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 Posted: Fri Jul 20, 2007 7:05 pm
[.X.Story.X.] Running Away Almost every kid thinks about. Even little ones. But rarely do they act on it. But these six kids did. They ran away because of different problems and situations. But they did have one thing in common, all six were firends. It started out as just three but they grew as the years flew by. They're now in highschool and three more kids have join the friendship. It's Junior year and all are fed up on how their lives are going at the moment. So they all agree on running away together, except for one boy. He claimed that his life was good and he didn't want to runaway. So they left him behind, or so they thought. The boy was going to follow behind the others and surprise them at the last minute. They put all there money and life savings together and are able to purchase a rather large apartment. It's the night of the escape and they all have met up at the park. The other boy hides in the shadows and awaits for the time to present himself. ~ First time making a roleplay. I know it sucks!
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Posted: Fri Jul 20, 2007 7:11 pm
[.X.Lyrics.X.] Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Now little Lisa is only 9 years old
She's trying to figure out why the world is so cold
Why she's all all alone and they never met her family
Mama's always gone and she never met her daddy
Part of her is missing and nobody will listening
Mama is on drugs getting ***** up in the kitchen
Bringing home men at different hours of the night
Starting with some laughs -- usually ending in a fight
Sneak into her room while her mama's knocked out
Trying to have his way and little Lisa says 'ouch'
She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her
Tries to tell her mom but her mama don't believe her
Lisa is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothing else to do but get some clothes and pack
She says she's 'bout to run away and never come back.
Runaway love
Little Nicole is only 10 years old
She's steady trying to figure why the world is so cold
Why she's not pretty and nobody seems to like her
Alcoholic step-dad always wanna strike her
Yells and abuses, leaves her with some bruises
Teachers ask questions she making up excuses
Bleeding on the inside, crying on the out
It's only one girl really knows what she about
Her name is lil Stacy and they become friends
Promise that they always be tight 'til the end
Until one day lil Stacy gets shot
A drive by bullet went stray up on her block
Now Nicole stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothing else to do but get some clothes and pack
She says she's 'bout to run away and never come back.
Runaway love
Little Erica is eleven years old
She's steady trying to figure why the world is so cold
So she pops x to get rid of all the pain
'Cause she's having sex with a boy who's sixteen
Emotions run deep and she thinks she's in love
So there's no protection he's using no glove
Never thinking 'bout the consequences of her actions
Living for today and not tomorrow's satisfaction
The days go by and her belly gets big
The father bails out he ain't ready for a kid
Knowing her mama will blow it all outta proportion
Plus she lives poor so no money for abortion
Erica is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothing else to do but get her clothes and pack
She say she's about to run away and never come back.
Run away Run away love
Don't keep on runnin'
Run away Run away
Runnin'
Don't keep on running away
I know how you feel, I've been there
I was runnin' away too
I will run away with you [2x]
Runaway Runaway Love
Don't keep running away
I'll run away with you, if you want me too
Yea, I can only image what you're going through ladies,
Sometimes I feel like running away myself,
So do me a favor right now and close your eyes,
And picture us running away together,
when we come back everything is gonna be okay,
Open your eyes Runaway Love ~ Ludacris!
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Posted: Fri Jul 20, 2007 7:21 pm
[.X.Rulez.X.]
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Posted: Fri Jul 20, 2007 7:34 pm
[.X.Skellies In My Closet.X.] [img]pic goes here[/img]
[size=18][color=yourcolorhere]FiRSTNAME[b]NiCKNAME[/b]LASTNAME.[/color][/size]
[size=8]any links go here[/size]
[size=14][color=yourcolorhere]__♥ Y0UNG [u]&[/u] L0ViN iT.[/color][/size]
[size=10]seventeen spell it out.[/size]
[size=14][color=yourcolorhere]__♥ HAPPY BiRTHDAY T0 ME.[/color][/size]
[size=10]month and day. spell it out.[/size]
[size=14][color=yourcolorhere]__♥ iN A GENDER TUG-0F-WAR, i'M WiTH...[/color][/size]
[size=10]your gender.[/size]
[size=14][color=yourcolorhere]__♥ i CAN'T HELP BUT T0 L00K AT THEM.[/color][/size]
[size=10]boys or girls or both?[/size]
[size=14][color=yourcolorhere]__♥ i L0VE MY MUSiC.[/color][/size]
[size=10]lyrics that best describe you go here.[/size]
[size=14][color=yourcolorhere]__♥ i'M 0THERWiSE KN0WN AS...[/color][/size]
[size=10]the role of your character. (bookworm, jock, ect...)[/size]
[size=14][color=yourcolorhere]__♥ i WANNA BE A {CAREER}[/color][/size]
[size=10]what do you want to be?[/size]
[size=14][color=yourcolorhere]__♥ MY LiFE iS FAR FR0M PERFECT.[/color][/size]
[size=10]biography. two paragraphs, seven sentences a paragraph.[/size]
[size=14][color=yourcolorhere]__♥ i CAN'T HELP iT iF iM {ADJECTiVE HERE}[/color][/size]
[size=10]put in an adjective that describes your life in the brackets. then two paragraphs (seven sentences each) about your personality.[/size]
[size=14][color=yourcolorhere]__♥ Y0U MAKE ME HAPPY.[/color][/size]
[size=10]five to ten likes in a list.[/size]
[size=14][color=yourcolorhere]__♥ WHEN SKiES ARE GRAY.[/color][/size]
[size=10]five to ten dislikes in a list.[/size]
[size=14][color=yourcolorhere]__♥ CURRENTLY R0CKiNG T0...[/color][/size]
[size=10]bands or song artists you like.[/size]
[size=14][color=yourcolorhere]__♥ H0MG CUPiD FREAKiN' SH0T ME![/color][/size]
[size=10]who do you like?[/size]
[size=14][color=yourcolorhere]__♥ 0H, iN CASE i F0RG0T.[/color][/size]
[size=10]other random facts.[/size]
[size=14][color=yourcolorhere]__♥ REASON YOU RANAWAY.[/color][/size]
[size=10]Self explanitory.[/size] ~ Credit goes to Alessandra Raine! I'm a lazy b*****d!
