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 Posted: Fri Jul 06, 2007 12:23 pm
So lately i have been feeling, blah. Today i am in one of the worst moods i have been in for a long time. I'm bitchy to everyone (more than usual) even to my friends. But not only that, but i just feel so, hopeless. Like, when it comes to getting a job and stuff, i have applied at SO many places, and have only gotten two calls back. And the one job i cant take. i feel like cutting, but i havent done that in months, and i dont really want to start up again, because i know how i get. I kinda just want to sleep all the time, just because at least when im sleeping no one can piss me off, and i dont have to think about anything. I kind of just want to give up with the whole job thing too. Just say ******** it, at least for now. I just keep getting more and more upset everytime i apply for a job and no one calls me. Ugh. I dont even know what else to say.
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Posted: Fri Jul 06, 2007 12:47 pm
I no how u feel about jobs
If applied for so many and they jst tell me 'theyll get bck to me'
Pfft.. :/
I suggest u inform u friends tht urll nt in the bestest mood and mayb apologize
Often wen sum1s acting 'grumpy' no1 bothers to think WHY this is
And u relli dnt want to lose ur friends
Whateva u do DONT CUT
Iv never cut (im abit frightened of blood ;P), bt i used to burn myself
Youv gone too far to giv it up
Stay strong
Eat sum icecream or do sumthing tht makes u happy razz
STAY STRONG xxx
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Posted: Fri Jul 06, 2007 6:29 pm
Have you looked into a disability support program? I know I have trouble keeping a job because of my anxiety, so whenever I come up short for the month, my support makes sure I have something to eat and somewhere to stay, at least...
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Posted: Sat Jul 07, 2007 5:41 pm
Thats good that you don't want to fall back into cutting. Horrible habit, it's been about twenty days since I last cut, but thats another story. You should tell your friends and family and about the mood that you're in, perhaps they will understand more about why you're being bitchy to them. And don't give up on the job hunting, it sucks a**, I know how you feel, I've applied to like twenty places and haven't gotten a callback. But in time, you will get the job, and now that you've submitted your application to these places, you're in the system, so that when somebody quits or whatever, they'll probably call you. So don't give up. It's hard not to, but just look on the bright side. For your mood, you could try watching my multimedia, lol. No really, do something fun, something that you wouldn't normally do. Like when I feel bad, I ask my mom if she can take me to the bookstore, because I rarely do that. Or go hang out with some friends. Watch a funny movie, watch my multimedia, lol, I love the multimedia. mrgreen Life is only what you make it, if you make it positive, you will feel positive.
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Posted: Mon Oct 29, 2007 9:58 pm
MsMaxie So lately i have been feeling, blah. Today i am in one of the worst moods i have been in for a long time. I'm bitchy to everyone (more than usual) even to my friends. But not only that, but i just feel so, hopeless. Like, when it comes to getting a job and stuff, i have applied at SO many places, and have only gotten two calls back. And the one job i cant take. i feel like cutting, but i havent done that in months, and i dont really want to start up again, because i know how i get. I kinda just want to sleep all the time, just because at least when im sleeping no one can piss me off, and i dont have to think about anything. I kind of just want to give up with the whole job thing too. Just say ******** it, at least for now. I just keep getting more and more upset everytime i apply for a job and no one calls me. Ugh. I dont even know what else to say.
I haven't had a job yet (I'm a minor still. /. But why do I feel ooooooold? My right knee keeps locking when I sit... sweatdrop now I'm off-topic!), but I know that it's hard to find one. My dad got laid off once and it was realy scary for me (I was only like 7 at the time) and it took a while for him to get hired.
Please don't cut yourself. crying I don't like it when people are sad, it makes me feel bad. Find something to distract you from life, like a good book or a cookie with a glass of milk. That makes me feel better. Or think of things you like, and how they make you feel good. I like hugs and hot tea and snow and music and cloudy days. Or squish a thing of playdough. (I prefer green. XD) Meditating is good. Try to clear your mind. I'm a little airy because I do it alot, but it helps keep me cheerful, and look for the bright side of things.
Life's fustrating, but you've just got to keep at it. Nothing ever got better by crying over a little spilt milk. But people will allways be there to hand you a towel. ^_^ You just need to look. Okay? biggrin
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