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So, the question I am going to pose to each of you is; have any of you actually been cheaters yourselves?
I know that I have. Only once, and I was stupid to break that boys' heart by technically cheating on him, but I would have broken it a lot more if I had stayed with him.
Besides, and this is not a justification of or for my actions, my actions did result in a better relationship that I know will last a long, long time.
But yeah, as I mentioned, that is no kind of justification.
So, here is my story in full;
I had been seeing Matt for about 2 and a half months because we both did Tae Kwon Do training with his best mate James. I felt that out relationship wasn't going to go anywhere because I was constantly paranoid that he was going to cheat on me or dump me.
For most of our relationship I had been having second thoughts, I wasn't sure whether or not I was actually in love with him or not, I seemed stuck in the middle between James and Matt.
It was before the last grading that I decided that I had to talk to James and find out if he was worth him losing his best friend.
This idea went down the drain after the grading because Matt saw what James and I were like together and he insisted that we kiss, so we did and that was how it started.
I wasn't cheating on the surface, but it was in all technicality. I'm proud of my current relationship, over 2 months strong, but I'm certainly not proud of how it came about, that is something that I am sure of.
I know that I have. Only once, and I was stupid to break that boys' heart by technically cheating on him, but I would have broken it a lot more if I had stayed with him.
Besides, and this is not a justification of or for my actions, my actions did result in a better relationship that I know will last a long, long time.
But yeah, as I mentioned, that is no kind of justification.
So, here is my story in full;
I had been seeing Matt for about 2 and a half months because we both did Tae Kwon Do training with his best mate James. I felt that out relationship wasn't going to go anywhere because I was constantly paranoid that he was going to cheat on me or dump me.
For most of our relationship I had been having second thoughts, I wasn't sure whether or not I was actually in love with him or not, I seemed stuck in the middle between James and Matt.
It was before the last grading that I decided that I had to talk to James and find out if he was worth him losing his best friend.
This idea went down the drain after the grading because Matt saw what James and I were like together and he insisted that we kiss, so we did and that was how it started.
I wasn't cheating on the surface, but it was in all technicality. I'm proud of my current relationship, over 2 months strong, but I'm certainly not proud of how it came about, that is something that I am sure of.