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Posted: Fri Jul 20, 2007 7:38 pm
[.X.Back Round Check.X.] -Him
He was the reason that the group was able to runaway. He put in the most money for buying the apartment. Because he's rich. But that's the reason he's running away. His paerents are never home to take care of him. He was never raised properly and he suffers from that everyday. He slopply, gets bad grades, and you could say that he's pretty much the rebel of the group. He does what he wants, when he wants and there's no stopping him. He doesn't like authority and is quick to anger. He was happy that he wasn't coming because he really gets on his nerves and they don't get along at all. He likes her.-Her
Her reason for running away was quite simple. She wasn't being loved enough. I guess you could she's pretty emo. Thinks bad thoughts all the time. Has low self esteem, she does cut herself but not often. She mopes around all day because she thinks the world is out to get her. She never has anything bad to say about you though. She's incredibly nice. Beside the thinking about suicide part. Although it seems like she's coming out of her shell a little bit. Theat's because He's slipping her some drugs now and then. She's glad that he isn't coming because he broke her heart about two years ago. She likes him and her. -Him
His reson for running away was unclear for the others but easy to understand for him. He was running away because he was in trouble with the law. From selling drugs to being caught with drugs and other things as well. You name he sold it and did it. Other than he had the perfect life. He was the star football player and good at all the other sports so you could say he's a jock. He gets all the ladies and somewhat okay grades. But when his parents found out that he was doing drugs they told him he was going to a boarding school next year. So of course he would run away. No one really knows why he got into the drugs. He just didn't really seem like the type. He's glad that He isn't coming because He's the reason He got caught with the police. He swore revenge on him. He likes her.-Her
Her reason for running away is clear to all. She's beaten by her step-Father. It seemed to start as soon as he moved in. And he only beat on her. Not ger other sisters or her mom just her. The rest of the group knows that something has to be going on because she's always bruised and cuts all over face. She has never amitted to it and probably never will because she's ashamed of it. But despite all this comotion she found some time to be the head cheerleader. She's damn good at what she does to. But all the trophies and prize money can't take away the pain she feels. Because of the beatings it's hard for her to trust anyone even her friends. You could say she's paranoid really. She's glad that he isn't coming because He makes nasty remarks to her about the beatings. She likes Him.-Her
Nobody knows about her secret. You could say that her's is the worst of them all. She's two months pregnant and it's starting to show. She been trying her best to keep it from her very devout Catholic parents but they're starting to get suspious. Some of her friends have been eyeing her too. She wears baggy clothes, which highly unusal for her beacuase she is a scene kid. She's relieved that he isn't going because he's the father. It breaks her heart though because she loves him dearly. She loves him and her.-Him
He doesn't have a reason for going except to torture his friends. He's very smart, both parents are together and live happily. He's on student council, good at sports, he's a computer genius. He was really a Nice Nerd turned evil. He was diagnosed with schizophrenia in the end of ninth grade from kids always picking on him and taking advantage of his niceness. So over the summer he broke up with her and became really mean. Well his evil counterpart did anyways. He turned on his firends anytime he had the chance. No one knew why because they were the ones who stood up for him back then. He can't wait to torture his friends while away. He likes her.Bolded = Taken
Italics = reserved
Plain = Open
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Posted: Sat Jul 21, 2007 6:42 am
[.X.The Rebel.X.]  Ricky^Rat^Robinson. Camra Shy.... __♥ Y0UNG & L0ViN iT. S3V3NT33N __♥ HAPPY BiRTHDAY T0 ME. May Fourth, 1988 __♥ iN A GENDER TUG-0F-WAR, i'M WiTH... Male __♥ i CAN'T HELP BUT T0 L00K AT THEM. GiRLS! __♥ i L0VE MY MUSiC. In this farewell,
There’s no blood,
There’s no alibi.
'Cause I’ve drawn regret,
From the truth,
Of a thousand lies.
So let mercy come,
And wash away…
What I’ve Done.
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I've done.
Put to rest,
What you thought of me.
While I clean this slate,
With the hands,
Of uncertainty.
So let mercy come,
And wash away…
What I’ve Done.
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I've done.
For What I’ve Done
I start again,
And whatever pain may come.
Today this ends,
I’m forgiving what I’ve done.
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done.
What I’ve done.
Forgiving What I’ve Done. __♥ i'M 0THERWiSE KN0WN AS... Thee Rebellious One! __♥ i WANNA BE A {SURG3ON} Surgeon. I don't know why it's just always been that. Ever since I was little I've been watching the health channel. I watch all the surgeries they preform. I've been watching it for about eleven years now and I swear I could preform one in my living room. __♥ MY LiFE iS FAR FR0M PERFECT. Why would you want to know about my life? It sucks and nothing is intresting about me. But if you must insist here it is. First I'll start off with my name. Ricky.....well actually that isn't my name but I tell everyone it is. My real name is Richard Henry Robinson. Sounds rich doesn't it? Well it is. My Dad was born into fortune like me. His Dad or my granfather, invented the self cleaning windows. Along with many other things. My mother is a well known and successfull actress. They got together and that's how they ended up with me my older sister and my younger brother. Yes I am the the midle child and it has it's good points. Such as not doing chores cause I make my younger brother do it and not doing homework cause your older sister enjoys doing it for you. I guess you could say I was the wierd one out of the three. They were completely normal and I always was different. When I was young I really didn't care that my parents were gone all the time because I had my siblings and toys to keep me company. Then when I started school the kids would bring it up that my life wasn't all that great. They told me that even though I had money I'd never have love or any of that normal family stuff. I ignored it on the outside but deep down I knew they were right. And my parents never being around started taking it's toll on me. They were never there to help me with studing so I failed all my tests. Dad never played catch with me so I suck at baseball and all of the other sports. Mom never taught me how to do laundry so I'm a slob. At least we have a maid to clean up after me. Many other things I'm too lazy to tell you at the moment. But I learned from neighbors and the television. Mostly idiotic shows such as South Park, Family Guy, you get th point. And any kid who grows up watch and learning from thoose shows are gonna be ------ up right? Correct.
The First thing I learned is being a Jackass is cool. So as you imagined detentions came easy and Suspension were a breeze. Second thing I learned is a little rasicm, sexist, cruelty, and bullying never hurt anybody. Well it did but not me cause I never was bullied because the elemtry school kids grew feared of me. I didn't like that to much because it was hard to make friends. So I eased up a bit and went towards the more pranking style. I pulled them as much as possible then I'd get pissed when I was caught. I hated the teacher barking at me non stop. So I started arguing back. I can't count how many times I was sent to the office. Then I would give the princble my two cents also. What can I say, I hate authority. I like doing things my way. Probably why I always eat at Burger King. Anyways I graduated middle school. No clue how that happened. In the summer is when I made a transformation. I grew out my hair cut into a cool style, got a new wardrobe, peirced my lip and belly button, and got two tatoos. Yeah, That was the best summer ever. When I arrived on highschools door step I was overwhelmed. It was much different than middle. I could get away easier when pulling pranks because there were more kids. I made more friends, but the best part was finding Alice. Alice was my first crush...still is but I'll never tell her. It's just something about her that sets me off. Anyways my friends were pretty sweet. But they weren't the best thing about highschool. The best thing was the other rebel kids. They let me into their club and taught me everything I know. They definately had the hook-ups. That's why I had access to drugs, beer, and broads. Doing all the illegal stuff was such a rush of adrenaline. But I soon realised that the life I was living wasn't all that great. I was never going to get into a good highschool, unless my dad put in a good word. I probably wouldn't be able to become a surgeon. I thought that Alice wouldn't be intrested in a badass. And my life was pretty much going down the drain. So I tried to shed my image for a while but my life became even worse. The kids hated me for changing, for trying to wash away what I've done.... So I had no choice but to go back to my old way and self. The guy who had no respect for anyone or anything, the guy who beats to his own drum, the rebel. Well I got this idea to run away. My life sucks along with my friends so I told them about it. They all agreed but one. But I was glad that he wasn't coming. He was such an asswhole about everything I did. Anyways, I got alot of money and spent it on a pretty nice apartment. I can't wait to get the hell out of this place.
