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I’m lying down on my bed looking at the ceiling as if I’m about to die at that moment. So many thoughts are going through my head, not knowing what to do. My stomach slowly turns inside out, getting sicker and sicker at the thought about what will happen the next day. Not knowing how I will, or when I will. What exactly am I talking about? I'm talking about dying. I only have 24 hours to live, what will I do? Most people will do crazy things that they never would do or fulfill their goals in life. Well as much as they can. But me, I won't do that, instead I will think about all the things that I did in my life, say goodbye to the best friends that I have and savor the last minutes that I have.
I get up from my bed and feel like my head ways 10 times more than it usually does. I sway back and forth until I gain my balance. Walking towards the door of my apartment I slowly taking my time. I feel the chilly wind passing through my hair as I walk outside. The sun is almost setting on the chilly winter night. A thought comes into my head, the thought of all my friends getting along and having fun just like old times. But then I hear a voice in my head saying "this will all go away the next day." A tear suddenly rolls down my cheek and slowly onto the curve of my lips I taste the salty water. I walk towards a bare tree, envying it. All it has to do is just stand there 24/7 not worrying about anything, everything that needs to happen will eventually happen for it. I then continue to walk towards my high school, remembering all the times I spent with my friends and all the good times we had together. From fooling around after school, to panicking about a test we had the next period. More and more tears start to flow down from my stinging eyes.
Time passes by and I did all the things I said I would. I visited all my friends told them what will happen to me in just a few hours, and apologized to my family for everything I ever did wrong. The reaction was the same from all of them. They were all surprised and worried but I told them it will be ok. I mean, hey my life was great, I lived my life any other person would but I took on challenges, against my family, school, friends, and myself. But in the end I’m happy that I took them since, I probably would never have been the way I am without them. I look at the time; I only have one more hour. I walk to my death bed also known as my bed in my bedroom thinking about today, all the faces I saw and all the things I was blessed with through my lifetime. As I say my last words I will leave this place with a smile. “Live your life as you want to, don’t let anyone change who you are. And most importantly smile each day, be thankful that you have one more day to live.”


it was a speech i wrote ^_^

its very deep! surprised and kinda sad..But its good!