Welcome to Gaia! ::

I honestly think you are doing a good job with the guild
I have nothing bad to say about you
I love you to bits
Yeah, there are people in here that bug me
But you arent one of them smile

I hate you! D;<
No No.
I wuv you Jenny. <33

confused I don't think anyone could run this guild better than you, Mew.

Unless lanzer wanted to try to run it.
Then he would pwn you.

But since that wont happen, you are the best. surprised

I o n l y r i p a n d t e a r y o u r F L E S H . . .

Mew, we all worship you!
I know that it's almost impossible to keep a guild alive for as long as you've managed to!
This is the only guild I've ever been in that has lasted this long!
My sister tried to create a guild a few months ago,
and that only survived about two days!
I can guarantee that no one here think you are a bad captain, otherwise, they wouldn't be here anymore. :]

. . . B e c a u s e y o u r b l o o d t a s t e s b e t t e r F R E S H .

Mew, you're a dandy captian. Better than Scott and better than Sarah, and most of all, better than me. Wanna know why?

Because you're still here. No offence, but for me Gaia has sucked after about my first year, inflation made quests no fun. Spammers made the CB a death zone and eventually it overflowed to a lot of other forums. No one ever talked specifically to me which made me feel, well, lost and kind of rejected. I should've posted more, PMed people more, responded to posts more, but that's the past and this post isn't about my failure, it's about your successful effort. [/emo~flaw~stuff]
Gaia seems better now, but as you, me, Sarah, and many other people did, we retreated as refugees to the Guilds, the one place we could have some form of control. Some power to regulate the literacy, politeness, and create an enviornment that we as a social group could enjoy. Now, time and time again, our safe haven's have fallen, a land of ruined cities lay in our wake and a world of dystopias filled our future. For me, this wasn't good enough, Gaia was crap. So I wussed out to where I didn't need friends to have a good time, I didn't need people, I could be alone and not talking to myself, wishing a lurker would post or a person would get online.
You on the otherhand; You were faithful. You stuck with it, through thick and thin. Apparently really thin, which I've missed out on, for better or for worse. I checked back in on the guilds today, to see that the old TLM is being rebuilt and a post where pixxy is calling you a b!tch (if I recall properly). Good old pixxy. [Profanity coming, skip this area if you're not interested or will get offended from an attack on pixxy. Otherwise, enjoy this as much as I did writing it. <3 ^-^] Always has to be that one fvcked up a**'hole who messes with everybody else's good times. I'm sorry to pixxy, anna, and anyone who likes him, but I feel he was like Justin when he made the whole Bible dissing thread, but WAY more pathetic. Why? Cause he had to have his way and he couldn't be the same as everyone else. He had to be creepy. He had to seem evil.
All he is is messing with other people. From what I get, something happened between you and him over you trying to avoid HP spoilers from the last book in the guild. If this was accurate, pixxy go ******** yourself. If someone want's to read a ******** book without having it spoiled for them online, then you (and anyone else) should be respectful enough to keep any spoilers to yourself and gossip with those who have finished the book.

As I have not been here for this amazing soap opera extravaganza, I could be inffering things wrong. If what's stated up there is incorrect, my apologies, but I have a feeling it had something to do with pixxy making a wound, picking the scab, and then putting some big a** sea salt on it. neutral
10k if I'm wrong and pixxy was a perfect angel in all this. I'm sorry, but could you NOT be an a** for every second of your online interactions?
[Pixxy rant is over, no more cussing.... probably <<; xD.]
Well look at me. I'm just all off topic now aren't I?
My point is. Mew, if you can deal with pixxy.
If you can deal with TMP dying.
With Sarah and Scott leaving.
With TBC leaving/sorta kinda.
With ME leaving to basically play MS.
With Kooky on MS a lot.
With only shimi hanging in there with you to back you up (Cause I'm guessing Anna isn't in both this TLM and the old one razz . Has to stick with big brother and all Note: I am NOT in any way shape or form saying that active members like Treyo and MissPurple (God, how could I forget your real name?... Pathetic of me) and those hardcores that stuck through with you aren't here for you, I'm just saying they weren't NOT there for you, like I was.
You've survived around 3 guild 'deaths'. And you know what I see?
A great leader. Who's willing to see what the tribe finds as flaws in her, however tempered it may be, you are here and saying, "What have I done wrong?!". Now, I haven't talked to you in so long. God I miss our chats. But you, you wouldn't say "What have I done wrong?!" only to say "Eff off, I'm out. ____ gets to take over". No, I'd be pushing up daisies the day that happens. You made this thread to say "I'm here and clearly I've messed stuff up from your perspective. So what do YOU guys want me to do to fix it?"

Well, it's about time I wind my little speech/rant/hey, what's up post and I know the perfect way to do it.

I got tired of Malicious Dream, don't remember why, I did. So I made this character [ImmerUndJe]. You know what that means Mew? It's German for Always and [For]ever. No one ever asked me about my username (which made me really sad, I was very excited about it.) so now you can know. Even if I'm not around, I'm always and forever. Gaia's always my homepage, even if I don't visit the guild and post all that much.

But you, your bonded with those words. I tried SO hard to get you to join MS. From what I know, you aren't on MS to this day. You're still here, pulling this guild up by it's boot straps, even though people have been pushing you down since the beginning of it all.

I was too saddened and disappointed with how things turned out to hang around and see how things worked out. Sorry I let you down Mew <3. Just please, if not for me, for yourself, don't give up as Captian if that's in some way festered in that great mind of yours.

-ƒ(i)

Okay, I just have to say this real fast:: Don't say I was on TLM more then TPL just because of my brother. Infact, I've still been coming here more often. This is my home. I love this place to death. = /

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You know I'm not to crazy about my brother being gone. But he did things he shouldn't do: and I'll let the rules go over my heart. I never posted anything bad about you, Mew. The only thing I was upset with is the stance against Alex posting in the HP thread.

You know I love you Mew, I have since the day we became friends on this odd site. I also love my brother. Thats my final thing. And I'm heart broken he takes this so damn seriously.