__♥ i CAN'T HELP iT iF iM {BAD} Bad to the bone....That pretty much sums me up in two words. It's how I like to live my life. I really don't care about anything or anyone. Not even my self. You see my doing that, I won't have any feelings if someone died. Example...I don't love my dog so that when he dies I won't have any feelings about it. If you ask me I think it's brilliant. But I admit it's a little hard not to love somethings. Like my sibling. I do love my parents even though their never around. What I really love is Alice. Enough about that though. I'm also a certified asswhole. Whatever ticks you off, I'll do it to you on purpose. Just to see how mad you get really.
I enjoy doing all the wrong things because it's out of the norm. Who wants to be with the cool crowd anyways. I like love to take risks and do dangerous things as well. I blame the way I act on my parents. Which really isn't good because there were plenty of kids before me who didn't have parents but turned out to be perfect angels. Well I don't care. The pressure of being in the lime light had things to do with it to. I like to party and have fun. But my interpitation of fun and others are totally different. __♥ Y0U MAKE ME HAPPY. Thunderstorms
Dark Clouds
Crayons
Computers
Writing
Money
Guns
Needles
Pain
Motorcross
Blood __♥ WHEN SKiES ARE GRAY. People who jugde
Bugs
Annoying people
Waking up early
Drama
Too Serious People
Yelling
Getting Caught
Losing
Small Places
Bad Smells
__♥ CURRENTLY R0CKiNG T0... Justin Timberlake
fall Out Boy
Taking Back Sunday
Panic! At The Disco
Gym Class Heroes
Cartel
Plain White T's
RATT
Aerosmith
Bon Jovi
Kelly Clarkson
Aly & AJ
Shaun Paul
Beastie Boys
Red Hot Chili Peppers
All American Rejects
Daughtry
Hinder
Maroon 5
Ashley Simpson
The Fray
Green day
U2
Elton John
Bruce Sprinstein
Dead Or Alive
Avril Lavinge
Linkin Park! __♥ H0MG CUPiD FREAKiN' SH0T ME! Alice! __♥ 0H, iN CASE i F0RG0T. I have ten tatooes that explain different things in my life. I have asthma. __♥ REASON YOU RANAWAY. My Parents Are Never Home. And Life Just Sucks For Me At The Moment!
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Posted: Sat Jul 21, 2007 6:43 am
[.X.The Emo.X.]  ALiS0N`ALiC3`CART3R.x__SH3'S] A KiiLL3R QU33N
~~_GUNP0WD3R G3LATiiN3
*__DYNAMiiT3 WiiTH A LAZ3R B3AM __♥ Y0UNG & L0ViN iT. S3V3NfrackingT33N.__♥ HAPPY BiRTHDAY T0 ME. Mayy 25th - Gemini baybe. Born on Jordan's Independence day.__♥ iN A GENDER TUG-0F-WAR, i'M WiTH... Femme.__♥ i CAN'T HELP BUT T0 L00K AT THEM. Boys&&Girls turn me on.__♥ i L0VE MY MUSiC. I would have given you all of my heart
but there's someone who's torn it apart
and she's taking almost all that I've got
but if you want, I'll try to love again
baby I'll try to love again but I know
The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
'cause when it comes to being lucky she's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me she's worst
but when it comes to being loved she's first
that's how I know
The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
I still want you by my side
just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
cause I'm sure gonna give you a try
and if you want, I'll try to love again
but baby, I'll try to love again, but I know
The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
'Cause when it comes to being lucky she's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me she's worst
but when it comes to being loved she's first
that's how I know
The first cut is the deepest, baby I know
The first cut is the deepest __♥ i'M 0THERWiSE KN0WN AS... __♥ i WANNA BE A PH0T0GRAPHER! Wow I hate that show, Made. They basically change people's complete lifestyle, make people lose friends and everything. Like all the girls who wanna be in the beauty pageant are usually like these emo slobs and they turn into hardcore preps. Anyway. I dun wanna be made. I like who I am, but I'd love to be a famous photographer one day.__♥ MY LiFE iS FAR FR0M PERFECT. It's all about me betch! Okay anyway. One night sometime in eighty-nine my mum had sex with her husband and a lucky two sperm broke through. Yeah I did have a twin sister. Sadly, she didn't make it out alive. She only had one lung and her heart was to small and stuff. Sucks right? Her name was going to be Elizabeth Nicole Carter. Yeah, I miss her already. That was just the first part of my suckish life though. I had a great childhood, it really was a lot of fun. My mum was at home while my dad was at work and she gave me a lot of attention, we had so much fun together. My mum worked the night shift so my dad would be home, I didn't see him much since I was usually in bed early. Everything was good until I was eight years old. My mum was diagnosed with Cancer and it got bad really quick so she quit work and my dad had to work two jobs. I was in charge of keeping the house clean and making sure my mum had everything she needed. Soon her hair was falling out from the medication, guess who's fault it was. Mine. My dad made me believe it to, because I didn't care for her enough. From then on I spent every waking hour by my mum's side. Got her anything she wanted. Soon she lost her voice and couldn't talk to me anymore. The cancer was getting worse. . . she held up for a good two years. When I was ten she looked at me, smiled, took one last breath, closed her eyes and she was gone. I cried for days. My dad blamed her death on me. This coming from the man who was never even around the house to look after her. The nerve of him to say that.
Anyway, aside from that school sucked from then on. Your mama jokes were harsher than they were supposed to be towards me. I didn't have many friends, but I loved the ones that I did have and was pretty clingy. Highschool was hell in a building. That's when I first took a razor to my wrist, it felt so good. It was the only pain that I could control and I loved it. Pain is weakness leaving the body, that's what my mom used to say. That's how I saw it, I was getting rid of my weakness by cutting. I did a great job of hiding the scars too, I just had to change my style a bit. I always wore sweaters underneath my t-shirts or hoodies. Never once rolled up my sleeves, I just always said I was cold even if it was ninety degrees or higher. In highschool I also lost my virginity at a stupid party that I went to. It wasn't fun. I didn't want to, really I didn't, but you can't really control anything when your drunk and have drugs in your system. He claimed I basically gave it up to him, I don't thing I did. I know I didn't. I also thought I found the one that truely loved me in highschool. He was sweet and sensitive, he got picked on a lot and I always stood up for him, so did the rest of us, but he didn't care. He turned into a total jerk, broke my heart and went on messing with other people. I know that this running away is going to be good for me, just to get away from it all. I won't have to see his face again either because he's not coming along. __♥ i CAN'T HELP iT iF iM {DiSCONSOLATE} I try to stay out of a lot of things like drama, you know the crap no one needs, but it spices up life. I don't like to pull myself into all that jazz, but I always end up being in the middle of it. It's just my 'luck' ya know. Most people think 'She has no feelings, well besides sadness, that's why no one cares' I do have feelings other than that, hatred maybe? No I do know how to be happy and I usually am really happy when I'm with my friends. . . especially two in particular, but we'll save that for later. I do know how to love, I did love someone once, but they took it for granted and broke my heart. I'm willing to love again, but I'm going to be more cautious this time around. I love to write, and sing, and play guitar. Yeah I pretty much love music, it's my passion. Of course I'm really into photography too, it captures the moment. I'd like to say I love my life, but at the moment, I really don't. I tend to be really sarcastic, and I can be really outgoing when I'm with my friends, sometimes a bit to much. I've always liked showing affection, like holding hands, hugging, and kissing. Yeah. I don't do that to random people though, only my friends, and the kissing is a kiss on the cheek. I hate being rejected, but that's how I grow is from rejections. I never change because of them either.
