Addicted.
I squeeze my eyes shut tight
Rocking myself back and forth
I try to keep sane
Biting down on my lip,
I try to muffle the sobs
Face burning and unable to breath
I press the earphones closer to my ear
Breath I tell myself, just breath
….
Look at me now
Have I changed so much?
Looking in the mirror I find myself lost
I can not recognize that person in my reflection
It hurts to think
My eyes swell red
And my head pound with a painful ache
Sliding down I shut the lights out
So here I am on the bathroom floor
All alone in the dark on the phone
Trying to clear out your screaming voice
Listening to the person on the other line
Telling me to calm down
…
Inhale, exhale
My mind is out of order now
I can’t think straight
And I find myself looking for that relief
That sinful toxic I inhale in
Can you believe the life I have sunken down to?
Relying on that sick substance
I cry harder, unable to hold it in no longer
Because I have realized now
Because I can feel it myself
I’m getting addicted
I’m addicted
And I’m not gonna let it go.
I squeeze my eyes shut tight
Rocking myself back and forth
I try to keep sane
Biting down on my lip,
I try to muffle the sobs
Face burning and unable to breath
I press the earphones closer to my ear
Breath I tell myself, just breath
….
Look at me now
Have I changed so much?
Looking in the mirror I find myself lost
I can not recognize that person in my reflection
It hurts to think
My eyes swell red
And my head pound with a painful ache
Sliding down I shut the lights out
So here I am on the bathroom floor
All alone in the dark on the phone
Trying to clear out your screaming voice
Listening to the person on the other line
Telling me to calm down
…
Inhale, exhale
My mind is out of order now
I can’t think straight
And I find myself looking for that relief
That sinful toxic I inhale in
Can you believe the life I have sunken down to?
Relying on that sick substance
I cry harder, unable to hold it in no longer
Because I have realized now
Because I can feel it myself
I’m getting addicted
I’m addicted
And I’m not gonna let it go.
