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 Posted: Sat Apr 21, 2007 8:37 pm
lately iv been going through some problems ok here goes. ill just number them off
1. bad grades at school (im a freshmen in highschool) so my mom and dad grounded me. they kept making comments about how im not going to college (art school). they dont have faith in me or atleast they dont show it.
2. broke up with my boyfriend he wasnt treating me right. when we would be alone together he would try and grab me all the time against my will, be mean to me, and alot of other stuff. so i had to break up with him. during all this my bff at school would tell me he was cheating on me with girls from other highschools. i never believed them but a week and a half after we broke up (we were still friends a little) he told me he had another girlfriend! we were friends for months before we went out but he got another girl in less than 2 weeks! HES A PLAYER!!! i feel stupid for not taking the rumors seriesly, not believing my best friend, for letting all those things my x-bf did to me, and going out with him for so long! and now hes got a new girl to hurt all over again! he also told me he wanted me to go to the mall with him to meet a bunch of his x-gfs! like im jioning a club or something! im just another girl to add to his gf list (that is prolly about 5 feet long)
3. iv come to fear fear itself! panic attacks are often triggered by fear so aviod thing make sure i dont start one. its been putting me through loops and causing me loose sleep. im literaly a sleepless zombie at school -_-
4. all my life iv been teased in school becuz ethier i didnt fit in or i was considered wierd. it didnt get to me at 1st but its hard to stay thick skined when your as sensative as me. i cant stand going to school. exspecialy highschool! highschool is 5 times worse than any school iv ever been to! and old things that i was teased for in grade school are coming back, like how wierd my hair is, how i compair to my twin and so many other things.
5. all this has been just building up... i just sometimes quit thinking trying to get away from it all... so that doesnt do much just makes it worse. i think im going insane or loosing my mind or SOMETHING! IM MENTALY SCREWED UP!
someone atleast post...
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Posted: Tue Jun 12, 2007 6:53 pm
I think the bad grades at school are caused by the stress your going through with your boyfriend and the teasing at school.
Don't talk to your ex anymore. Talking to him will make him think what he did was ok and that you're weak.
Ignore the kids at school. All they want to do is get a reaction out of you. It makes THEM feel good when they put other people down because of their flaws so they foget about their own.
Maybe you should talk to your parents about getting anxiety medication or a depression medication.
I was teased at school too and I was molested by two boys when I was younger and I thought how I was was just normal. But when I got depression medication I felt something I haddn't felt in a long time... Happy.
Also when your being teased just think about your favorite song. It will make you feel good about yourself. And giving youself a makeover helps too.
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Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2007 10:43 pm
You shouldn't need medication to be happy sure theres problems in this world but life isn't perfect. Thats for starters another thing is with the Ex-boyfriend its alright but be serious do you really think you gonna be with him until the end of your life? Chances are in this world with this many people theres someone whos better but not only that just be yourself and ignore everyone and make friends with the people who accept you F*** everyone who doesn't accept you they don't have to be friends with you. The going out of your mind thing is normal its insecure about your Ex just doing what he did makes you feel insignifact to the new girl he has, its normal believe me. Thats about it any thing else?
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