Sometimes I like to believe my life is perfect, I flaunt it too, but everyone knows it's not that great for me. I have my own imaginary world that I get lost in sometimes. It's a great place to get lost in too, purple skies, blue fluffy clouds that dinosaurs live on. It's usually cold there too so I don't over heat in my sweaters and hoodies. No one else goes there except me. It's always fun to watch the penguins and manatees fight with light sabers. The jedi penguin always wins though. Anyway, sorry a bit off subject. I don't have much of a life if you can't tell. Most days I'm locked up in my room writing stories or lyrics to a new song, then again most days I'm also walking around on the street with my amazing camera taking pictures of random people. No I'm not a stalker, but I do have the equipment to be one. Anyway, that all doesn't really matter now, I'm going to be starting a new life soon. That means new scenery, new people to photograph, new songs to write, new people to meet, and most of all the old friends right along with me. I know I won't regret this. My dad would be better off with out me around, so would my school, nothing can change my mind about that. __♥ Y0U MAKE ME HAPPY.
 Invader Zim
Eyeliner
Sharp Objects
Rain
Music
Pokemon
Hair Dye
Green
Rainbows
Dancing
__♥ WHEN SKiES ARE GRAY.
 Pink
Preps
Sunny weather
Windy weather
To much snow
Posers
Haters
Guns
Cancer
Meat
__♥ CURRENTLY R0CKiNG T0... Paramore;;
System of a Down;;
My Chemical Romance;;
Cute is What We Aim For;;
Boys like Girls;;
P!ATD;;
FalloutBoy;;
Weird Al;;
Misfits;;
Beastie Boys;;
Kill Hannah;;
Hawthorne Heights;;
PlayRadioPlay!;;
The Higher;;
The Rocket Summer;;
UTIOG;;
Lady Sovereign;;
The Photo Atlas;;
Within Temptation;;
Christina Agulara;;
Pink;;
MCR;;
Marianas Trench;;
Linkin Park;;
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus;;
Ozzy;;
Queen = <3;;
Daughtry;;
Shiny Toy Guns;;
Evanessance;;
Imogene Heap;;
Freezepop
3 doors down;;
GC;;
Bowling for soup;;
Breaking benjamin;;
Led Zeppelin;;
Motley Crue;;
Whitesnake;;
Journey;;
Smashing Pumpkins;;
Simple Plan;;
And a lot more;;__♥ H0MG CUPiD FREAKiN' SH0T ME!  I have no one that I'm to seriously crushing on, but I'm willing to give anyone a chance. Though I do have my eye on Ricky__♥ 0H, iN CASE i F0RG0T. I have 20 piercings all together, 18 of them are on my head, ten in each ear, three in my left eyebrow, two in my right eyebrow, nose ring on the right, & snakebites. The other two are for me to know and you to find out. If your lucky. Other than that, I have a tattoo of Miss Pac-Man on my right shoulder blade, and this on my hip. I have a asthma also =[ It sucks, it doesn't affect me to much though.__♥ REASON YOU RANAWAY. I'm not getting anywhere with my life right now at home. My dad doesn't even care that I'm there, he still holds a grudge against me. No one cares anymore. No one loves me, and so that's why I'm leaving. To find myself and find someone who can love me for me.
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Posted: Sat Jul 21, 2007 6:44 am
[.X.The Druggie.X.] Midori_person || Michelangelo Donnovan DeBonmatthiane || orange Michelangelo Angie DeBonmatthiane Oh, oh, give me trouble now
You're so pretty when you're mad __♥ Y0UNG & L0ViN iT. S e / e N t e e N __♥ HAPPY BiRTHDAY T0 ME. September Ninth __♥ iN A GENDER TUG-0F-WAR, i'M WiTH... The Guys __♥ i CAN'T HELP BUT T0 L00K AT THEM. Chicks __♥ i L0VE MY MUSiC. I remember a year ago I was standing in the crowd
waiting for my chance to break through, my chance to live again.
Now it seems I've found some friends who finally understand
what it takes to make this dream come true, we'll be here till the end.
Shake it, break it, get off your feet,
come dance with me and don't you fake it.
Shake it, break it, get off your feet,
get close to me and don't you fake it.
Shout and scream my friends, connect with me and we'll pretend
this night will never end (whao oh) this night will never end.
Just let go you'll see together we'll do anything
this night will never end (whao oh) this night will never end.
Shake it, break it, get off your feet,
come dance with me and don't you fake it.
Shake it, break it, get off your feet,
get close to me and don't you fake it.
Oh, wish I could thank you all for what you have done
and all of the things that you have shared with me.
Oh, wish I could take you all to where I must go
wish I could take you all, I'll take you in my arms.
Dance, get on the floor, shake, get on the floor, break, get on the floor
[repeat]
Shake it, break it, get off your feet,
come dance with me and don't you fake it.
Shake it, break it, get off your feet,
get close to me and don't you fake it.
I'm reaching out here to show you what we've been through
I think there's something we can share, that's completely new
or maybe I'm just insane, whao oh
Shake it, break it, get off your feet __♥ i'M 0THERWiSE KN0WN AS... The Druggie Superstar __♥ i WANNA BE A {MORTICIAN} Haha, okay, so I know it sounds hilareous. Surely no one short of a necro would want a job with the dead people. But hey! If there's one thing I'm all about, it's job-frikkin'-security. Let's face it, people are always going to die. And so, there's always a need for people to take care of said dead people. Hell, you can make a s**t load of money from dead people. It's a good business! On top of that, you're garunteed a pretty quiet workplace, and it's the best medical profession because you don't have to worry about killing your patients! Now, tell me that isn't the most wicked job ever..... __♥ MY LiFE iS FAR FR0M PERFECT. I have one of the most movie-clichéd existances in the history of this world. I kid you not. I was born a wonderful baby boy, my young parents' first child. In a few years I was followed by an equally wonderful, if not a little more annoying, baby girl, named Emily. I'd like to take this moment to comment on the unfairness of the naming situation. I have no idea what drugs they had slipped my mother during her labor with me, but they obviously skipped them the second time around. I mean, come on, who in their right mind names their kid Michelangelo Donnavon? That's 20 letters, in case you were counting. If you throw in my last name, the number becomes 34. Needless to say, I didn't manage to spell my name right until late 2nd grade. Meanwhile, my lovely little sister got away with Emily Ann. Not fair. Secretly though, I didn't hate my name... after all, how many kids could say they shared a name with a ninja turtle? Yeah, I was a pretty smug pre-schooler.... and when it came time to play TMNT, I got to be Michelangelo everytime. How could I not be? It was my name, afterall. Preschool logic couldn't argue with that.
