All That I'm Living For

Album: The Open Door
Track Number: 12
Track Title: All That I'm Living For

Written By: Amy Lee, John LeCompt
Produced By: Dave Fortman
Mixed By: Dave Fortman
Published By: Dwight Frye Music, Inc o/b/o itself, and Professor Screweye Publishing (BMI),
and by Cold and Grey Publishing (Bug o/b/o Cold and Grey Publishing for the world outside U.S. and Canada) (BMI)

All that I'm living for
All that I'm dying for
All that I can't ignore alone at night

I can feel the night beginning
Separate me from the living
Understanding me
After all I've seen
Piecing every thought together
Find the words to make me better
If I only knew
How to pull myself apart

All that I'm living for
All that I'm dying for
All that I can't ignore
Alone at night

All that I'm wanted for
Although I wanted more
Lock the last open door
My ghosts are gaining on me

I believe that dreams are sacred
Take my darkest fears and play them
Like a lullaby
Like a reason why
Like a play of my obsessions
Make me understand the lesson
So I'll find myself
So I won't be lost again

All that I'm living for
All that I'm dying for
All that I can't ignore
Alone at night

All that I'm wanted for
Although I wanted more
Lock the last open door
My ghosts are gaining on me.

Guess I thought I'd have to change the world
To make you see me
To be the one
I could have run forever
But how far would I have come
Without mourning your love

All that I'm living for
All that I'm dying for
All that I can't ignore
Alone at night

All that I'm wanted for
Although I wanted more
Lock the last open door
My ghosts are gaining on me

Should it hurt to love you
Should I feel like I do
Should I lock the last open door
My ghosts are gaining on me


Quote from Amy:
I love that song. It feels really different for us. The lyrics are about my writing process-how I put the song together, why I do it, and how I'm trying to fix all the things that are wrong with me through music. The first line says, "Save me from the night again/ I can feel the separation from the living." It's always night time when I start writing, just as the dusk is setting.