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My heart has been ripped off
My blood showers as I sober
The burden Im feeling is just enough
To kill myself away from a liar
I lie on my grave for the first time
Feeling alone, feeling unloved
In the first place I thought you were mine
I was wrong, there was someone else you love
Our memories are now slowly dying
As I sober in pain and burden
I was hurt again for the last time
I wont let it happen again
My memories with him should be forgotten
It is now just a shadow to be left behind
But I could never leave him, my felings are forbidden
To leave a guy who I love for life
Im torn apart, I cant feel anything
I want to cry but my eyes only bleed
Why are things like these happening?
I want to shout to him and bid
If he choose me, Im happy, Ill always be his
Ill give him the love, the care he needs
But if he choose her,oh to hell, both of them I curse
And I wil regret the first time we've met
Ill show him, how he made a mistake
Upon choosing her besides me
Ill let them suffer, that is too much to take
Much more pain that I felt
Though its hard to move on
I should forget that I love him
Ill erase all the memoirs form my mind
And the feelings I once showed him
If ge forget about the two of us
Ill just tell him only one thing
One thing he will never forget
"ITS NOT MY LOSS, ITS YOUR LOSS!"
My blood showers as I sober
The burden Im feeling is just enough
To kill myself away from a liar
I lie on my grave for the first time
Feeling alone, feeling unloved
In the first place I thought you were mine
I was wrong, there was someone else you love
Our memories are now slowly dying
As I sober in pain and burden
I was hurt again for the last time
I wont let it happen again
My memories with him should be forgotten
It is now just a shadow to be left behind
But I could never leave him, my felings are forbidden
To leave a guy who I love for life
Im torn apart, I cant feel anything
I want to cry but my eyes only bleed
Why are things like these happening?
I want to shout to him and bid
If he choose me, Im happy, Ill always be his
Ill give him the love, the care he needs
But if he choose her,oh to hell, both of them I curse
And I wil regret the first time we've met
Ill show him, how he made a mistake
Upon choosing her besides me
Ill let them suffer, that is too much to take
Much more pain that I felt
Though its hard to move on
I should forget that I love him
Ill erase all the memoirs form my mind
And the feelings I once showed him
If ge forget about the two of us
Ill just tell him only one thing
One thing he will never forget
"ITS NOT MY LOSS, ITS YOUR LOSS!"
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