Anyway, back to my story. My mother was a stay at home soccer/football/ballet/gymnastics/karate mom. My father worked some lame computer job in the city, so we were pretty well off. Maybe it was the fact that my father was a wiry man of no muscle mass... or maybe it was because he spent too much time in a cubicle to be very athletic... but god did he ever push his dreams on me. Most kindergartners got apple juice and naptimes. I got gatorade and a helmet. There was not a single sport my dad didn't have me try out. He was constantly on my back to be better than them all, teaching me that winning really is everything. He'd get pretty pissed if I failed, too. He didn't really give a damn about my grades.... it was all about the sports. You'd think my mom would have stepped in at some point to stop the madness... but no, she just kept to the kitchen, cutting oranges for snacktime during the next game.
But like all dreams parents push on their children, this one also had a big loophole that messed everything up. It wasn't a big deal, really. I just wanted to do something more than practice my pitch in the backyard for three hours, or do something on my weekends other than to sit on the couch, watching and being forced to come up with a complex analysis for whatever taped superbowl game my father had managed to retrieve from the basment. I wanted something more, you know? Unfortunately, by then there really was nothing more for me than to continue what my father had started. So, I became known as the school's top athlete. Things were pretty good in high school, I had friends, several girlfriends, a decent coach, and no broken bones. But I still needed something to start building up for my other life.
So I turned to drugs. Pretty stupid, huh? I didn't take any at first. I was a trafficker, not a supplier. I didn't care where the drugs came from as long as some guy stoned off his a** was paying me obscene amounts of money for it. But after a particularily brutal football game, I began to wonder what it would feel like to forget all the stress and pressure. And so I tried it... just as a matter of "quality assurance", of course...
God did it ever feel good.
I wasn't like the useless potheads on the street; I had a brain, I didn't do anything stupid. I had nothing in common with those low lifes except for the glazed over look I got when I was completely lost in the sensations the drugs brought. Unfortunately, I hadn't been careful enough, and someone found out, and told the police. The police came to my house to arrest me, and my parents cried. Well, my mother did. My father lost his mind and started screaming every bad word in the book. Luckily, I didn't keep the money around the house, it was all in a bank account, so they didn't find it. All the drugs left though.... not that it would stop me. As soon as I was out of a juvenile rehab center, I was back to acquiring more product, except this time I was being watched over every second on my life. And then, my lovely parents decided to drop the bomb that I would be forsaking everything next year to go to a boarding school.
I wasn't about to let that happen. My life was here. My friends, my contacts, my customers... all of them were here. So, I decided to run away. I know, it makes a lot of sense doesn't it? It makes sense when you're stoned, trust me. I'm not sure if this life will be any better than the one I had before, but I think I'll enjoy being around people who don't care how many trophies sit in my closet, or how many touchdowns I've scored. __♥ i CAN'T HELP iT iF iM {a Capitalist} So, as we know now, I'm Michelangelo DeBonmatthiane. Yeah, try saying that one three times fast. If I had a quarter for every time I had to spell it out, or correct the announcers at the football games, I'd be filthy rich by now. Come on, guys, it's not that hard. Day-Bone-Mah-Tea-An. Believe it or not, I'm actually an okay guy. I don't run around shoving nerds in lockers, or making fun of the not-so-cool kids. I'm popular, obviously. How could you not be when you're the star of the school football team... and winter track... and soccer... and well, you get the point. To top it off, I've actually got a 'gasp' brain to go with my good looks and manly charm. Alright, so I'm definitely not going to be getting any scholarships for my intelligence, but I at least pass without problem. I do what's required of me to stay on the team, nothing more, nothing less. As long as my coach isn't chewing me out for my poor schoolwork, I'm good being slightly less-than average in the academics department.
And with that, we move on to my other life. I used to moonlight as a drug dealer until a certain someone decided to turn me in. And let me tell you, if I ever find myself in the same room as that a*****e, he's going down. Words can't even express the amount of pain and suffering I'm planning for this guy... I mean, I want to... hurt... and... choke... and squeeze... and...
Whoops. I'm getting inarticulate again.
Where was I again? Oh yeah, the drugs. You may be wondering how a star athlete like myself even considered doing drugs, especially with all of those tests floating around, and the trouble it could... well... did get me in. The answer is simple, really: I need funds for college. I'm a business man at heart; I sell my athletic prowess in exchange for the ability to get away with anything. I market drugs late at night on street corners in order to find enough money to pay the arm-and-leg tuition for college in another year. I want to be a mortician because there is no way that you can't make good profits from it. I know, your average jock never thinks like this. I'm supposed to be thinking 'Football, football, cars, football, girls, more girls, football,' Right? Screw that. I've got plans. I'm a dreamer, you see, a climber. I'm not going to be satisfied with this pathetic life that easily. So I do everything that can help me move upward. Even if it means dealing drugs, or running away.... no risk, no fun. __♥ Y0U MAKE ME HAPPY. -drugs
-girls
-gatorade
-vacations
-friends
-making money
-being in control
-losing myself completely
-running
-accounting
__♥ WHEN SKiES ARE GRAY. -My father
-sports
-the "team"
-school
-druggies
-the police
-coffee
-sweating
-alarm clocks
-my last name __♥ CURRENTLY R0CKiNG T0... Toadies
Stone Temple Pilots
Stone Sour
OOMPH!
