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Well, Since i am sad, and for a retard reason as well i find it best to pour my feelings out on the web, Well so i met a girl 9 months ago, we dated, we had fun, i was oblivios to the fact she treated me like s**t because i was indeed of a girlfriend...i was lonely, so we broke up after i fell in love with her and after she said she loved me...then i cryed and didnt eat for about 2 weeks, i was a wreck, then i went on gaia, talked to a few people and they helped alot, and i talked to some friends, ( i locked myself in my room and was alone for those 2 weeks) and they helped me realize what i was blind too, she did treat me like s**t, and maybe i was with her because she offered me an escape from lonely-ness...and maybe sex, course she always said lets do it, never really asking...then she has feelings for a druggy(weed, meth cocain, herion) and whos a drop-out who is using her but i got off the phone and shes like "lalala i am in love woohoo" so i told her omg hes using you are you blind, he basically said it "Shes like nonononono stop talking i dont care" and i was like crying idk why....But she really did treat me like s**t and i should really do talk2hand to her, but i still have a little bit of heart for her, but now after reading this myself i re-assured myself that shes a b***h...lol...wow wtf was i think...and thanks for anyone who spentthe time to read this head-ace much..i'd give u a cookie but their MINE
Comments and what not, flamm me it would only make me better

Well, no offense, but this really isn't necessary here.

I'm basically a psychologist because I'm studying to be one, I'm going to be one, and I pretty much do it already.
Feel free to pm me your problems if you want (anyone) and I pretty much specialize in moral guidance, advice, and dealing with social situations.

I've had some pretty bad girls like that as well...even though it's not the exact same thing, seeing as I'm homosexual, and you're not, the same basic concept applies...You think you have a thing for them, and they hurt when they leave...And it's usually for stupid reasons, too. But later, when you think back on them, you get a deep feeling of either hate or nostalgia...For me, it's usually hate, but I get over it...Because the Exes I've had have heard the stories of what I do when I see somebody who broke up with me for a stupid reason...I don't put any physical harm on them, no...I just give them a lecture that would leave them crying. I've done it before, but I know they don't solve anything...

That's kinda a bad thing about me. I'll do things if I think they're the right thing to do...even if I know that taking that action won't solve anything.

Very true. There are some people that need to talk with others to get over their depressions in life, but for some reason...with situations like those, I just tend to keep to myself and let my mind wander on irrelevant possibilities...