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 Posted: Sun Jul 08, 2007 3:49 pm
My parents: theres so much pain they have caused me and everythigns falling apart, i can't breathe from all this pressure, all these thigns falling on me, i only wish to be alone, my mind is my only temple, everything else has been kissed by shadows, no longer safe
My sister: this vile spawn of satan was only born to tear me apart im so tired of these beatings, the whips weep with my blood, the wounds on my flesh deep, my bones are bleached with the hatred radiated towards me, hotter than a thousand suns
my boyfriend: i only live to please but everything i do is never enough, i can never be what he wants, but i cannot leave him though for all the pain hes causing me. i know i annoy him and cause him pain and strife but why he stays with me i do not know.
why was i born to please others, but never myself? everything i do is never enough, and i wear no chains because they know i am too meek to rebel. i hate myself for this, i hate everything about me. im tired of people pushing me to be who im not, who i do not wish to be, but the real me recedes into the darkness of my mind where no one will see her, where i can't even reach her. even she laughs at me, at my weakness...Oh, to embrace the blade and feel its sweet cool caress against my chest or wrists! Life rejects me, so i must now reject life...
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Posted: Thu Jul 12, 2007 5:48 pm
Angel Cutter My parents: theres so much pain they have caused me and everythigns falling apart, i can't breathe from all this pressure, all these thigns falling on me, i only wish to be alone, my mind is my only temple, everything else has been kissed by shadows, no longer safe My sister: this vile spawn of satan was only born to tear me apart im so tired of these beatings, the whips weep with my blood, the wounds on my flesh deep, my bones are bleached with the hatred radiated towards me, hotter than a thousand suns my boyfriend: i only live to please but everything i do is never enough, i can never be what he wants, but i cannot leave him though for all the pain hes causing me. i know i annoy him and cause him pain and strife but why he stays with me i do not know. why was i born to please others, but never myself? everything i do is never enough, and i wear no chains because they know i am too meek to rebel. i hate myself for this, i hate everything about me. im tired of people pushing me to be who im not, who i do not wish to be, but the real me recedes into the darkness of my mind where no one will see her, where i can't even reach her. even she laughs at me, at my weakness...Oh, to embrace the blade and feel its sweet cool caress against my chest or wrists! Life rejects me, so i must now reject life... take a stand
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Posted: Tue Jul 17, 2007 12:20 pm
i know how you feel angel.
i have to deal with the samethings sometimes.
only a little diffrntly.
i guess sometimes we just have to do what we are afraid to do, and thats exactly what daniel said, we have to stand up for our selfs.
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Posted: Fri Jul 20, 2007 2:55 pm
sexyninjaangelofdarkness i know how you feel angel. i have to deal with the samethings sometimes. only a little diffrntly. i guess sometimes we just have to do what we are afraid to do, and thats exactly what daniel said, we have to stand up for our selfs. people who hurt othe people on porpuse sucK!
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