The Bloodhound Gang
Anthrax
Orgy
Eminem
Beastie Boys
Justin Timberlake
J Kwon
Hans Zimmer
Blink 182
Red Hot Chili Peppers
David Bowie
Bachman-Turner Overdrive
Lil' Jon
Thin Lizzy
Rare Earth
Say Anything
Queen
__♥ H0MG CUPiD FREAKiN' SH0T ME! Rean __♥ 0H, iN CASE i F0RG0T. The last name DeBonmatthiane does, in fact, fit on a football jersey. I know, I was suprised too. The problem is, the text is so small you can't really make out what it says. So, my jerseys usually say "DeBon" instead. Yeah, I know, it sounds too much like " The Bone", which makes me sound... well, you get what I mean. I'm actually kind of embarassed by it, if you must know... not that I let the guys know. I'd never hear the end of it. __♥ REASON YOU RANAWAY. To escape Bording School
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Posted: Sat Jul 21, 2007 6:45 am
[.X.The Beaten.X.] _Crazy-_-Chrisi-_-Chan_ || Raen Alesia Willson Redson || Violet  RaenRaeRedson __♥ Y0UNG & L0ViN iT. Seven-fricken-teen, lovies. __♥ HAPPY BiRTHDAY T0 ME. June tenth. __♥ iN A GENDER TUG-0F-WAR, i'M WiTH... Female, and you better beleive it, bishes. __♥ i CAN'T HELP BUT T0 L00K AT THEM. I'm kinda a Boy person, if you catch my drift. __♥ i L0VE MY MUSiC. I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me ahhh, me ahhh, me ahhh __♥ i'M 0THERWiSE KN0WN AS... The Beaten. __♥ i WANNA BE A {Singer + Guitar player} Well, I have a yearning to be famous by singing and playing guitar one day. I've been playing since I was seven, and singing for as long as I can remember. I guess I'm pretty good, but I'm not that sure. __♥ MY LiFE iS FAR FR0M PERFECT. Hey there. The name's Raen Alesia Willson Redson. Yes, I know.. Long name. Yes, I know, my initials spell Rawr, thanks. Call me Raen, Raae, Rae-Rae or Rawr. Just.. Whatever you do, do not call me Alesia. If you do, I swear, I'll rearrange the current structure of your face! Anyway, as I might have mentioned before, I like to sing and play guitar. But I also have done some cheerleading, even though... Wait, this is the good part. I'll save that for later. Well, I was born into a loving family with a loving mother and father and sisters. But, one dark and stormy night, my father was killed, and BOOM. Mother remarried. Anyway, I'll get to the juicy details later. Yeah, I was head cheerleader, but no, I wasn't one of those fashion zombies who make other people's life hell. No, I'm quite a nice person, but sometimes, I withdrawl from people.
Ooh, bad part time. Remember when I mentioned that my father was killed and my mother remarried? Yeah, that part? Okay, about that. The b***h I now call a step-father beats me, and no one out of my family knows it. And the worst part? He doesn't beat anyone else. Not my sisters, not my mother, just me. I do my best to hide the cuts and bruises, but I think some peopleare starting to catch on. I'm ashamed of me being beaten, and thats why I don't want to tell anyone. But, since I'm running away, I don't have to worry about tha problem any more, do I? I sure hope not. __♥ i CAN'T HELP iT iF iM {A W33 Biit iiNSAN3!} Seeing with my past, I'm a bit dramatic, and a bit over-emotional. I mean, I don't like... Cut myself and such, I get enough of that from my step-dad. I get real hyper easily, and I put on a happy face for my friends, most of the time, you know? My life is hecticly hell right now, so what else can I do than pretend to be happy?! Yeah, I'm really random, and I guess that comes with the hyperness thing. Well, if you're one of my friends, you'd be used to it, so no bitchin' at me! Ahem.. Sorry. Again, as you may have noticed, I have some random outbursts, but that doesn't mean that I can't be quiet. I actually can be slightly withdrawn sometimes, but I do try to stay positive.
So, at my best, I am a bit happy and a lot hyper. That includes giggling, laughing, clinging, hugging, and all that good stuff. At my worst, I am withdrawn, overly sad, and overly dramatic. My friends can tell you all about that. I cry easily too, like... Lets say in movies like.. Where the Red Fern Grows. Oh man, I cried like a baby in that dang movie! But at times, I do have a very good, ligitement reason to cry, but no one else knows it. I have no idea that if I tell someone, it'll get better. I feel like, sometimes I want to tell someone, but I don't. I think it might be best if I just keep my mouth shut, don't you? No fricken arguments. Oh, if you hadn't noticed, I do swear a bit. Probably picked it up off of the monster step-father. But I hardly ever use the F word. Only if it really is that bad. I usually say "Damn" and "Hell" and small words like that. I'm not afraid to swear! Heh, forgot to tell you. I'm also a bit paraniod, and that goes with the whole "Drama Queen" thing. Anyway, I'll bet you're tired of reading this, so Imma shut my mouth. __♥ Y0U MAKE ME HAPPY. <3 Music
<3 My iPod
<3 My Guitar
<3 My Friends
<3 Gum
<3 Being A Drama Queen.
<3 Being damn good at it.
<3 Cheerleading
<3 The Dark
<3 Thunderstorms
<3 Phones __♥ WHEN SKiES ARE GRAY. __♥ CURRENTLY R0CKiNG T0... Tokio Hotel
Evanescence
100 Years
My Chemical Romance
Keith Urban
Kelly Pickler
Kenny Chesney
Plain White T's
The Fray
Green Day
All American Rejects
Hinder
__♥ H0MG CUPiD FREAKiN' SH0T ME! Him__♥ 0H, iN CASE i F0RG0T. I hyperventilate easily, and I scare easily. I have a lip ring, my ears are pierced, and I have a tattoo on the small of my back that reads, "Live Like You Were Dying" with a rose under it. __♥ REASON YOU RANAWAY. My Step-dad was beating me.
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Posted: Sat Jul 21, 2007 6:46 am
[.X.The Pregnant One.X.] `Ezra || Lily Alyson Turin || PURPl3  .Lily..Lil..Turin. Camra Whore __♥ Y0UNG & L0ViN iT. s e v e n t e e n __♥ HAPPY BiRTHDAY T0 ME. July fithTEENth __♥ iN A GENDER TUG-0F-WAR, i'M WiTH... That Pretty Princess. __♥ i CAN'T HELP BUT T0 L00K AT THEM. Guys....Mostly, unless you REALLY talk to me.. __♥ i L0VE MY MUSiC. Don't solve the problem,
when danger is better.
Far away where you stock them
In cages that tether
And all the bridges you've burned,
leave you trapped off at all sides.
And now the tables do turn,
and it's all gone, what's left for you.
And when the sky is falling,
don't look outside the window.
Step back and hear I'm calling.
Give up, don't take the fast road.
It's just your doubt that binds you.
Just drop those thoughts behind you now.
Change your mind.
You let go too soon.
Sit down, you're sinking,
there's no one to watch you.
Skip town, you're thinking,
there's no one to stop you.
And all the bridges you've burned,
leave you trapped off at all sides.
And now the tables do turn,
and it's all gone, what's left for you.
And when the sky is falling,
don't look outside the window.
Step back and hear I'm calling.
Give up, don't take the fast road.
It's just your doubt that binds you.
Just drop those thoughts behind you now.
Change your mind.
Let go too soon.
Don't run away,
Stop feeling fine.
It's better than your worst, your worst day.
No words to say, I'll give you mine,
and pocket all the hurt, and just stay.
Don't run away.
It's better than your worst, your worst day.
And when the sky is falling,
don't look outside the window.
Step back and hear I'm calling.
