...and I don't have no money for counseling.
This is where you come into the picture.
I've been experiensing problems with my mood lately.
I'm angry and sad most of the time, I have extreme urges to insult or argue with people over the tiniest of reasons...
My mood swings from happy to mental withing seconds...
I suspect the source of my depression is lonelyness and envy...
I have not dated any female nor male (in real life) and I'm gtting desperate...
Eveywhere I turn I feel there's people happy people with partners gloating back at me with big grins...
I feel like everyone is looking down on me and making fun of the fact that I have yet to find that special person.
(Or a person at all for that matter)
And I have problems connection with people as I'm quite shy...
I have bad confidence and I don't like telling people right out when I have feelings for them, it feels near impossible for me to do as so...
And I can't take the feeling of being turned down again...
But yet I feel like I have been betrayed every time a girl I know gets a new boyfriend...
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Questions:
Do any of you know any way to make me feel better or to ease my depression...
Your username and password (jk)
Do you know any way I could work out my issues?
I apoligice for being a way from you all for such a long time and then just burst in her without further notice...
But I know of no other place better to ask these questions...
I'm thinking that any where else on gaia this would most likely be rediculated.
Also, good to see ya guys again
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