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 Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2007 11:54 am
My lover called me last night...to tell me there's a chance she could be pregnant. Now there's one thing you need to understand. We're both lesbians. I don't think I really need to say much more on what she did to make this happen. Today she's gone out to buy a test.
*wipes face and sniffs a bit* I feel my life has hit a new low. I have no energy anymore. I feel like my soul and heart are no longer a part of my body.
I love her. Through everthing we've been through, I still do. I just...this hurts me a lot. I want to kill the man she slept with. I want to hurt him the way he hurt me. But...I'm not really that kind of person. I don't like to think of myself truely harming someone.
I really don't know where I was going with this...it's just something that's been built up for a good night. I just need someone to talk to.
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2007 12:19 pm
Baby, you know I'm here for you. I will be here as much as I can be and you know it. I love you, Dear. You are one of my two best friends. I talked to you earlier, so you know my feelings. Just remember that I am always 15 minutes away (2 minutes if your at work!).
By the way...those eyes look really good on your avatar!
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2007 7:14 pm
Ouch, you've been cheated on. That would hurt anyone, and the anger is more than understandable. I hope you and raeden can talk, and you find positive ways to vent your frustrations. I hope that no matter what the test results show you and your partner can work things out.
Take care and do what is best for you ok
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2007 11:02 pm
Thank you, both of you. Both have helped in wonderful ways for me. As I told Rea, the test was negative. Which made both my lover and I happy. We're slowly sewing our broken and battered hearts back together again and trying to work things out.
*bows* Again, I thank you.
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Posted: Fri Apr 20, 2007 7:19 am
Yay! And according to your horoscope for the week, your intimate life should be on an upswing. Lets hope that its true!!!
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Posted: Thu May 03, 2007 3:28 am
Joker, I'm happy to hear that things are working out for you, relationships are a hard and often heartbreaking business. I wish you luck, and hope that you're feeling better.
And sorry I couldn't be much help at the time, since my heart was under seige at the time, being shattered in ways you couldn't imagine.
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