My heart has been ripped off<br/>My blood showers as I sober<br/>The burden Im feeling is just enough<br/>To kill myself away from a liar<br/><br/>I lie on my grave for the first time<br/>Feeling alone, feeling unloved<br/>In the first place I thought you were mine<br/>I was wrong, there was someone else you love<br/><br/>Our memories are now slowly dying<br/>As I sober in pain and burden<br/>I was hurt again for the last time<br/>I wont let it happen again<br/><br/>My memories with him should be forgotten <br/>It is now just a shadow to be left behind<br/>But I could never leave him, my felings are forbidden<br/>To leave a guy who I love for life<br/><br/>Im torn apart, I cant feel anything<br/>I want to cry but my eyes only bleed<br/>Why are things like these happening?<br/>I want to shout to him and bid<br/><br/>If he choose me, Im happy, Ill always be his<br/>Ill give him the love, the care he needs<br/>But if he choose her,oh to hell, both of them I curse<br/>And I wil regret the first time we've met<br/><br/>Ill show him, how he made a mistake<br/>Upon choosing her besides me<br/>Ill let them suffer, that is too much to take<br/>Much more pain that I felt<br/><br/>Though its hard to move on<br/>I should forget that I love him<br/>Ill erase all the memoirs form my mind<br/>And the feelings I once showed him<br/><br/>If ge forget about the two of us<br/>Ill just tell him only one thing<br/>One thing he will never forget<br/>"ITS NOT MY LOSS, ITS YOUR LOSS!" |