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 Posted: Tue Jul 12, 2005 12:01 pm
so do anyof you have extremly violent desires steming from your illness and how do you resist putting them into action..cuz latly the overwhelming desire to cause harm to someone else is blindsiding me.
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Posted: Tue Jul 12, 2005 4:08 pm
Your own resistance is good, but it might not be enough. If you think you might put those violent tendencies into action, you really have to tell your doctor about it. If you feel like you might do it very soon, you need to take a trip to the emergency room before somebody gets hurt. You need to get stabilized to the point that you won't have to continuously be fighting such a serious problem.
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Posted: Tue Jul 12, 2005 10:04 pm
I would definitely tell your doctor, but be wary, because he might think it better for you to go back to hospital. Just be prepared.
But I think it is best just to relax. Try drinking some tea and meditating or something. If you get less stressed, I find you get less angry.
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Posted: Wed Jul 13, 2005 12:22 am
I know that I can get violent towards other people. Mostly people I care about, and I regret it. Then I turned all my violence and anger towards myself, and I'm beginning to regret that too. I used to go to therapy and I found it helped. I'm thinking of going back if this gets any worse.
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Posted: Wed Jul 13, 2005 6:29 pm
i wish i could find a doctor..being on medicaide sucks..its so stupid im on disabilty because of my menatl illness yet i canot find a dr. to actully accept my medicaide!!! its so ridiculous..and i ned my meds refilled sad aghh im just so stressed i wanna curl up and die or alterntly beat the living s**t out of my mom smile
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Posted: Wed Jul 13, 2005 6:40 pm
hickinbottom I turned all my violence and anger towards myself, and I'm beginning to regret that too. I used to go to therapy and I found it helped. I'm thinking of going back if this gets any worse. I'd like to encourage you to do so! Violence against yourself is bad violence too. krimsonnox its so stupid im on disabilty because of my menatl illness yet i canot find a dr. to actully accept my medicaide!!! its so ridiculous..and i ned my meds refilled sad aghh im just so stressed i wanna curl up and die or alterntly beat the living s**t out of my mom smile Don't hurt your mommy! I know how you feel. I'm on disability too. They always give me the crappiest student doctors who don't know what they're doing.
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Posted: Sun Jul 17, 2005 2:27 pm
I used to be very violent. I had millions of little voices telling me to hurt people, even to kill them and I found myself less and less able to control myself.
At that point, I had to be hospitalized.
I improved a lot but my insurance ran out before I was supposed to be released. My mother couldn't afford to keep me in the hospital after that and now I'm struggling to pay for my medication, let alone psychiatric treatment.
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Posted: Mon Jul 18, 2005 6:48 am
its ahrd to pay for those meds..they are so exspenive. do you have dissability or anything
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