i like 2 come ^ with storys about my life tht will mostlikly never come true i suck bad a spelling so don't fell bad if u cannot really understand it. well here it goes.
Just as I turned the corner to get in to the old gym buliding i relized i had left my things in the car so i had to rush back out to my car and get them.(btw i don't drive yet)I was secondes way from being late my third time that week. Mrs. Cook was not happy with this b/c I used to be there every day befor everyone elsa and now i was the last one there but I had blamed it on my boy-friend his name was Travis.
Now Travis was my cuz brandons best friend and we had liked each other for a long time so this was my dream to be dating him. he is home schooled a skate-border and just a really nice guy to be around. he has durty blonde hair and hazelle eyes that you could get lost in.( so this makes it all even more harder to tell him no when he gives me a puppy dog face.) he is about 6"5 but i don't know that for a fact. he just makes me feel normal and beautful witch is the last thing i feel b/c i am so ugly. i am 5"11 with blonde hair green eyes (that is my best feature) and a a a little on the heavy side. so how this bot of sexxyness was mine I had no clue but i was going to take advantage of his mastake. no girls r alway falling for him and it has never changed. he took me to dinner and this beautful 19 yer old watress was our sever. (i am not a lisbo btw) she was tall blonde blue eyed small fram. she had it all. but he payed no mine to her flirting with him.he never look at her not once. he did not take his eyes off me the hole time. now what he thought was funny nis a firl sitting two or three sites away come up to me in the middle of ore dinner and asked how i could eat in front of him with him staring at me the way he was. and all i could says was why could you not eat infront of him. ( now not to be mean but i hate it when girls don't eat in front of men b/c they are afriad there fat)she rold her eyes and walked away. all he could say is that he loved the way I did not mined eatting in front of him and did not care if i did something stupid in front of him. i laught it off b/c he was being silly when he said that b/c i can not stand if I make a foll of my self. Well after dinner we went to live and it was ranning and i was wearing white so as we went to leave he took off his shirt to show his abs and told me to put it on so I did and he ran out side in the rain to get the car. so i was weating for him to pull the car around when this girl come up to me out of the bule and was like you are not good for him you look like s**t next to him. He deseves better then you and you know it your just using him when he was weak. I had no clue who thyis girl was but I did not like her now. when he pulled up i jumped in and gave him is shirt back. I asked him if he thought i wa useing him b/c i felt like i was(wetch was not a lie all together) he said no. I said you could do better then me so much better what makes you want me and he leaned over and wispered inches from my lips " B/C i love you and can't find myself with out u if anybody is using anybody it would be me using you to keep myself from going insain.With out you I fell nothing." then he kissed me solft and smoth with less the a second from finshing what he had said and then heald that kiss for such a long time I tought I was going to die. When i got home I went to my room and shut and locked the door. I new the ruteen well know. After our date he would sneek in though the window and spend the night. We did not do anything he has lots of reaspect for me but that does not mean that he does not keep me from making it to school on time so i was lost when I got up. Took his car so my parents would not worry and left him in my house. he ca walk to the school to get the car its not that far. so when i told heer i was sorry all shse could say was that she wish i would get my head out of the clouds and find my sit. I would have protested but I was in to much of a good mood. I was inlove with my cuzens best friend.
Now i really am not in love with my cuz bc best friend but he is really cute so i just made him my charter. i really don't have a boy-friend so don't worry i am single lol. well comment it and tell me how it is.
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