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Unlucky Phoenix

PostPosted: Wed Apr 04, 2007 5:00 pm


Yeah, sorry, guys. D:


Well...
I don't, really know what's going on anymore.
It seems like my parents are always fighting. My dad always yells about the stupidest things. I'm getting frustrated more than I used to. My brain's been in like, freak out mode so I don't even feel safe in my own home. (Not that I ever really did) I feel like I'm depressed 24/7. No one in my family listens, so I don't even bother talking to them about any of this crap. That's actually part of the reason why I'm putting this here, and not in the other guild I'm in. My sister and her fecking boyfriend are there, and they always tell me to shut up. I can't stand them.

I don't want to live here anymore, I don't want to live anyway really. I just want to disappear, or something. I need a ******** vacation before I kill someone, or myself. The gaps in my memory are starting to annoy the heck out of me. My "best friend" never helps. All he does is call me emo and crap. Yeah, whatever. I don't give a ********. I guess it is a bit impossible for one not to vent or anything, huh?.
PostPosted: Thu Apr 05, 2007 12:48 am


Well I'm glad you chose my guild to vent in!

I think most of your problems come with your age though. Your going to feel you need more freedom and need to get out of wherever you are. Your parents are going to see that and be sad. So they take it out on you. Siblings are just like that, but hey you have green knives so pirate .

Hmm..maybe you should find a new best friend? They are supposed to be supportive no matter what.

And yet it is impossible for one not to vent, you just have to be careful how you do it ^_^
I like to excersise to vent, but some people do bad thing sad

LordHunter
Captain


ApocalypticFate

PostPosted: Thu Apr 05, 2007 12:42 pm


Listen up, (; Things will eventually look up. Hopefully sooner than later. I think, if you can picture youself in better situations, then time will take care of it for you. I know, it's something predictable for me to say, but hey, I care about you. Okay?
PostPosted: Thu Apr 05, 2007 8:47 pm


How come being a teenager sucks so much? D:
My parents are stupid. They know we need to get out of the house, but they never take us anywhere. And yeah, I have four siblings, I know how they can be.

I just, can't stand it anymore. I was so frustrated earlier all I did was sit in my room and cry.

"I care." I hear that a lot, but I always wonder who really means it.


And yeah, I think I do need a new best friend.
-Clings to Luke- I claim you. D:

Unlucky Phoenix


LordHunter
Captain

PostPosted: Fri Apr 06, 2007 10:45 am


sweatdrop I don't think you can just claim best friends...you kinda have to have a mutual bond. And being a teenager is great if you know how to do it right! You just need to counter all the b/s with stuff that makes you happy. If your going to get into trouble for nothing, then do something worth getting into trouble for? Not something stupid though, but like, I dunno, something enjoyable. Knife some pretty kids and find out where a good party is going to be and find a way to get invited!
PostPosted: Sun Apr 08, 2007 11:50 am


Shadow Ryuu
How come being a teenager sucks so much? D:
My parents are stupid. They know we need to get out of the house, but they never take us anywhere. And yeah, I have four siblings, I know how they can be.

I just, can't stand it anymore. I was so frustrated earlier all I did was sit in my room and cry.

"I care." I hear that a lot, but I always wonder who really means it.


And yeah, I think I do need a new best friend.
-Clings to Luke- I claim you. D:

All parents are stupid, mostly because they forgot what its like to actually have a life and they take out their anger and frustration on each other and their kids.
You don't need their permission to leave. Just get up and wander around for a while, talk to yourself when your going places. People might thing your crazy but as long as you feel you can expess yourself openly, then you should feel better afterwards.
I do mean that I care about you! *Hugs you tightly enough* You should know it too..

ApocalypticFate


Unlucky Phoenix

PostPosted: Mon Apr 09, 2007 9:14 pm


I do talk to myself. A lot. >.>;
I also yell at myself. |:
My parents have never done anything with us, much less me. Even if we went to the zoo or something, I've always been the one to trail behind and stay quiet. And of course, they never notice if anything's wrong or not.

But you see, BB. That's just it. I don't know. I don't know what people truly mean or not. Having parents that have never really been there for you really messes you up. I know you said your dad left, so I guess you kind of know what I'm talking about. It's just, my dad has been here. Yet he's never done anything. Never spent time with us, nothing. I think it would have been better if he was never around to begin with.

And hey, while I'm at it I might as well add in the fact that my parents never said they care. |: To me, anyway. Sure, they've said it to Jesse, but he's a spoiled little brat.
PostPosted: Tue Apr 10, 2007 2:23 pm


Sorry I can't really be much of a help to you...
But I'm trying!
Have you ever really tried to talk with your parents. Even if they seem busy, be persistant and try talking with them or something.
That's all I can come up with for now...Sorry.

ApocalypticFate


LordHunter
Captain

PostPosted: Thu Apr 12, 2007 3:07 pm


Me thinks you should find a boy you like and talk him into buying you ice cream! That seemed to always work for girls I knew gonk
PostPosted: Thu Apr 12, 2007 5:32 pm


I don't bother with my parents anymore...

"Find a boy you like"
Ner. Or I could just take myself to the mall and mope there.

Unlucky Phoenix


~Silver Tails~
Vice Captain

PostPosted: Fri Apr 13, 2007 12:24 pm


I take it that you aren't a very outgoing person, am I right?

Well, if you plan oin going to the mall and mope, you might as well stand around in our school basement and scream bloody Mary. Because not very many people would really notice. They might take a glance, but they'll just keep on truckin' afterwards.

How about, you go to the mall, find something that interests you there and talk to some people that are looking at the same junnk as you. You might find some interesting people. Or not. There are freakish people I met at the mall doing that once or twice. o.o
I think it was because they were tired and hadn't had their coffee yet. Pfft. Old people.
PostPosted: Fri Apr 13, 2007 9:30 pm


Ya...from personal experience mall chicks are scary! They stalk me from store to store crying

LordHunter
Captain

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