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Yaw helped me out a lot.Thank yaw very much for yaws support and by being there for me.I hope I can be there for yaw too.*cries a lil bit.*

Are you serious?

That's called depression, sweetie. You should definitely go to a clinic and get evaluated.

It's difficult to deal with, I know, but get evulated and get help.
I can't do anything personally, but....they can.

I'm sure there are PLENTY that want you around.

I felt that way many times. I have been regretting my existence on and off since eight, at least. I had a pretty bad episode in eighth grade. I would sleep for days, stay up for days, eat until I couldn't anymore, starve myself until I couldn't anymore. I was hearing voices and seeing things, cutting/burning/bruising myself. It sucked monkeys.
I can't tell you what got me out of it. I know I started trying. I had been looking at life as a victim, someone come save me! I thought. I realized that I had to save myself. Nobody can force you to be happy against your will.

All I can suggest is to hang in there.

When my mother was hospitalized for depression, every day she would try to find at least one thing she would miss. Some days it would be something as small as the sunset, but over time she came to appreciate her existence.

You could and probably should get help. I never have. I should have. I still probably should. I feel like I am slipping into another period of depression. I'm fighting it though. I've been pretty good at keeping it to a minimum these past few years. A recent load of stress is getting me down at present.


Good luck. Hang in there.

Dying is taking the easy road out. If you are looking for sympathy because you feel your are lonely you are not going to get it. I have been on my own since I was 16, no family or real friends and spent much of my life drifting from home to home. I tried to die once but I realized that I was the only one who could change my future. Moping around feeling sorry for yourself will get you nowhere. I have a list of reasons that I could kill myself for and yet I keep moving. Now I'm married and happy at age 32. Nothing is easy to gain and dying is just a cop out.

If you wish to continue to live and find ways to fight depression then we are here for you. I only have my wife and that is about it. You have someone so cherish that.

Zonic - bringing up family is a horrible idea when dealing with suicide. One has to learn to live for themselves and not for someone else. Family is nothing in my eyes. More then anything they can be the cause of depression. And time does not cure much unless you are willing to get off your butt and do something to better yourself.

Anyways, that is enough out of me.

jaa ne

Kat

Your welcome. Sorry if I come off a bit harsh, but I felt it was needed to be said. You have people here who are willing to help you if you need it. You just have to reach out and ask.

jaa ne

Kat

Ruby Pet:

Feelings are really just another form of the senses, like seeing and hearing are. They are trying to tell you something, but the way to handle it is to control them and figure out what they want to tell you, not let them control you and decide your actions for you. It's like hearing a warning siren go off. You know something is wrong, but until you know what the problem is you don't know what action to take. If you can't figure it out on your own, then go get help. It's okay. Otherwise you end up running around in a panic and nothing is solved, it might even get worse.

You feel depressed and alone, and you think you should kill yourself? Okay, don't ignore or supress the feelings, they are there, but realise that they will only get better when you find what is making you feel that way. I've seen depressed people who have had too much stress in their lives, or who had physical problems, or who have had other things going on, when the source of the problem was dealt with they got better. And they have happy lives now. Just remind yourself that just because you can't see the sunrise at midnight doesn't mean it isn't coming. Well, it works for me, at any rate...

Ouch! In Jail? That would certainly be depressing! Are you looking forward to their release? Would you be a family again after? That would be something to look forward to.

On the other hand, if you don't look forward to them getting out then you need to prepare yourself so you can live life on your own. That's also something to look forward to. Yes, it can be scary, but it can be fun too, so don't give up.

Dying just means the dark side won, who needs that?

*I hug you.*I'm sorry that stuff happen to you.But you should go to the police about that.That will show how much stronger you are.^^Yopu are right all of yaw are right.I should live my life.