's evil to me now
that you're gone from me.
Let you die into the realm
of extinct.  

[Inorganic Lord Rosiel]

I like it...feels true. I can tell there's real emotion put into that. It feels depression to see that was the outcome but I guess not everything comes out fine and peachy.  

[Mer Hydra]

Mistress Silver

I like it...feels true. I can tell there's real emotion put into that. It feels depression to see that was the outcome but I guess not everything comes out fine and peachy.

Glad you like it. And yes, depression is the outcome. If I continued, possibly relief, but. It was to write out something that I hated which I've come to terms with.  

[Clouds_Lover]

Wow, thats really deep... definitly can feel a huge wave of emotion coming from the words.  

[Inorganic Lord Rosiel]

Hmm, I see. Well if you ever write more poems in the future, I'd like to read them. =)  

[Clouds_Lover]

ditto! they're really good