Give up, don't take the fast road.
Don't run away.
I'll change your mind.
Let go too soon.
Don't run away.
I'll change your mind.
__♥ i'M 0THERWiSE KN0WN AS... The Pregnant One. __♥ i WANNA BE A [CHEF] I love to cook, my whole life I would say. Ever since I first made a cake with my mom when I was 5 I loved it. I can make what ever i want. Food can't tell you want to do,or what to say, and its fun. Food can't say anything, you do the talking. __♥ MY LiFE iS FAR FR0M PERFECT. My Life? Good Question. Okay, my parents are both devout Catholic freaks. I know it sounds mean, but trust me, It gets worss. Ever since like the day I was born, they have brought me to church with my 3 older siblings, John, Raine, and Jack. There all out of the house living there perfect lives now. But Jack, Jack never listened to my parents, he was always screeming at them saying " You messed up my life!!! I hate you!!" They told him that that was the way he was rasied up to become, and then they kicked him out, and never spoke of him again. That was when he was 17, 5 years ago. I was 12 at the time, i had no clue what was happening, I would sit in my room and cry, hoping Jack would come back. He never did.
Anyway, the rest of my life has been, Church, study, church, study. My parents really wanted a perfect child! I didn't understand it when I was 6. I just wanted to play outside with my friends, but that made me read the bible! So once i got older I asked and asked to and asked a little bit more to change how I was, and what i looked like. I mean if youlook at any of my pictures before I was 12, I went to a privte school, High Scoks, long skirt. It was bad. So they finally let me do some things to life. My brother John sent me money for my 12th birthday, and I went shoping with my friends. I came home, and my mom made a face and said "Lily, Dear. You don't like these clothes, do you?" I shook my head and said "Yes mom I do. Thats why I bought them! And you can roll your eyes atme all YOU WANT! I don't care! I'm going to be like this no matter whatyou say!" After I said that I covered my eyes with my hands, waiting to be sent to my room. My mom looked at the floor and said "I knew this was going to happen some day, so.... let it happen." My eyes got wider, and I ran and hugged her. My father was still so angry, I heard him yelling at my mom that night. That day, she finally started to realise reality. You can only hold a child back so far. Because they need to be relased at some point.
But thats not all. After that my life came back into the rut. They signed me up for Bible Studies, and swimming lessons. Trying to keep me from the rest of the real world. And I guess I just went along with it. I mean I got mostly B's, and A's every no and then. My parents or my mom I guess was oksy with it. I still had togo to Church every Sunday, Saturday, and Thursady. But that stoped it to only Saturday once I turned 16. Shockingly they let me see guys but I would never bring them over. I was always too afraid he would never be perfect enought for my parents.
But latley my parents have been way suspious because I'm Pregnant. I've been trying to hide it the best I can, but every once in a while they ask me questions because I'm eating more... __♥ i CAN'T HELP iT iF iM {Too Caring...} I mean I just care a litlle too much about everybody's lifes. i want to know whats happening and how it happend. And, oh yea. No one ever tells me. I just feel left out alot, and I want to be incuded. I just want to be known as someone not, 'The girl in the red shirt.' But motly I'm just there. Not saying alot, just there. Some times I dirift off, and I can't hear anyone, or think anything. I kinda snap out some times.
In the other hand, I'm really random. When isee somonesface, it reminds me of the memories I've had with them. So I say reallt random things, like inside jokes I have with them, or something, I knew about them. I care about people alot, so I remeber things about them, even people who I don't like. My memory is wide and full of things, I can say it all. No person could say it all. Just so long. __♥ Y0U MAKE ME HAPPY. [Pancakes]
[My Hair]
[Looking at the Sky]
[My ipod]
[Shoping for random things]
[Cuting up food]
[Fireworks]
[Makers && crayons]
[Taking pictures]
[Feeling like I belong] __♥ WHEN SKiES ARE GRAY. [People who make- fun of others]
[Expo markers]
[Messing something up.]
[Thunder]
[Feeling out-of-Place]
[The color dark brown]
[Beans...]
[Being treated like a robot]
[Being treated like a Child]
[Crying] __♥ CURRENTLY R0CKiNG T0... [AC/DC]
[Hadouken!]
[Fall Out Boy]
[Panic! at the Disco]
[Van Halen]
[Led Zeppelin]
[All American Rejects]
[The Killers]
[The Doors]
[Lily Allen]
[Queen]
[Billy Idol] __♥ H0MG CUPiD FREAKiN' SH0T ME! ALIS0N && ROWAN __♥ 0H, iN CASE i F0RG0T. I have had glasses since I was 7.But I have my contacs in most of the time. __♥ REASON YOU RANAWAY. For one my parents. And two I'm Pregnant nobody knows, and I'm getting scared about it. I just need to get out of my fears and leave.
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Posted: Sat Jul 21, 2007 6:48 am
[.X.The Nice Nerd Turned Evil.X.]  Rowan"Row"Sparrow Paralyzed by the same old antics
Back and forth like some walking Spastic
How could a fistfight be romantic?
Thinking back now will you ever feel the same __♥ Y0UNG & L0ViN iT. S3V3NT33N __♥ HAPPY BiRTHDAY T0 ME. October Thirtyfirst. Halloween babe. __♥ iN A GENDER TUG-0F-WAR, i'M WiTH... batMAN __♥ i CAN'T HELP BUT T0 L00K AT THEM. Bothhh __♥ i L0VE MY MUSiC. It takes more, it takes more
It takes more
And now that i'm willing to beg
Now it stands right in front of me
Dig this dirt out from under my nails
And I feel this, picture my face
Sad to say not today
It just, it takes more
It takes more, it takes more,
It takes more, takes more
It destroys me, i'm sitting here
It destroys me, i'm just sitting here
Destroys me, i'm sitting here
It destroys me, i'm sitting here
It destroys me, i'm sitting here
It destroys me, i'm just sitting here
Destroys me, i'm sitting here
It destroys me, i'm just sitting here
And it stands right in front of me
Dig this dirt out from under my nails
And I feel this, picture my face
Its sad to say not today
It just, it takes more
I'm just sitting here more
And picture my face, it takes more
Its sad to say, i feel this way
It takes...
__♥ i'M 0THERWiSE KN0WN AS... I once was nice, now I'm evil. . . Oh and a nerd. __♥ i WANNA BE A {Director} It's the only thing that keeps my mind at bay-a video camera that is. I have tons of home made movies in my room. I don't know when it started, but I picked up the camera one day and started to record people. I like to be in control too. It's a nice feeling you know? So let's combine the two and make me a director. __♥ MY LiFE iS FAR FR0M PERFECT. I wasn't always like this you know. I used to be a nice boy. I was born into a pretty nice family. It's not like we're rich or anything. My parents- Lilly and Tarrance both have jobs, blah blah blah. It's all nice and everything. Their lives are practically perfect. They've got a daughter and a son. Ha, it's the son thing that throws it all out of wack. I was so nice to everyone when I was a kid. I got good grades and was always willing to help people. I played soccer nearly every year outside and inside of school. I was on the student council at school. I know, maybe too much about computers. I'm what you could call a nerd. I used to look like a nerd too. Well, not major nerd, but you could tell I was the nerd out of all of my friends. I wore these camp tees and soccer tournament tees to school a lot. I also wore jeans too, and maybe they were a bit too tight. But I didn't have a stupid pocket protector or anything. That's retarded okay. I changed a bit after the whole schizo thing though. I think I look a lot better now. I never really acted like a true nerd except for being nice though. I always knew there was something inside of me that wanted to break out. It just never broke out. Until that one day with those three stupid seniors.
I was just walking to my locker and one of them knocked my books over. The stupid senior did the whole "Oh let me help you" routine. Me being, well me, fell for it. I got hit in the back and fell. One of them was bitching at me about a paper or whatever. I didn't say anything at first so one of them hit me again. I had never been hit like that in my life. I'd gotten those friendly hits from people every now and then, but this was completely different. Something inside me just. . .It just came out a little. I came out with this cocky remark about how I wasn't some slave. Another blow to my body. And another, and another. That thing just took over. I started lashing out, kicking and punching them. I didn't feel like nice ol' Rowan Sparrow. I felt like someone was telling me to do it. The voice, Xane that is, kept saying "Kick them. Make them hurt. They hurt you all year little Sparrow." So I did. I made those morons hurt, and bleed. I only stopped when some teacher came out. I had blood all over my fists. Two weeks later I was diagnosed as having schizophrenia. I learned to control it around my parents after being sent to the physchiatrist every week. Xane told me I had to break up with Alison or he'd make me hurt her. So I did because I never bothered to learn to control my schizophrenia when my friends were around. I'd have these sudden mood swings and then Xane would yell at me. That stupid voice hates my friends. There's no use controlling it anymore though. I've been taken over by this stupid mental disorder and now I'm going to find my friends. They don't know I left in the shadows, following them, but I did. I just want to see the look on their faces when they see me. __♥ i CAN'T HELP iT iF iM {Chaotic} Like I said before, I used to be the nicest kid in the world. I used to be the kid who would help the old lady cross the street. I used to be the guy who would help you for hours on end with some silly project and not expect anything in return. I bet you noticed all those used to be's though. Yeah, you could say I've changed over the years. Now that I think about it it had been a steady change, I just never noticed it. I'm crude, rude, and lude now. I turned on my friends back when that thing came out. I honestly don't know why they stuck with me. The moments when I was truely Rowan Sparrow, I couldn't understand why they wanted to be around me. Or why they even tried. Especially the girls. I was such an a** when the voice was controling me. I hated it, believe me, but it was so hard to control when I spent most of my time with my friends. It was easy around my family because I barely spent time around them, I was usually up in my room, trying desperately to hang on. That may sound a bit emo, but it wasn't life I was hanging onto, it was myself, my old self. The medicine helped, but it didn't block it all. I yelled and cursed and was so mean to people. I still am, especially towards the ones who always stood up for me. That's because Xane doesn't care about them. He's the voice so I was to listen.
When I'm not being an a**, that is when I'm around other people or putting up a front for my friends, I'm slightly nice. I'm a bit random, yes, but at least I'm kind of nice while doing it. I might say something about Zombies or Pirates, but that's kind of normal for me. I like to party. That and the whole, weilding a camera thing, is what makes me Rowan again. Not for long though, but you can see it in my eyes. It's hard to explain, but if you know me you know what I'm talking about. It's like this shimmer or whatever. Just don't give me alcohol, it'll bring out the other voices. I hate the other voices because they always argue with Xane. It's not rad, it just isn't. I have these mood swings too sometimes. Like, I can be really happy then switch to being a total a** again. That's how it usually is, an emotion then a total a**. It's pretty chaotic if you ask me. __♥ Y0U MAKE ME HAPPY.  Rain
Eyeliner
Music
Cameras
Smoking
Computers
Running
Reading
Batman
Freaking people out. __♥ WHEN SKiES ARE GRAY.  Doctors
Over crowded places
People who get in my way
My schizophrenia
The voices and the mood swings.
Being judged by my disorder
Fakeness
Bright lights
Cartoons like Spongebob Squarepants
Being pushed around. __♥ CURRENTLY R0CKiNG T0... My Chemical Romance
The Misfits
Anti-Flag
The Used
AFI
All Time Low
Bad Religion
The Beach Boys
Billy Idol
Bouncing Souls
Bullet For My Valentine
Mettalica
Black Sabbath
Ozzy
Creature Feature
Daft Punk
Disturbed
Escape The Fate
HIM
KoRn
Marylin Manson
Rammstein
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Rob Zombie
Slayer
Smashing Pumpkins
System Of A Down
Sum 41
Jimi Hendrix
The Beastie Boys
Pantera
Queen
White Zombie
And much more. __♥ H0MG CUPiD FREAKiN' SH0T ME! The pregnant one. Lily __♥ 0H, iN CASE i F0RG0T. I have a rather odd tendency to wear a lot of necklaces. I have a tattoo on my right hip that is of a Sparrow. One on the back of my neck that says "Merci Pour Le Venin" or Thank You For The Venom. Another one the left side of my body that reads "Halloween" in big letters. That's it I think. __♥ REASON YOU RANAWAY. I really just like to torment my friends. Or rather the voice does. Either way, it's why I ran.
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Posted: Sat Jul 21, 2007 6:56 am
SUNDAY MONDAY TUESDAY WEDNESDAY THURSDAY FRiDAY SATURDAY
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AUTUMN WiNTER SPRiNG SUMMER Everyone should be arriving at the park. Either you snuck out and walked or an older sibling agreed to help you. Whatever you get the point. The Evil guy should be hiding in the bushes somewhere. And The Rebel is the one with the car.This is the apartment, by the way! The Apartment!Check back every now and then for time changes! The Car!
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Posted: Sat Jul 21, 2007 7:02 am
[.X.The Nice List.X.] iiM G0NNA S P L 0 D 3 ~ Because she's awesome and this roleplay is based off one of hers. Also first to join.
Karavi ~ I made it. Well most of it.
WalmartZ0MBii3S ~ She's totally kick a**.
`Ezra ~ If you'd talk to her in Pm's you'd no why.
Chrisi Chan ~ Because she makes me happy.
Midori_person ~ Because she is the ever needed DRUGGIE![.X.The Naughty List.X.] No one at the moment.
Let's keep it this way!
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Posted: Sat Jul 21, 2007 7:12 am
[.X.Banners.X.]
~If anybody wants to make one, go right ahead!
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Posted: Sat Jul 21, 2007 7:16 am
[.X.Updates.X.] ~ Thread is opened on July 21!Most of the kids are at the park.
Now only if the Druggie would hurry up!
I found someone to play the Druggie!
We are now at the Apartment!
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